@C_Sungmin *leaving a basket with cookies*
Minnie:
Thank for your kindness but simply I have to forget Jjong....
I will be going on regular basis to drink....
Q.Q
I really do miss him but I can't forget about him~
*cries leaving the note half wet*
Key~
*ggetting up and writting a note*
Minnie:
Thank you for being there yesterday, sorry I was a burden... I'll be in my room and not going out again~
Key~
*leaving the note in the main pillow after doing the bed and walking out with tears in the eyes*
@C_Sungmin *cries*
Ani, I'm horrible cat diva~
hurts....so much.... hurts...
*grabbing my shirt where supposed the heart is*
*after one last painful cry collapsing falling asleep loosing consciousness*
@P_Key *frowns and hugs you tight when you're done washing your mouth*
You're just fine, Key.
Don't talk like that.
Don't let one break up get you down.
I know you're stronger than that..
@C_Sungmin *gets pulled by you and cries more*
Key not good enough to be loved~
*Cries more and more until there is no tears to let out*
key bad...bad...bad....
*getting up to rinse the mouth*
I don't deserve love.... not good enough....
*Cries more*
@P_Key *gasps and pulls you back*
Key! Stop this!
What's hurting yourself going to do?!
Its only going to make it worse!
Take deep breaths and calm down!
Stop this insanity!
@C_Sungmin *shaking head weakly*
Key not good enough to jjong?
*cries more and throws up some more until it's just gastric juice*
*start banging head against the toilet*
@C_Sungmin *cries more and with the candy and alcohol mixed up taking a painkiller from the pocket*
This was supposed to heal my pain, but is worse!
*cries more hitting my head against the wall*
@P_Kyuhyun "Its ok, I know you can't control that side of you.." Min said softly and shut his eyes trying to relax. He hated to see that part of Kyuhyun but they had been friends for so long he just learned to live with it and try dealing with it the best he could.
@C_Sungmin "I'm sorry I hurt you." Kyuhyun said softly. He knew he was rough when he wanted and didn't care about the other persons feeling when he was like that. But after he had rough like that, he would always stay and clean up his mess and take care of the other person. He sometimes wondered why some were still his friend.
@C_Sungmin "Why don't we wait a bit." Kyuhyun said as he finished cleaning up Sungmin and put the soiled cloth in the trash. "You need to heal first. Why don't I just hold you tonight." He said as he got back in bed with the other. He knew he promised he would make love with him, but he didn't want to hurt him more. "I'll make love to you when your held." He said as he wrapped an arm around Sungmin and pulled him close.
@P_Kyuhyun "I know," Min said softly and winced a bit. "I never thought you'd do that again.." He layed back on the bed and sniffled a bit, tears still falling from his eyes. "Can you...Make love to me..? please..? I need comfort and you promised me if you ever did that again that you would..."
@C_Sungmin Kyuhyun gasped a his cheek was slapped and he immediately grabbed his face. Getting out of the bed he walked to the bathroom and got a wash cloth and soaked it in water. Walking back to Sungmin, he began to gently clean him, wiping away the and blood. "I'm sorry..." He said in a soft and caring voice.
@P_Kyuhyun Sungmin cried into Kyuhyun's chest before sitting up and slapping him across the face then turning away from the other, hugging his knees and crying.
@C_Sungmin Kyuhyun nodded then looked over at Sungmin, he paused in his breathing. He didn't mean to make him cry, he pulled him into a hug. "I'm sorry." He said as he patted his head and held him close.
@P_Kyuhyun Sungmin screamed when Kyuhyun came inside him and panted heavily after the other collapsed. "Are you...better now...?" He asked with tears rolling down his cheeks.
@P_Kyuhyun Sungmin screamed when Kyuhyun came inside him and panted heavily after the other collapsed. "Are you...better now...?" He asked with tears rolling down his cheeks.
Sorry guys... Jjong is leaving...
He has to leave the country soon and he won't be very active...
And he's health is not that great as well...
I love you all~ <3
Taemin is leaving ^^;
DO sort of vanished so I'm not active and admin work has piled up
Sorry for the trouble Tae caused his first day ^^
Thanks for having meh~