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@ᵒ park jimin. yeah,, you've always been attentive, not just towards me but everyone
/his gaze lowers back to his hands, watching as the furl and unfurl around each other, feeling an odd mix of relaxed and tense, carefully measuring the weight of his words with his tongue before he says them. then jimin's movement has his eyes lifting once more, catching the movement of his thumb against his lower lip.
even if the person you were voicing it to was a close friend?

@ᵒ min yoongi. /he hums softly with a smile, lifting his hand to brush his fingers through his hair as few times while nodding. his focus turns to the way yoongi rolls his shoulder, making a mental note to pick up more icy hots for him.
really? and yeah, communication is the second most important thing on my list, it's a lot easier to do than people make it out to be.
/his gaze flickers to yoongi's hands for a short moment, rearranging his position a little to lean his side against the couch. he lifts his arm up against the cushions as he brings his hand to his lips, pinching and rubbing his lower lip while nodding. he then blinks at the question.
I don't know, I want to say I would and I know I would end up admitting to it at some point, but probably not right away. I'd be scared.

@ᵒ park jimin. /he smiles when jimin laughs, the warmth reaching his eyes.
I’d argue that you know me pretty well, possibly even more so than the others. possibly.
/he shifts a little when the position puts too much pressure on his shoulder, rolling it with his freehand pressed to the front.
you’ve got me thinking about it now. it really is all just down to communication at the end of the day.
/sighs softly, leaning back with his hands clasped in his lap.
that’s very you, at least from what I’ve grown to know about you over the years. you love love.
/he pauses, rubbing his thumbs against each other.
would you voice it? if you ever wanted more i mean

@ᵒ min yoongi. /he laughs softly, placing his hand on yoongi's arm and pats there lightly.
don't worry, hyung, you're not an open book. I've just gotten used to picking up on certain things that you do, and this is after years of knowing you.
/wraps his arms loosely around his propped up leg, getting a thoughtful expression on his face while thinking yoongi's question over.
well, yeah.. there's always the possibility that could happen, actually it'd more likely that when pushing the boundaries on an already close connection.. but that's why communication is always very very important.
/blinks and tilts his head slightly.
but to answer your question.. I just love to love and showing the people I care about my love for them makes me fill with joy ~

@ᵒ park jimin. /he lets out a soft snicker, propping his arm up against the back of the couch and tucks his face into his hand, mouth against his palm.
I'm not sure if i like how easily you can read me, am i that much of an open book to you..?
/asks softly though his voice is gruff, slurred behind his palm.
it makes sense. it's the kind of love where.. i guess you could trip and fall into it being more if the world took you that way, but you'd also be content with just.. being as you are..?

@ᵒ min yoongi. /he nods slowly, leaning back against the cushions of the couch and returns his gaze to yoongi with a small smile.
I try, hyung. though I also kind of had a feeling you'd bring it up at some point, and you're welcome.
/hums softly.
well, I can't speak on the type of love where you deeply fall in love fully romantically with someone, but I think there's a fine line between that kind of love and close friendship love. does that make sense?

@ᵒ park jimin. it felt right in the moment
the words makes him pause and he turns to look at jimin properly for the first time since the topic changed, an incredulous look on his face.
you’re really good at this whole talking thing. I knew that, ‘course, but I didn’t think I’d be having it out with you like this. thank you, for putting it into words for me, I was worried I’d screwed everything up.
he pauses, tipping his head slightly.
what are you thoughts on showing different types of love..?

/returning back to the apartment turns out being harder than he could have ever imagined, somehow having ended up going to the wrong floor, then to the wrong side of the hallway. he got a little turned around, a lost little doggy. 'why does my face feel tingly?' he thought to himself while bringing a hand up to pat his cheeks.
oww..
/squinting his eyes, he struggled just a little with the apartment door before making his way inside. he might have almost tripped on his way through the doorway, but he would have denied it so hard if anyone saw. he leaned heavily back against the door once pushed shut and locked, closing his eyes for a moment and takes a deep breath.
hmm water..
/he mumbles, focusing on carrying his feet to the direction of the water bottles.

Hums to himself as he enters the apartment and does his due diligence in removing his shoes and putting them, and his coat, away. He then strides into the kitchen and living area, a bit unsurprised to see nobody out and about on a holiday Taehyung pushes his way into his chosen room, leaving the door open as he strips out of his hoodie.

@ᵒ min yoongi. /the movement causes his visual focus to flicker down to yoongi's hands, his gaze staying there for a while with a somewhat zoned out expression, snapping out of his thoughts as he looks up.
yeah.. but it didn't go wrong though. you were just acting in the moment, right? there's nothing wrong with showing friendly love like that in a friendship like yours and taetae's and mine, at least I don't think there is. but then again, I think I have a little bit of a different idea than others when it comes to showing all types of love.

