♥ BAEKYEOL

@Chanyeol /furrows brows at your
words, hearing that I'm supposed to be
in my last year of high school/ What are
you talking about? No..no..he said I was
fine. But you're basically telling me that
I just forgot four years of my life, just
like that? What the hell? /runs a hand
through my hair, starting to breathe a
little unevenly/ What- How- Why is this
happening to me? /stares at your back
for a moment before finally losing it/
Do you think I asked to get in a ing
accident? Like I wanted all...this- /flails
my hands around for emphasis/ -to
happen? Like I did all this on purpose?
Purposely forgetting about you, about
four ing years of my life? /laughs
bitterly/ I don't even know what's going
on anymore. I leave the hospital thinking
I'm perfectly fine, but it turns out nothing
is right about me and I'm not even the
Baekhyun that you know? this. I don't
even know where my parents are and it's
bugging the hell out of me! They could've
died in the four year gap in my messed up
memory! /exhales in agitation, trying to
calm myself, not really doing a good job
of it, starting to shake a bit/ What is this even...

@Baekhyun /rubs my forehead for a few seconds
before shaking my head lightly. i'm
sorry.. i ask too many question, but
it's a bit normal. don't you think?
my best friend got in a car accident
without me knowing anything about it,
and now you think i'm some kind of
weird stranger, crying in your living
room for absolutely no reason. /sighs.
and no.. no baek, you're not in your
first year of high school. we're in
our last one, and we were supposed to
celebrate it together once it would be
done. /parts my lips to let out a
shaky breath, feeling my lower lip
shivering as i do so. yes, i am crying.
i can't help it.. i feel useless, i
feel powerless. /closes my eyes for
a few seconds before opening them
slowly and looking down at you. you
were rude.. i guess i should understand,
but i just can't. i should probably
just leave instead of bothering you
with all these stupid questions.
/takes a deep breath and turns around
to place my hands on my face, letting
out a quiet sob. what happened..
/feels my whole body shaking lightly
as i cry in silence, my back facing you.

@Chanyeol [ /drowns with you otl ]

/sinks further into the sofa, wincing
slightly as you ask multiple questions
at once/ I s-said one at a time...
/widens eyes a bit as you suddenly grab
ahold of my shoulders and blinks/
Yeah, it was friday. The doctor said I
was in asleep for two days. /pulls my
knees to my chest and hums in thought/
I see.../blinks once and looks up at you/
Wait a second. But I'm still in my first year
of high school...W-wait, are you crying?
/widens eyes at you and looks around
nervously/ Look, I know I've been kind
of rude, but I really don't like it when
someone's crying, especially when it was
my fault.../mumbles the last part and
looks up at you, not sure what to do/

@Baekhyun ( IT'S FINEU.
/drowns in tissues and tears - A - )

/lets my arms fall numb on each side
of my body. the doctor? /frowns, trying
to understand what's going on. why did
you wake up at the hospital? /widens
my eyes and blinks a few times. y-you
got in a car accident? /gulps nervously
and feels my heart beating slightly
faster in my chest. when? when was it?
was it friday, or yesterday.. is this
why you didn't come on friday? /takes
a few steps closer to you, placing my
strong hands on your shoulders. tell
me.. do you remember when it was? /feels
my eyes getting even more teary at the
thought of you getting into a car accident
and not being able to make it to the park.
when? /lets go of your petite shoulders
to look back down at the ground. we met
on our first year of highschool. /nods
slowly and lets out another quiet sigh;
keeps staring at the spot on the floor, not
able to realize what happened. so.. you
really know nothing about me, is that it?
/clenches my jaw, not moving; says, barely
loud enough. i lost my best friend.. and
the chances i had to make him mine. /feels
some tears falling on my cheeks, unable
to hold them back anymore.

@Chanyeol [ /APOLOGIZES FOR EVERYTHING
I JUST WANT HAPPY ]

/lets out a small sigh and shrugs/
I don't know what happened...when
I woke up this morning, the doctor
said I got into a car accident...He
said it was perfectly normal that I
didn't remember where I was going
or what I was doing.../takes a seat
a rubs my forehead, feeling slightly
agitated since I can't remember
anything/ I'm sorry I can't even remember
my supposed best friend? When did
we meet? /looks at you, blinking as you
whisper something/ I don't know what
happened...

