Confessions

@Hongki_Shaman Hey, I don't really know who you're talking about here right now and I don't care but as the admin here I'd prefer it if you do not talk like this about someone else here, got it?

wow dude.. i just read what you put about one of my bias.. that's not what he do so why rp him like that.. are you tryna ruin my bias for me? you idiot.. don't exaturate ate the person too much it's just plain idiotic. and uggggh your is pissing me off. too tired to spell right but yeah. rp rp right.. 'flips you'

i miss my sweet pumpkin.. where are you baby boy?

i confess that i feel so lonely anymore. i need someone to stay with me and be themselves with me and my daughter. just as a friend. nothing more...

Yusuke, where are you? I miss you so much... Come back to me and our baby...

Well I meant party but sure everyone part yo legs! /slapped

I confess I have been inactive for over 2 ing months. Now that's some right there right? I know. But alas I have risen from my slumber now lets part hard!

I confess that I wanna be ed.
Ouo

Is my hyung ever coming back?

Where are you, Kris? I miss you. Do much…

I confess that I feel awkward around people but I do need a shaman or a master in my life ._.

Where are you Daehyun? You always go when I'm at my happiest and come back when I'm beyond pissed because you were gone for too long. I have feelings too you know...

I've lost all feelings for this place. My only reason to remain here is my promise to you.
If you're barely around... That makes things all the more fragile.
Please don't give me a reason to break my promise.

I miss shaman Dragon Soup
/pouts/

I just want a master.... Or a really good friend...

I want to confess how happy I am to have the one I love. Im happy to be pregnant with jaejoongs baby. I love my life

I want to confess, that whilst I still fear humans... I'm getting very lonely. I'm fierce and not cute like other animals, does that really make me unlovable? That no-one wants to try tame me? Care for me?

:_____;

I want to rp so bad *^*

Everyone just needs to just back the off me as well as Hyunseung. You weren't in the relationship, you don't know every little ing detail of what was going on. So stop pointing fingers and blaming me for things not turning into happily ever after around here. I bent over backwards to make Minhyuk happy and he was still always depressed. I can't remember even once that he smiled for me the whole time that we were dating. A person can only take so much of that, being questioned at every turn when you've been at their side and even left your first love to be with him and try to make him happy. Yeah, that's right, I cheated on Jaejoong with Minhyuk and left Jaejoong to be with him and look where it got me. Minhyuk still never trusted me and couldn't get over his depression to be completely happy with me. It drove me away. His biggest fear was me leaving him and because he couldn't get over it and believe me when I told him I wasn't going anywhere, it drove a wedge between us. I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS OKAY WITH ME BEING WITH HYUNSEUNG AS WELL AND HE AGREED TO IT. I followed his conditions that he set, agreeing to not kiss Hyunseung on the lips so they would be his forever, agreed to not love Hyunseung how I loved him. I never treated him any differently after gaining Hyunseung as a companion and I never gave Hyunseung more time than I gave Minhyuk.
So how the is this all my fault?

Hyunseung, I'm sorry, but I just can't deal with being around all this hostility. This place has slowly turned into a poison for me and I just don't think I can be happy here anymore, not after all the I've gone through, even with you by my side. You were the light for me in this place of darkness but ... the light just didn't shine brightly enough.

I just want you to know .... purple. Always.

Kyuhyun ... I'm sorry for leaving like this buddy, but it was good seeing you again after all this time.

Reita ... look after those twins, alright? And the kittens as well.

I confess that I am grateful to be here. I would like to thank my appa, Daehyun, my umma, Jongup, Suho for being my brother and Kyuhyun, for my new friend. I would say that I'm sad that I'm doing this but I'm sick and tired of all people leaving me. So I got no choice but to do it instead. Changmin isn't at fault. It's my fault. ing depressed isn't some crap you can mess with. It just tears me down everyday until I found Changmin. Yet he want to end our relationship because of my insecurities and probably my jealousy. Reason is that I always fall for the wrong person. I got loved then abandoned away. Being thrown away for someone else. I'm just tired of it. I'm just so sick and tired of myself and everything. I cant be in front of people because I bring despair to them. All because I'm a failed experiment. I'm taking Minyoung with me. I'm sorry to my dear people and those who I forgot to mention. I really love you Changmin but if this is how you want, I can't do anything since I'm nothing. I'm just tired of everything. Please don't blame him or anyone else. Thank you for everything you guys. For caring for me.
Love, Minhyuk

I confess I'm not sure I can do this much longer

@B-Bomb_Wolf /growls in frustration and hauls off punching a wall

@Changmin_Shaman *bites his tongue, biting back a sob
Fine...I'll let it slide...
I'm fine. You can break the rule if you want
*rubs his eyes
I want to sleep...I... I need to go somewhere..
*quickly disappears

@B-Bomb_Wolf Even before I had him you were like this with me
IM NOT DOING IT AND WONT
But if you keep being like this, what do you expect me to do?
/growls
I'm not allowed to love him, remember?
That was part of your rules

@Changmin_Shaman Because you have Hyunseung! *tears welled up
I feel threatened...I know that he's nice..but I'm just..
I was being neglected before and I have a feeling that you will do it too...
You..love him more...don't you..?
He's easier to love and I'm hard to love...

@B-Bomb_Wolf Your insecurities about yourself are going to drive a wedge between us
I love you but you keep pushing me away and doubting me, ever since day one when I've done nothing but been by your side and support you
You question every little thing

@Changmin_Shaman I'm not secure of who I am! What am I to you?
Am I just a tittle of a boyfriend only...?

@B-Bomb_Wolf You're making me choose between you now?
Is that what this is?

You don't want me...?
Who would you pick...? Me or Hyungseung?
Just please... It is hurting me...