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@ᵃ moon sangmin. I enjoy hearing you say that I’m yours. My tummy does flips and my heart beats quickens.
My stomach flexes instinctively when you squeeze my waist, I’m a bit timid. My head slightly tilts away from you so you have better access to the crook of my neck. Eyes slowly closing at the myriad of little kisses you pepper along my scent gland, a playful smile present when I feel you sniffing me.
I’m sorry, I really am so excited, Sangmin.
Takes the necklace from my neck, holding onto it securely, by the pendent, in my left hand, the chain dangling out of each side of said hand. Leans into the gentle kiss before you’re parting again, eyes seemingly glueing themselves to my neck.
Wait.. I-I’m sorry, can you take your shirt off too? I feel that the skin to skin contact will be beneficial to us…

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. As will I and now everyone will know that you're mine. Not that they don't already know that, but with this they'll know not to touch you cause you're mine.
my hands gives your waist a small but possessive squeeze, my lips staying pressed against your scent gland where i'm pressing small kisses as well as inhaling your scent that i love so much. thumbs lightly brushing and rubbing against your skin, my nose now nudging gently against your neck and tracing around your scent gland only pulling my head back at your question but before I can answer you're already unclasping the necklace.
You're so excited you've taken it off before I can even answer, babe.
says with a soft chuckle, presses a small kiss to the corner of your lips before eyeing back down at your neck.
Let me know when you're ready

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Without question…
I agree to your question about it being exhilarating. My body is already thrumming with excitement.
I look forward to seeing the mark everyday, Sangda.
My voice keeps its breathy quality as my right hand reaches up to fiddle with the pendant on the necklace you gave me during our one month anniversary. I refused to take it off, unless showering. Dark spheres of life meet your hungry-like ones, watching as you eye my body. I’m unsure of where you’re looking exactly, but all I know is that I feel myself giving into those submissive feelings. Even more so when you pull me into your lap, legs straddling your lap. Your slow, loving hands trailing up my body causes my shoulders to scrunch and my head to tilt back vaguely. The sensation left in the trail your hands make causes me to bite into my lower lip. A soft gasp being drawn in when your lips kiss that special patch of skin. My sweet, light scent lingers in that spot.
Do I need to remove my necklace?
I ask, already reaching up to unclasp it.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. It is quite exhilarating, isn't it?
i quite enjoy the way you look after i had parted from the kiss and the way you hold onto me almost like you didn't want my lips to leave you just makes me want to press mine against yours again, but right now wasn't the time to be making out, at least for now.
I'll make sure to do that, babe. Your tattoos won't be the only thing on your body.
letting go of you so you can start taking your shirt off, my eyes scanning your topless torso almost like in a hungry state, but as i'm eyeing your bare neck my teeth begin to itch, reaching over to pull you onto straddle my lap, hands slowly trailing up your sides, leaning in to press a small kiss against your scent gland, mumbling softly.
Hold onto me, this is gonna hurt..

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Is it? Does it? Ah, it’s all true, I want to be yours. Being moments closer to having that fully fulfilled is… invigorating.
My heart skips a beat when your fingers delicately grasp my chin, the brief, tender kiss cause tingles to dance down my skin. The ghosting of your lips against my own makes my breath hitch, my fingers curling and holding onto you tighter.
O-okay..
Whispers airily as if I’ve been deprived of you.
Sangda, mark all the places of me you want, please.
Reluctantly parts from you, arms crossing over one another to grab at the hem of my shirt. Arms raise, pulling the fabric up with them. With my shirt off my tattoos are all visible, the ones you’ve got to witness time and time again. Each one holding their own meaning for me. It’s strange, I suddenly feel shy, but I wasn’t going to let that stop us from stepping closer to forever.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. Your impatience is cute, yknow that? But it also does something to me to know how eager you are to be marked as mine.
my eyes admire your features with a little grin, my other hand lifting to grip gently at your chin and lean in so I can press a brief but sweet kiss, after I pull away I keep our lips ghosted over each other.
That might be a good idea, though you may tempt me to mark you in other places too.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Leans into your touch, eyes fluttering closed when you run the pad of your thumb beneath my eye. The returned ‘I love you’ sprouts little buds of happiness inside my chest.
Pushes myself closer when your hand drops to my waist. My hand falls from your nape and rests on your shoulder. A soft hum escaping me when I’m pulled closer. I momentarily chase your lips when you part, reeling my head back slightly to meet your gaze properly.
Yes, I don’t want to wait another moment. I want everyone to know that you’re my mate, Sangda. Uh, should I… remove my shirt? It may make it a little easier?