@Baekhyun ( we ARE CRUEL
THAT;S TRUE OMG ;____; dfhjda < / 3 )

/keeps my head hanging low, nodding
slowly to whatever you're saying,
tired of trying to get you to say
something since you seem to have
forgotten everything; glances up
slowly when you ask me to come in.
the neighbours know me.. but yeah,
i'll come in. /whispers the last
part. just to make it hurt a bit
more.. /sighs quietly and follows
you inside, closing the door behind
me. who i am? so you really have no
memories of me or anything we did
together? /frowns a little, not
with anger but with confusion and
pain mixed together. i'm chanyeol,
park chanyeol. your best friend..
/lowers my voice, almost whispering.
soon to be lover, but.. scratch
that. i don't think it'll happen
anymore. /rubs my forehead lightly,
trying to stay calm and hold back
the tears that threaten to just come
out of my eyes. you probably forgot
it here, because you always answer
my calls, usually. /nods to myself
before looking up at you. what
happened to you.. could you please
answer this simple question so i
can stop worrying, at least a bit?
i'm trying to understand, and.. i
just can't.. it all seems impossible.
/places both of my hands on my
forehead, wincing lightly as it
becomes harder not to cry in front
of you; swallows back a sob and sighs
heavily instead. i don't.. understand.

@Chanyeol [ I FEEL SO BAD
WHY ARE WE SO CRUEL
WHY AM I SO CRUEL AOSOEKWO
I CAN'T DO THIS NO
/continues anyway because I can't not ;; ]

I don't know! Stop with the questions!
You're making my head hurt...
/hisses lowly at all the questions, trying
to get my thoughts straight/
/glances at you then remembers that
you're still in the hallway and the neighbors
might be able to hear; sighs in frustration
and steps aside/ Look, why don't you just
come in for now..I don't want to bother the
neighbors.../folds my arms across my chest
and walks a little further into my apartment
then stops and pinches the bridge of my nose/
Can you start off with telling me who you are
and what our relationship is..or was...or I don't
know...I don't want to cause any trouble...
/turns to look at you, waiting for you to come
inside/ You keep saying something about a park and
calling me. I don't remember where I left my phone
anyway so there's an answer to one of your
pile of questions..I'm getting a slight headache so
can you at least speak slower and I don't know...
not so loudly and not so many questions..?

@Baekhyun ( alright ;;
can i just-- /sighs. i
might as well cry a river.
POOR CHANYEOLLIE OMG. OKAI. )

y-you don't know who i am? /frowns
some more and my head to the
side lightly. are you kidding me
right now? what the h-- /notices
as you hold your head, as if it was
hurting you or something. yes..
the park, where we were supposed
to meet on friday night, can't
you even remember that simple detail?
/widens my eyes as you curse,
straightening up lightly to look down
at you. wait. baek, are you alright?
i mean.. whoa-- /looks away, trying
to keep my calm. you can't have
changed that much in only two days,
right? /holds back a loud sigh when
you tell me i'm bothering you; nods
a few times. hmm.. i see. well..
/hears you talking about a doctor,
frowning to myself. why are you
suddenly bringing a doctor in this
conversation? i'm sorry.. can i
please have some explanations, baek.
can't you see i'm hurting here?
what happened to you!? /takes a
step closer to you, wanting to just
pull you into a hug but holds
myself back, afraid to be rejected
a second time. please.. just, tell
me what happened. is it all over,
between us? i mean.. our friendship,
everything? /closes my eyes only
to feel a tear roll down my cheek;
lets my eyelids open by themselves
as i lower my head, unable to look
at you anymore.

@Chanyeol [ /cries with you and wipes your tears</3
OMG NO THE LAST QUESTION, I CAN'T
/DIES/ I JUST CAN'T SAY THAT YES HE'S
A BOTHER BUT UGH WHY NO /SOBS ]

I honestly don't know what you're talking
about.../runs a hand through my hair in
slight agitation/ I..I don't know who you
are or...or...ow../winces slightly as my head
starts to throb in pain, hissing lightly/
What are you talking about a park...?
Obviously you know who I am, but...
seriously, who the are you? /narrows
eyes slightly, studying your face to see if
you seem familiar then notices your teary
eyes once hearing your last question/
Bothering me..? Not to be rude or anything,
but you kind of are...I don't know what it
is, but just looking at you really makes my
head hurt..That ing doctor didn't tell
me anything../mumbles that part to myself,
angry at how the doctor is so useless/
Listen, ....whoever you are... can you just...
I don't know...leave me alone? I'm trying to
do what I'm told and rest, but I'm obviously
unable to do that because you're here.