@ᵒ park jimin. his lip curls slightly, more with displeasure at himself than anything else. he shifts, moving his hands into his lap to stop himself from picking at his skin, his gaze kept across the room.
we’re band mates.. and /roommates/. I think I took it just a little too far. it could have easily gone poorly and made our living situation difficult and I think that’s what’s been eating at me today.

@ᵒ min yoongi. /his gentle gaze dances over yoongi's features, the realization of just how much his hyung was struggling inside was making his heart suddenly feel heavy in his chest. the smile having slowly faltered, but the soft expression never left his eyes.
it's okay, hyung, if you regret it or not, you'll always be my hyung and one of my closest, dearest friends.

@ᵒ park jimin. he worries his lower lip between his teeth, expression growing dim once he hears jimins response. he sits up and puffs out his cheeks with a shaky exhale, rubbing his arm a little more insistently, stomach twisting.
I’m.. not sure if I regret it or not

@ᵒ min yoongi. /a few emotions pass over his features at yoongi's murmured words; first being a little surprised yet very happy the other voiced his thoughts, then moving on to a little shy with raising warmth in his cheeks at the memory still crystal clear in his mind, before smiling softly.
ah, yeah.. not gonna lie, hyung, I can't seem to stop thinking about it.

@ᵒ park jimin. he stills, gaze fixed on the small hand on his arm and thinks it over a little longer before he decides to voice his thoughts with a murmur.
it’s about yesterday

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@ᵒ min yoongi. /hums softly with a seemingly permanent smile on his face at the moment, nodding his head in excitement at the promise. he tilts his head slightly, looking at yoongi with a soft expression while reaching over to place his hand on his arm.
if you ever want to get your thoughts out, I'm always here to listen as you piece them together.

@ᵒ park jimin. he’s aware of how close Jimin is, able to smell the familiar scent and bites the inside of his cheek to keep his mind off it.
two movies next time then, I’ll make sure I remember
tips his head slightly in through, wrinkling his nose.
it’s nothing, just thinking some stuff over

@ᵒ min yoongi. /laughs while leaning in to place his head against yoongi's shoulder for a moment, smiling and breathes in audibly as he lifts his head.
that would be so much fun. we should do that soon, the next time we all have a night available.
/nods in full agreement, then hears yoongi clearing his throat.
hm?

@ᵒ park jimin. leans in to bump their shoulders, the corner of his lips quirked in a grin.
yeah? we could watch that and then maybe bartok the magnificent afterwards. and maybe see if wangho can join the three of us this time too. it’d be nice.
rubs the side of his arm gently, clearing his throat.

@ᵒ min yoongi. mhm that is true.
/drapes his arm over his propped up leg and turns to yoongi, nodding slowly with his lips pressed together in a thoughtful expression and hums in focused interest as his eyes widen.
anastasia! oh man, hyung . I love that movie so much ~ we really need to watch it next movie night.
/smiles at yoongi.

@ᵒ park jimin. it happens. happened to me yesterday, right? it’s harder to think straight when everything is dialed to 11
watches as jimin gets more comfortable, relieved he seems to be doing better the more time passes.
we could try a romantic comedy, I’m a big fan of animated movies personally. and I’d love to watch anastasia again at some point.
tips his head as jimin laughs, smiling.
there’s my jimin

@ᵒ min yoongi. yeah, I should have realized that, but in the moment I was just lost at what to do.
/brings his socked feet up onto the cushions, tucking one under his while bending the other at the knee to sit more comfortable.
thank you, hyung.
oh, okay umm.. maybe a romantic movie, romantic comedies are the best. another animation would be fun too though. can't seem to actually think of a movie though, just genres and plops-
/laughs a little.

@ᵒ park jimin. good. sometimes just coming out of the environment helps if you can’t deal with the overwhelmed feeling at the source.
leans forwards, tucking his hands beneath his thighs and nods.
I’ll stay. Im here with you jimin.
we could talk about what film you want to watch next?

@ᵒ min yoongi. yeah.. I'm already starting to feel better now, I have no idea why that happened.
/brushes his fingers through his hair and bites his lips together, humming.
no, just sit with me like this and talk, doesn't matter what about, just talk, please?

@ᵒ park jimin. I’m sorry, it’s not nice when that happens
nods slowly in understanding, taking a seat beside Jimin.
were back now, can I get you anything?

@ᵒ min yoongi. /following yoongi inside, he finds the first place to sit which happens to be the couch where he plops down with a deep breath, leaning back so he's looking up at the ceiling.
I don't know.. I just started feeling, suffocated?
/looks over at yoongi, eyebrows knitted together slightly.

@ᵒ park jimin. gently pulls jimin into the apartment behind him, closing the door.
what’s up, Jimin?

@ᵒ kim taehyung. see you then, tae

@ᵒ min yoongi. Give me 30 minutes, Hyung.