→ Cabaret

@Luhan "Lulu...so cute. It does suit you indeed, Miss." He chuckled lightly and walked a bit closer as they kept the intense eye contact all the time. Sehun was lost in her dark chocolate sparkly orbs and almost found himself blushing madly. Shaking his head a few times, he brushed the bangs off his face and chuckled once again. "Well, I guess I'll see you around? I come here almost every night so..." Then, he leaned down, pressing a chaste kiss at the corner of the girl's soft lips. He didn't even leave yet, but his mind was already filled with her. Sehun wanted more; he wanted more than just entertainment, more than just this. As he pulled away, a weak smile was plastered on his porcelain face. "Goodbye, Lulu." He said and turned around, walking towards the exit door. The man let out a sigh, his fingertips brushing against his lips, and then, he left the cabaret, the icy wind whipping harshly against his skin.

@Sehun Luhan could feel his cheeks redden by the male's way of speaking and such words, he tried not to chuckles, but he couldn't resist it... he was so cute yet so handsome at the same time. He felt his heart stop at the mention that he was part of the mafia, making him cringe. "O-Oh is that so" He said quietly, looking down to his feet. He had a wall between them and him, of course they were the one he him... which was one of the darkest time of his life. He wasn't going to run away from this one, because he probably had nothing to do with it and it didn't mean he was part of the mafia that he was a bad man, at least for some things. "My name... Lu-" He was going to say his real name but then he shook his head, " Call me Lulu" He continued with a fresh smile before bowing his head a little. "Thank you for not asking for anything... I appreciate it a lot" He said softly as he kept on looking in his eyes. At some point, he was just standing there, starring at him without a word.

"No, no! I'm not that kind of person, you know. I don't actually want you to repay me. I just helped a beautiful young lady like you, Miss...uhm..." Sehun stood there awkwardly, trying to remember her name and not actually look like an idiot, in front of such a beauty. He mentally facepalmed himself and bit his lower lip harshly, looking over at the petite frame in front of him and furrowing his eyebrows slightly, looking confused and angry at himself at the same time. "I'm such an idiot, oh my God. I wasn't really paying attention to anything until you started singing. That angelic voice of yours caught my attention, dear Miss." Then, he took her hand and pressed his soft lips against the sensitive and pale skin, putting on a sincere smile afterwards, after letting go. "So...would you mind telling me your name? Oh, I'm Sehun, by the way. Part of the Mafia, if you didn't notice yet." He chuckled lightly and brushed the hair off his face, his smile growing a bit more than before.

@Sehun Luhan's eyes widen and he covered his mouth. Oh my, it was that boy again.. he was with a gun, he was part of the mafia. Luhan quickly pulled away as his wrist was let go, then watched as the male ran away. He then returned his gaze on Sehun and blushed lightly. "I didn't know you were... t-that kind of man" He said quietly before looking up at the taller boy. "T-Thanks a lot for your help... I-I hope you won't ask anything in return because I have nothing for you and I do not seek for a bed with you" He continued, looking at the male's hard, rough hands feeling somehow soft on his wrist. He didn't know what was about this man, he was catching Luhan's eyes and he didn't know what he was feeling inside, it was a new feeling had yet never felt before. He liked it, but somehow he was scared Sehun might turn out into a total jerk who only wants . "I could repay you with a drink... b-but that's it..." He said softly as he placed his hand on Sehun's, smiling a bit as he felt like he could trust him, though he remembered he was a girl right now, not his real self... he felt his heart crack just a little.

@Luhan Her body was moving slowly and her eyes were shining as two far away lighthouses lost in the middle of a dark night ocean. Sehun was completely dazzled and amazed by the beauty of the girl, and her voice, oh, that voice! Soft and melodic, that quickly caught his attention. The man got up from his seat and walked to the bar, his dark orbs searching for hers. Now that he thought about it, there was something strange at this girl. To be honest, he never really felt attracted to women; he only slept with them for fun, when he was more than drunk. In the morning, he would feel disgusted with himself and question his own ual orientation. Sehun furrowed his eyebrows in anger as he saw one of his men, grabbing the petite girl's wrist, her soft cries making Sehun want to kill that guy. He took out his gun -to put on a little show for the people around there- and smirked widely as he got behind that man. The boy extended his arm, pointing the gun to his head, then spoke, in a low tone "Let her go now." Of course, the latter got scared and even ran out of the cabaret, Sehun's rank was higher than his in the mafia. The male put the gun back and walked over to the girl, taking her hands and rubbing her wrists gently. "I'm terribly sorry for what just happened. Are you hurt? Can I help you with something?"