[ so Baekhyun doesn't even know that he
has memory loss since he could remember
anything about himself that the doctor asked
about, but since his parents weren't there to
confirm other things he could have forgotten,
they can't really diagnose it without any proof ;;
And the doctor couldn't get ahold of his parents
because they're on that business trip and Baekhyun
just assumes that they're at work whenever he
visits their home. So basically he thinks he's still
in high school but all his memories with Chanyeol
were somehow forgotten, right? That's why there's
that pain in his head whenever he looks at him
because there's that little blip in his memory that
there was someone he was always with, but he can't
seem to remember a name, face, or voice. Also,
since Baekhyun doesn't usually curse at all, it should
come as a sort of surprise to him, just thought I'd
mention if we didn't cover any of this when we were
plotting since I can barely remember the details OTL ]

@Baekhyun ( /dies; cries; sobs. )

/frowns some more as you push me away,
wondering why you changed so suddenly;
pulls back a bit to stare right into
your beautiful brown orbs. what? what
is it now? i-- didn't you like me too?
/lowers my head, biting on my lower
lip lightly before bringing my finger
to touch it. why did you bite me this
hard.. it's not like if i'm a
or anything, you know me. /looks back
up at you with pain written all over
my face. why are you acting like this,
baekhyun.. /swallows thickly, not
really knowing what else to do since
you just pushed me away. what happened
to what we had.. to what we were going
to have? i waited all night for you
over there.. at the park. /points
towards the window behind me, as i
mention the park. i bought you chocolates,
the ones you prefer.. i even.. /sighs
and shakes my head. never mind, i'm
talking and you just don't get it, do
you? /glances up at you through my teary
eyes. am i bothering you, maybe?

@Chanyeol [ omg it pains me so
much to do this. I'm so sorry Channie ;; ]

/furrows my brows at hearing your words,
not quite understanding what's going on/
Wait a minute, what are you ta--
/gets cut off as you suddenly kiss me;
momentarily shocked by all this, not quite
pushing you away just yet, but not responding
to the kiss either/
/realizes what's going on and places my hands
on your chest, weakly pushing you away as I'm
not completely healed yet so I'm weaker than
usual/ S-stop../mumbles against your lips,
slightly angry that I'm being kissed by some
"stranger"/
/bites down on your lip harshly to get you to
pull away on your own seeing as I couldn't
push you away/

@Baekhyun ( same, same ;;
omg. feels came crashing in. )

/quickly lifts my head once you
open the door, looking straight
into your tired eyes; frowns at
your question before tilting my
head to the side, lightly. can
you.. help me? /looks away and
runs a hand through my hair
before putting my eyes back on
you. are you really asking me
this question? i mean.. i called
you at least a hundred times
since friday, and you never even
answered a single one of my calls.
/lets out a bitter laugh before
opening my mouth to say something
else. how do you want me to react,
baek? i had something planned, no..
scratch that. /we/ had something
planned that night, and you didn't
even call to cancel, or whatever..
you just left me hanging, and
even when i tried to reach you,
you ignored me. and now.. you're
talking to me as if i was a stranger?
/furrows my eyebrows a little. is
it fair..? do you think all of this
is fair? i wanted to confess, baek.
i wanted to tell you how much i
love you, and how you're the only
one i want by my side. i-- /sighs
and cups your face, pulling you
closer, crashing my lips on yours.

( i'm almost sweating right
now. otl, not kidding. gdi. )

@Chanyeol [ /huggles/ I make typos so often
it's quite embarrassing actually otl ]

/had fallen asleep on the couch a little
earlier, having been quite tired lately/
/wakes up to a knock on the door and
groggily gets off the couch to go answer
it, taking my time since I'm still recovering/
/opens the door and yawns, rubbing the
sleep from my eyes before looking at you
slightly confused and blinks/
Hello...? Can I help you?

@Baekhyun ( hurhur, okai c':
i do it all the time as well, ugh.

SOUNDS GOOD I'LL DO JUST THAT < 3 )

/puts my jacket and boots on before
leaving my apartment to go outside;
sighs quietly and looks up at the
sky, noticing that it's probably
going to rain soon. great weather..
/shakes my head slowly and stuffs
my hands in my pockets before
walking all the way to the building
in which you live; gets inside
and takes a deep breath once i'm
finally in front of your door.
/knocks on it and lowers my head,
waiting for you to answer, not
really knowing what i'm going
to say first since i'm pretty nervous.