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. the repeated words of affection makes me chuckle softly to myself at how adorable you are, but I know there's many emotions you're feeling right now, reaches up a hand to cup at your cheek as my thumb gently swipes under your eye.
I love you too, so very much.
my hand drops to hold against the back of your waist as you've leaned in to press your lips against mine in multiple kisses and i return every single one against your lips, my arm now starting to wrap around your waist to pull you close against me, parting away from the array of kisses.
Do you want to be marked right now? I meant obviously you do but, i just want to make sure

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I’m thankful for your patient nature and the way you hold my hand, the reassuring squeezes. My cheeks have flushed, a crimson hue clings to them. Ears are perked and listening attentively. Even my breath has been affected by this topic of conversation. My eyes well up and sting, happy to hear your answer.
I love you, I love you…
I’m unable to stop myself from saying this over and over again, my free hand reaching for your nape. I lean in, capturing your lips in several overjoyed kisses.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. notices the nervousness with the way you take a breath, i take hold of your hand wanting to help reassure you even the slightest, staying silent so i may listen to you intently, when you finish speaking i give your hand another squeeze as a tender smile forms on my lips.
The moment I knew how I felt about you, I knew that I wanted you forever and only you. I love you, Yugyeom, like I've never loved anyone before and while that was scary for me at first I think that just showed how strongly I felt for you. Because we're fated mates, right? There's nothing more I want but to be yours in every way, yes I will be your mate.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Weaves my slender digits with yours, following slightly behind you as we make our way to the living room. I allow myself to be pulled down beside you and inhale a deep, nervous breath.
Well, you and I have spoken about wanting to be with one another for a really long time. Forever, basically. I know it’s only been a little under two months since we’ve gotten together but.. I really want to be your mate, Sangmin. I don’t want you to feel pressured into making that decision right now, it’s just that… I really love you so much. I can’t think of anyone else I’d rather spend the rest of my eternity with. I love being with you, experiencing life with you, being held and loved by you. So.. would you.. be my mate?
I’m practically chewing on my lower lip, anxious to hear your answer. My stomach is in knots and my mind is a mess with all the ‘what if’s’ it can muster.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. the moment we get inside i'm taking off my shoes and stepping forward to put on my pair of house slippers, nodding at your suggestion to where we could go. i take your hand, leading you back towards the living room, i take a seat first and gently pull you down to sit next to me.
What did you want to talk about?

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Gently tugs you inside of our home, letting the heavy door close on its own, automatic locks engaging. I release your hand to remove my shoes and step into the house shoes just at the landing.
Let’s sit in the living room, okay?

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I always find myself feeling particularly timid when my underwear comes off, but even more so when my legs are parted. The pink flush morphing into a crimson red hue.
Watches through hungry eyes as you lean over and collect the lube from the nightstand. A tiny yelp of surprise escaping the red panda when the cold substance had been rubbed onto his entrance. However, it’s not cold for long and the slow tracing of circles makes him shiver in delight.
R-really? You have been w-wanting to?
Your husky voice makes goosebumps bloom upon my skin. Dark eyes roll back, my brows furrow and tongue my somewhat dry lips. A sneaky hand of mine travels down my stomach to subtly touch my hardening . Fingers gingerly coiling around my and slowly stroking it. The back of my other hand being pressed up near my mouth as the added sensation drives me mad with want.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. Your aroused state was quite pleasurable in itself to see, I can feel my body reacting positively; skin prickling with excited bumps and my scent getting stronger. I love the way your lips feel against me and how even though the kiss was slow paced the amount of hungering lust could be felt between us both. When our lips are parted though I’m granted with the sound of your whimpers from how I touched your hips, grinning a little and though I could tease you I decide not to. Not when you’re calling out for me with so much need.
That’s my boy.
with a secure grip I pull your underwear off, sliding them off from your slender legs. before I spread your legs back open I go to the night stand where I sleep and taking the bottle of lube from the bottom drawer, popping the cap open to squeeze out a small but generous amount onto my fore and middle finger. Setting the bottle aside I part your legs and bend them towards you slightly just so I can take the lube covered digits and spread the slippery substance against your puckered entrance. pads of my fingers begin to rub in slow circles, tracing the shape of your hole until it would become soft and eased enough for me to insert my fingers.
I’ve been wanting to do this to you for so long, yugyeom. This pretty hole of yours deserves to properly taken care of, hm I wonder just how tight you are. It’s been awhile..
says with a husky tone, my eyes going back and forth from your face then to where my fingers are touching you.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I am softly panting, excitement already coursing through my veins. Your presence only increases that endorphin rush I’ve been yearning for. My hands lift to rest against your chest while you hover above me.
It’s alright, ha, all that matters is that you’re here now.
One of my hands raised from your chest to cup your face, lips languidly molding and shifting against yours. The passion I feel from you and that sensual, lust-filled kiss earns a soft growl from me. Eager to feel you touching me. I don’t have to wait long as your hand finds my hip. Your thumb brushing and squeezing the sensitive area draws out a few more whimpers.
S-Sangda~
Lifts my hips obediently, my hands find the pillow my head is resting on and grips onto the lower corners of it.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. My eyes widen slightly before a little smirk is forming along my lips from the sight I’ve walked in on, seeing you in your needy state. I take note at how you’re touching yourself whilst still in your underwear, you did as I told and it filled me with a sense of pride. Begins making my way towards the bed, climbing right in the middle where you lay, hovering myself over you.
My needy pretty boy, sorry I’ve kept you waiting.. Let me help you.
I lean down to press my lips against yours for a slow but lust filled kiss, a hand slowly trails against the side of your thigh and up to your hip, lightly brushing my thumb against it before giving a small but firm squeeze. pulls my lips away from yours and whispers against your tiers while my fingers slip into the band of your underwear.
Lift up your hips baby

