@park jimin /reached school after a while and get inside my class ; bites my lower lips as i keep thinking about my bad actions toward my father ; how i regrets it so much - even though he's being abusive , it's not that i never love him as my father -- my hand is gripping onto a pocket knife and i began to stand up ; ignoring my friend's calling as i heading towards the rooftop ; keeps walking like no direction - reached the rooftop after a while and standing there ; my tears just rolling down on my cheeks before i get on my kneels / a-appa...i d-did w-wrong...i'm s-sorry.....uh..i'll c-come to you - let's m-meet appa... /bites my lips hard as i hold up the pocket knife / a-appa.. /place the knife on my wrist and shut my eyes close with my tears still flowing down/ ....
/walks up to the rooftop walking towards the edge looking down before walking away to lay down on the bench draping my blazer over my head after taking them off.