@Chanyeol [ Nooooo! Not because you
at writing ; A ; just cuz when I read the
"palm of my head" because I do that all the
time omg OTL

Oh, we can time skip to when he's at home
then :3 Is that okay? You can start just by
going there then and then he'll be there ^^ ]

@Baekhyun ( you giggled because of
my stupid mistake, or because i at writing? LMAO.

+ oh, is baekhyun going to be there when
chan goes to knock at his place? or will
he have to go back a second time dhsjfka
cause i don't know how to continue, really.
/shot ; A ; hurhuhds )

@Chanyeol [ I giggled, sorry ; o ; ]

/stares at the ceiling, once realizing
this isn't my room at all/
/hears the door slide open again and
turns my head slightly to see who I
assume is the doctor walk in, blinks
once at him as he smiles at me and
tells me that I was in an accident and
survived with not many injuries/
/listens to him, not entirely sure what's
going on but nods anyway; winces at
the pain when I do and squeezes my
eyes shut, a small garbled noise
escaping the depth of my throat as he
tries to calm me down again/
/tries to speak once more and asks him
where my parents are, in a scratchy voice
that slightly cracks every so often/
/listens as he tells me that they couldn't
get ahold of them yet, but that they'll keep
trying ; gives him a wry smile and asks him
how much longer until I can get out of bed
and take the mask off/
/sighs when he tells me they have to take
a few tests to see if anything was wrong
with me/

* palm of my hand ; A ;

@Baekhyun /lays in my bed, on my side,
still staring at my phone
after two days of waiting
for your call. damn it.. baek.
why can't you just answer my
calls. /closes my eyes and
sighs loudly; gulps thickly
and tightens my grip around
the phone in my hands. if you're
not interested i can understand..
but -- /sits up and ruffles
my hair, slightly annoyed. why
keep me waiting like an idiot?
/tries calling you for the nth
time, not really surprised when
you don't pick it up. i won't
give up.. /shakes my head and
leans my forehead in the palm of
my head, clenching my jaw. i'll
come see you soon, wether you
like it or not.

@Chanyeol - at the hospital ; two days later -

/slowly starts to open my eyes/
/glances around the room in a
slight daze, not knowing what's
going on/
/sees a stranger in my room
wearing a white lab coat; tries
to call out to her to ask why a
stranger is in my room while I'm
asleep only to realize no sound
comes out, blinking in confusion,
not sure why I'm here or where
"here" is exactly/
/she finally notices I'm awake and
leaves the room to go contact the
doctor/

@Baekhyun ( pleaseu e u e ♥ )

@Chanyeol [ alright! Should I start or...? ]

@Baekhyun ( YES. i'll make yeol
call him and he won't
answer blabla and then
i'll make him go knock
on his door like we
planned a while ago.
dhjfask /dies. )

@Chanyeol [ eiwrotyit Channie ;; </3
/cries and hugs him tight
idk how to do this we aren't even rping with
each other since it's each on their own OTL
Do you think we can skip a few days? I feel
like Baek would just be in a coma for like..
idk two days? Then wakes up or something ]

@Baekhyun ( omg really now?
dshfgkjxdhj OMG NO TEARS
GO AWAI PLEASE OMG NO ;;;; )

/lets myself fall on my back on
the blanket, staring up at the
stars and smiling for no reasons
as your face pops up in my mind;
sighs quietly and decides to
take my phone out to call you.
/keeps it on my ear, waiting for
you to answer, but nothing happens;
frowns lightly. hmm.. he usually
answers his phone whenever i
call him. /tries a second time,
not hanging up until i hear your
voice on the other line, telling
me to leave a message; sighs
once more and places my phone
back in my pocket, blinking up
at the sky. well, byun baek,
you better be here soon. /looks
at the chocolates, not daring
to take one because i bought
them for you, and no on else;
lets out a soft laugh as i
shake my head lightly. what
wouldn't i do for you, baek..
/watches the stars up in the
sky for a few more minutes
before straightening up and
losing the smile that was once
on my lips; starts packing
everything, glancing around
once in a while to see if
maybe you're there.
/takes one last look at the
tree, sighing before turning
around and walking all the
way to my place. i should've
known.. his feelings are
probably not mutual. /swallows
back a small sob before getting
in my apartment and letting
everything on the couch in
the living room as i go to
my bedroom. i guess he'll call
if he wants to talk.. /lays in
my bed and nods to myself.
yeah.. he'll call. /falls
asleep after a few minutes.