@ᵃ moon sangmin. A surge of excitement pulses through me when I hear the front door unlock and open. My teeth biting into my lower brim as I anxiously await your arrival to the bedroom. My shirt is still pulled up, stomach exposed. All while my hand is rubbing the outside of my underwear, head occasionally falling back from the sensations I’m experiencing. A pink flush appearing on my face when you peek inside the room and announce your presence.
We-welcome home, Sangda~ah
I~ah missed you!

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. After receiving your text I’m rushing back home as quickly as I could, opening the front door and stepping inside. My shoes come off quickly, skipping even wearing house slippers as I walk down the hall towards our room, my head peeks in before I’m taking a few steps inside and looking towards the bed where you are, a little grin on my face.
I’m home, babe.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. That was sweet and you say I’m sweet. Trust that I feel the exact same way around you. Not only do you heighten my happiness, but you also have me constantly wanting to do naughty things to you. Such as marking every part of you so your body knows who it belongs to.
your words bring along a soft chuckle against your neck as I continue to kiss against it, I didn’t think you would so easily just give in and start begging, but hearing how you’ll do your best until you can no longer hold it in excites me; I was eager to see how you’d break and start verbally yearning for me to you. I’m quick to catch on how your voice trembles out in a whimper as my lips had busy themselves against your neck, can’t help but to grin a little from my little discovery.
What a pretty sound you’re making, baby. It reminds me of the time I had you pressed against the wall, you made the prettiest sounds then too.
I mumble against your skin, your scent being the only thing I pick up with every breath I take, my lips gently kisses repeatedly against your scent gland and gradually my lips part before I’m leaving open-mouthed kisses, soon enough I’m latching onto the patch of skin, with just enough pressure to leave a visible mark. Meanwhile my fingers had finally finished their work, my lips and hands are in unison. Bringing your legs together between us so they can grip at the waistband of your pants and boxers, pulling them down. I don’t spread your legs open after the clothing as been removed, instead with your legs still gathered together I shift them over to the side, one of your hips now viable to me. I bring my mouth away from your neck that had been occupied with leaving marks against your neck, dark eyes scanning over the blooms of red against your porcelain skin.
Now you’re looking even more like mine.
without anytime to waste I shift down on the bed so I can have the perfect access to your hip, one arm hooked under your legs that I’ve adjusted to the side while my other hand lightly brushes against your exposed hip, a small smirk forms knowing just the slightest touch by me here gets you worked up. First I start kissing softly against the side of your thigh, my eyes staring at your face as much as I could, watching every expression as my lips trail up towards your hip; not yet marking you.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Sangmin, I get riled up just because you exist and I know you’re mine. That I can do these sorts of intimate things with you and that you want to do them with me. I’m floating on a cloud any second I’m near you.
Rants as I still go about leaving various kisses on your neck and jaw. A hand lazily tangling my digits in your locks. Soft laughter escaping me as you climb onto the bed while I still cling to you, letting myself plop carefully into the fluffy bed moments later.
Sangda, I could start begging right now, but for the sake of playing along, I’ll see how long it takes before it’s unbearable and I can’t wait any longer.
A soft whimper escapes my lips when you begin laying kisses on my neck. This is actually my favorite spot to be kissed or marked up, but I don’t bring that up. Just by the way my body reacts and the sounds that emit from me should be enough to tell. My hands search for different parts of you that I can hold while you kiss my throat. Body merely working itself up over your faint growl once you had taken in a sniff of my scent.
Yes, please~
Looks up at you with hazy vision and hooded orbs, my lower lip before letting it be captured by my teeth.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. each time our lips would touch again it took everything in me to not keep our lips connected; I really did enjoy kissing you so much. your words make me chuckle softly with an amused grin curling on my expression, I’m stealing my own kisses from your lips and at the same time I’m giving little nips to your bottom lip.
I guess that’s true, are you just telling me that you get riled up with everything I do?
teases, humming at the pleasant feeling of your lips leaving an array of kisses at my neck, your lips soft and brushing against my skin that causes goosebumps to form along my arms. as we enter the bedroom i’m climb from the foot of the bed until we’ve reached the middle, i set you down gently.
I can’t wait to see how long you’ll go for until you’re begging me to do more to you..
my hand gently turns your head to the side so I can return the favor to your neck, a trail of slow light kisses being left until my tiers brush at your scent gland, inhaling your scent which has me growling faintly. my hands relocating between us so I can slowly undo the front of your pants.
Lets rid of these pesky clothing