@Sehun Luhan's ears perked up at the sound of the male's voice, heart stopping once more. He simply continued, flinching a bit as someone would his or slap it, giving him extra money and giving him a wink. He always felt nervous on whether or not tonight he would be going back home safe. Of course, the boss of the cabaret knew he was a boy, but they needed the entertainment and Luhan was hell of a pretty girl when he had a wig and dress on. He finished his performance and walked to the bar, as always like the boss had ordered him. A few man, passing by to offer him drinks while he just accepted and thanked them. He tried to keep his drink as long as he could, so that he would have an excuse not to accept his drink, until someone came and drank down his glass. "Can I offer you a drink?" He asked in a deep voice before sitting down by his side and doing so. "I'll pay you a lot if you give me one night" He said to his ear. Luhan's eyes widen before he stood up to walk away, before grabbed by the wrist in a harsh, firm way. Luhan looked at the male and sat down quickly. "You accept it now, if not you will have to do it, it will hurt and you won't get a dime." He threatened the petite boy before Luhan's tried to pull away. "Let me go!" He cried as eyes were getting on them, people wondering what was happening over to the bar, why the male was holding his wrist and not letting go while Luhan cried for it.

feeling*

As Sehun was sitting on a dark spot of the huge cabaret, listening to the piano’s big band accords, the inexplicable felling of inertia struck him like a lightning. It questioned his very own existence and all that surrounded him. A lot of thoughts were now swirling through his mind as he sat there, enjoying (or maybe not) his expensive drink. He closed his eyes, only to open them again, but a few minutes later, and put his mind in blank. The young man wanted to let himself go, to run away from /them/. Why did he even become a part of the mafia? Sehun didn't know, most likely, he didn't want to know. The boy was afraid of his own sick mind, afraid to know the answer, though he knew half of it: he needed money. Sehun let his consciousness float around the dim lights in the room and play with the delicate strings of smoke coming out in small circles from lipstick hidden mouths.

A muscular guy (probably part of the mafia as well), wearing a black, shiny tuxedo grinned mischievously as he bowed to the audience, quickly coming forward to the microphone.
"And now, Ladies and Gentlemen,..." He gestured to the curtain behind him, his voice suddenly dropping to a whisper. Sehun didn't hear what he said, but he thought it was maybe /her/ stage name. His jaw literally dropped as the epitome of beauty appeared on the stage, the angelic voice filling the atmosphere. Her silhouette was shining softly on the edges, glowing pale skin. As soon as he saw her walking closer, Sehun became nervous, of course, he tried not to show it. His eyes were glued to her face and body and the young male felt like the happiest person in the whole world when she tripped in his arms. He smiled gently and whispered "Don't worry about me. Are you ok?" before she already stood up.

It had been a few months already ever since Luhan started dressing up as a girl to earn money. He was slowly getting used to the new job he had made himself. He needed the money, it was working much more than he would have expected, but he wasn't 'there' yet. Every night, it was hard not to have a man trying to touch him, he couldn't let that happen since it would reveal his identity. Luhan was an innocent boy, not in the way though. There was this day when he was walking back home, after working as a shoe shiner on the main street. Short story, he got and more than once. He was no longer innocent, he was no longer a yet he was mentally innocent. He was tough though, not in a strong way but he new how to stand for himself.

It was a Saturday night and tonight he was going to sing for about an hour to the audience. He enjoyed singing, but sometimes he had to stand up and walk around the room, sometimes touching someone's shoulder or pouring his glass while he was there, winking at them or such. He had been singing for about 45 minutes now and it was that time where he was going to stand up. He walked and did what he had to do, knowing there was a lot of mafioso here tonight made him nervous a bit, always scared something crazy could happen. He then walked to the first person he would never think is from the mafia and give him a special smile of his, winking and pouring him a drink. Just before walking away, he found himself tripping in his arms, eyes widening and room suddenly quiet. He looked up at the male and felt his heart thump. "s-sorry sir" He said before quickly standing up and continuing his performance.