( ....... feels. )

@Chanyeol [ /cries I'M SORRY, I JUST EIUWTOERT UGH
/DRIES MY KEYBOARD CUZ TEARS ]

/crosses the street once the crosswalk
light says "walk"/ I should have called
to tell him I'd be a little late...I can't
believe I left my phone at home...
/frowns as I make my way to the other
side, not noticing the on-coming car
speeding towards me; hears the horn
honking too late and blacks out as the
car hits me, trapping me between the
front of the car and the traffic light pole/
/sirens blare as the ambulance and
police start arriving, gently placing me
on a stretcher and taking me to the
nearest hospital/

@Baekhyun ( omG NO NEED TO
REMIND ME THAT HE WON'T BE THERE
TO FILL IT OUT HDGJFKS /sobs ;;;; )

/stares at the tree for a few more
minutes before sighing to myself
and turning around, looking at all
my surroundings, wondering if the
place is pretty enough to ask you
out once you get here; looks up at
the sky and eyesmiles softly to
myself. the stars are beautiful..
that's a plus. i guess they're
trying to help me out here, huh?
/chuckles lightly before deciding
to sit on the blanket, waiting
for you; glances down at my phone
to check the time, wondering why
you're still not here when i'm
used to always seeing you earlier
than planned. he must be lost
or something.. /laughs barely
loud enough. silly baek, better
make it fast or else i'll fall
asleep after eating all the chocolates
i brought for you. /looks down at
the food, smiling. all for you..
/nods to myself and sighs one
more time before looking in front
of me in hopes of seeing you soon.
come on baek.. i've waited long
enough, i'm ready now. /starts
wiggling slightly in place,
kind of nervous as i think about
how i will tell you how much i care.

( /dies over and over again. )

@Chanyeol [ perfect<3 and yes, first here too~ ]

/gets everything together, excited to
meet up with you even if we had just
seen each other during class/
I wonder what makes things so special
today..that Chanyeol.../smiles softly to
myself, feeling giddy as I think about
you; checks my watch before leaving
to see that I have plenty of time before
our meet up time/ I hope he won't mind
if I show up early. /giggles softly to myself
then suddenly hears my phone go off/ Hm?
/fishes it out of my pocket and checks who
is calling, seeing it's my mom, I answer it/
Hello?...I was just about to go see him....what?
Right now? But.../checks my watch to see if
I'll have time to visit my mom to pick up a gift
she has for you/ Yeah, I guess I can...I'll be
there in a bit...bye, I love you../hangs up and
leaves my apartment, locking up before
heading out/ Wah, it's kind of chilly tonight..
/rubs my hands together for warmth, blowing
hot air/ He said he had something to tell me.
I wonder what it could be../makes my way to
my parents' house, running so I can make it
there on time, forgetting my phone at home
on the table/ I'll be back right in time to meet
up with Yeollie if I run../makes it to their house
shortly, greeting my parents and retrieving
the gift for you/ But what's the occasion that
you need me to bring it now? It could have waited...
/pouts at them then nodding as they tell me that
they'll be going on a business trip so it's an early
gift for you for the holidays/ I'll be leaving now then!
/kisses their cheeks before heading out/
Have a safe trip! /smiles brightly and heads towards
the river, running faster so I can make it/ Sheesh, that
took longer than I assumed it would..

[ oh, ...already sobbing...what is this
Why omg why is Chanyeol so cute but
IEIEOWIDOWOQ BAEK WON'T BE THERE
TO FILL IT OUT /cries/ ]

@Baekhyun ( okai. SO I'LL FASTFORWARD
TO WHEN CHANYEOL'S WAITING FOR BAEK.
DFHSJFKGHKJF bhdfghfj huhuhuhur.
1st pov here as well, right? o A o )

/arrives at the park a few minutes
earlier, wanting to get everything
ready before you get here as well;
smiles to myself as i can't stop
thinking about you, hoping that
everthing will end up going well.
/places a blanket on the ground
with a few things to eat, especially
chocolate since i know you like it
a lot; stares at it before nodding
to myself and turning to face the
huge tree next to me. that's the
most interesting part baek.. you'll
see.. /sighs quietly and walks over
to it, taking a small knife out of
my pockets to scratch the tree so
it can form a 'PC' for park chanyeol;
continues, adding a '+' and stares
at it for a while, grinning like
a dork as i whisper to myself.
you'll have to add your own initials
when you get here, baek. /bites
onto my lower lip, imagining your
reaction to when i'll finally
admit being in love with you.

@Chanyeol [ YES PLEASE ; A ; <3 ]