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Softly pants when we parted from the kiss due to my anxiousness. Your possessive feeling slowly becoming something I’m obsessed with. The ghosting sensation of your brims against my own only makes me want to lean in for another kiss. So I don’t hold back, I steal a quick kiss before hearing you ask me if I’m sure.
Yes, my hips are a part of me, aren’t they? Also, if I don’t get riled up by your marks then.. isn’t this relationship all for naught?
Allows my arms to be shifted about around your neck before doing a little hop to help you adjust my legs. My face is tucked in the crook of your neck, laying kisses along neck while we make our way to the bedroom. Half way there, I switch to the other side of your neck and repeat the kissing process.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. hearing you respond with further assurance that you’re mine tugs at my heart strings but also somehow makes me more possessive of you, the hand that had gripped at your chin now drops so I can wrap it at the back of your waist once more and keep you close, your added pull to my belt loops closing off any other space left between us. soon our lips part though I make sure my brims are ghosted over yours, a little grin forming from your request.
Your hips? You sure babe.. I know how sensitive you are there.. that might just work you up in which I’d have to take care of you.. not that I won’t mind though
my arms begin to rearrange themselves as I lift you up, guiding your legs to secure at my waist as I start walking towards the bedroom.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Being guided into your chest by my waist makes me smile automatically, happy to be held so closely. My dark spheres lifting to meet yours, noticing your eyes also being stuck to mine. The sensation of your fingers trailing along my neck makes me shiver in delight.

Just as I’m going to reply to your obedient comment, you bring up the fact that I’m yours. My entire body gets those tantalizing chills.
Mhm, all yours and no one else’s.
Tilts my head back at your direction, instantly melting against you when you capture my lips in tender and longing kiss. My free hand’s index and ring fingers curl into one of your belt loops. I steal a few lingering kisses before pulling back momentarily.
“I have a request, Sangda… Would you.. mark one of my hips first?” Whispers breathily against your lips.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. our hands that are still conjoined between us receives a small squeeze from mine to yours, reaching out my free hand to slip behind your waist and reel you flush to my chest before in lifting that very hand so the back of my fore and middle finger lightly brushes against the side of your neck. I’m maiming eye contact all the while, my head tilting to the side slightly with a small hum as I enjoy how your skin feels against my digits.
How very obedient of you, wanting your alpha to mark you all over? How cute.. I’m not gonna leave an inch of you unmarked baby, you’re mine.
my tone drops lower at the possessive words and my finger grip against your chin as I lean down to slot my lips with yours, initiating a slow but deep kiss; allowing our lips to become familiar with each other.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Follows alongside you, noting your swift movements towards our home. I can’t complain, I’m moving just as quickly. Once inside, I watch you close the door and turn to look at me. I already feel myself getting worked up just by the way your eyes peer into my own.
I don’t think you’re ready for how ready I am. I want your marks all over me, Sangmin.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. begins leading us back to the apartment, there’s the slightest haste in my steps as we walk back; excitement in being able to indulge in my current wants. once the front door is open I gently pull you inside and the moment I hear the door shut I turn my attention to you.
I do hope you’re ready for the amount of marks I’m gonna leave on you

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. with how close we held each other there was no space left between us, I keep a secure hold of you against me, my cheek gently resting against your head located against my chest. it’s obvious to me you e reached your breaking point and it makes one of my hand begin to softly rub against your back before reaching up to gently brush your hair as I pat the side of your head in hopes to soothe you.
I’m not going anywhere, babe.
speaks out tenderly as I continue with my ministrations, I don’t question further as to why you’re feeling this way, now wouldn’t be the time to ask and overwhelm you anymore than you may be. the security of my arms don’t loosen, allowing my scent to emit out more around us for a more comforting atmosphere.
I’ve got you babe, always.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I keep myself close to your chest when I’m scooped up in your arms. I keep my head downcast while you carry me to the room.
Thank you, Sangda..
Once in the bedroom and carried to the bed, I attempt to help you shift the blankets down, knowing it wouldn’t be easy for you to do on your own. I tuck my arm back up when you climb onto the bed, waiting until we’ve been settled on the bed to move about. The covers being brought up and myself being tugged into your chest makes the tears that welled up in my eyes slowly fall. My left hand grasping onto the side of your shirt.
I’m sorry..
mumbles against your chest, unsure as to why I had suddenly felt so sad. It was just an emotion that had taken a hold of me and decided to not let go.