— about ahjussi. (◕‿◕)♡

✽ NAME: i think there's a slightly even divide between the amount of people who call me by my un/nicknames vs my real name, which i like. my name is ashley, but nobody here calls me that. i go by ash, ahjussi, assjussi, juicy, ahju (mostly ohdaddy), and uh, i think that's it. i find nicknames so endearing, so if you can think of one, that'd be adorable. *^* also, this doesn't say anything about age anywhere...i'm 21.
✽ PETS: i have two cats and one dog. i used to have two dogs, but one passed unexpectedly this summer for 100% unknown reasons. he just woke up one day, was super weak, and didn't make it even until i got home from work. some of you may remember me being shaken over that. anyWAY, one of my cats is my ing pride and joy and his name is simba and i would die for him. he is eternal and will never die. i love him.
✽ HOBBIES: well, um, rpr obviously since that's all i ever do when i'm on a kick, i also like doing graphic design gigs other than work related stuff, i work out almost every day at the gym, i study korean and spanish, i enjoy coding when i have time, and i also read when i have time (rn i'm reading this really good budgeting book yay for adulting).
✽ JOB: i work for a marketing company as a graphic designer. i ing love my job and wouldn't trade it for anything. i get to sit on rpr all day while i'm there lmFAO okno. i'm blessed, it's great, amen.
✽ FAVE FOOD: i like to call myself a chipotle connoisseur.
✽ DREAMS: my current dream is to keep up with my budgeting and get my debt taken care of. in the midst, i would love to be able to move out with my boyfriend and take care of myself 100%. long-term-wise, i honestly just want to be stable and comfortable. i want to be able to have a home that screams 'me' ... and not have to struggle to pay for the essentials.
✽ UALITY: grey aual, demiual, heteroual ???? labels are confusing. i don't look at guys and go "ooo i'd that" ... that's just not something that i think about. i just appreciate beauty. this is tmi, but i honestly don't give a about . i could never do it again and be fine, especially because that means not getting pregnant lmfao.
✽ MUSIC: i like almost everything except for country! b ut one of my coworkers is in a country band and listens to it a lot so it is starting to grow on me a bit. i mostly only listen to kpop, but i also love halsey, panic!, troye sivan, the eagles, the beatles, phil collins, and much more.
✽ SIBLINGS: i have two sisters ages 24 and 37, and then their husbands as in-laws.
✽ FEARS: failure. i know it's cliché, but it's true. i care so damn much about what others think of me as well. my crippling social anxiety doesn't help. so people can be added to this list too lmfao.
✽ PET PEEVE:  i tend to do this myself sometimes, but it bothers me when people are like, always negative and putting themselves down. but it's a part of anxiety and depression so i don't get mad about things like that. it's just....slightly annoying, but i do it too. but when i'm being rational and actually realize what i'm doing, i get upset with myself even more and tear my insides apart. so yeah, i'm a hypocrite. meh.
✽ EXTRAS: fun facts? i've designed a book cover, i've straightened my hair almost every day for almost 10 years, i've never been out of america, i hate babies and young children, i never want kids, matthew kim could cuddle my any day, i've had a knee condition for over 10 years that is probably going to result in me needing knee replacements within the next 15 to 20 years, i don't watch anime , i'm known as the prankster in my office—i have filled a room with balloons, covered everything in wrapping paper, and taped pictures of nick cage's face everywhere at work .... yeah. that's it.

if i did shoutouts it would take me another eight hours and i have to go to sleep so nO. just know that if you're reading this and we've ever talked, i love you. thank you. amen