*getting in the bar again*
*orders againn*
Same as always..... Now i really have nothing left......not even dignity
*starts drinking the liquor and eating sweet stuff*
No more caring anymore.....
*looks on the pocket and see the pills*
Maybe is my time now.....
@P_Xiumin *ordering the strongest whisky and taking out a little jar with two pills*
I am a bad person
*sobs and start to cry*
I don't deserve to be loved....
*looks down and takes the bottle and start drinking it*
@P_Xiumin *sighs*
at least they did not you and after that asking you out then leaving....
*sighs as starting to let tears down and ordering another, and larger shot*
@P_Xiumin *turning to see you and wave weakly looking at you with red puffy eyes*
Hey~
*turning to the bartender*
Strongest drink of the house please
*looking at the table sadly eating candy*
@P_Key *pulls the drink from your hand and pulls you out of the bar*
You're not drinking anymore.
It won't help you.
It never helps, trust me..
*walks you to the mall and pulls out my wallet*
*has tons of cash and credit cards*
We're shopping.
@C_Sungmin *feeling your hug and start tearing up*
*feeling the peck and start to cry*
I just miss him so much
*drinking the other drink in one shot and try to abstain of eating candy but cries more putting hands in my face trying to cover my crying self*
@P_Key *frowns*
*hugs you tightly*
Getting drunk won't help anything, Key..
*pecks your cheek*
Lets go somewhere and have fun, neh?
That'll be much better than making stupid decisions when you're drunk.
@C_Sungmin *turning to see you*
*shaking head*
Jjongie left, literally after taking away my ity and asking me out.... he left...
*Sad eyes*
I want to forget him and I asked for the strongest drink...
How are you?
*Trying to smile but give a sad smile*
Sorry guys... Jjong is leaving...
He has to leave the country soon and he won't be very active...
And he's health is not that great as well...
I love you all~ <3
Taemin is leaving ^^;
DO sort of vanished so I'm not active and admin work has piled up
Sorry for the trouble Tae caused his first day ^^
Thanks for having meh~