— the end of an era + babe appreciation.

( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ     hey. this post is going to be kind of long, but if you stick around till the end, there's a surprise. ✿

oy. i see you trying to scroll. get your damn finger off the wheel/stop swiping your screen or trackpad. you only get the surprise if you read it all. it's a reward smh.

anyway. some of you, i know, have noticed that i haven't really been around the past week or two. so i'm going to kind of explain. i've just been busy. i'm about to go full-time in my new job (woot), and i'm taking on some big design projects outside of work (some web development as well as coding an ios and android app for my church. suffice to say, i'm not going to be here, like at all. i'm not leaving, but i am going to be staying out of all rps, minus one that i'm in the works of opening with -goddess. details 2 . i think jageun pretty much summed everything up when we were talking earlier: it's the end of an era for the original rprers. maybe because we're adults now. idk.

so since i will be taking a hiatus from rps possibly indefinitely, i wanted to see if anybody wanted to start up pm rp threads with me. i think this will be the way i go from here on out, because it's easy to manage and we can take our time, there are no activity checks, fear of losing characters, etc... comment in that there section down below and we can chat about it.

i was planning on making this huge word vomit thing about me pretty much leaving but i think i'm deciding against it as i go, soooooo – now on to the second part of this blog post: friend appreciation. i've seen lots of people doing it lately so i wanna jump on the train. these are in no particular order, and i'm seriously sorry if i happen to miss anybody.

kanashimi – my lort, you are special. i honestly miss rping with you so much that it makes me sad when i think about it. i am so proud of all you've accomplished since we met. i have high hopes for you and know you will make it out of everything life throws at you stronger than before. i love you, moon.

jageun – you are such a damn light in this world's darkness. i know you're going through some . i'm here for you. i may reply kinda slow, but i'm always here. i consider you one of my closest friends here. i love you.

manhwa – you freaking cute thing, you. i remember when i first saw your face – i think i had a mini heart attack. frick.i love you, ro. never forget that. we need to clean some dishes in an inbox rp if you know what i mean coughs. never lose your smile. i know things are tough. i'm here if you want to rant. i love you so much.

_moans_ – i know we never really got to properly date after v and kai, and that kinda makes me sad tbvh, but it doesn't make me love you any less. you're so damn funny. i know you don't put up with any , but i still feel the need to affirm you. you're special, and not in a bad way either. stay strong. stay cool. stay in school. don't stop playing sports. don't stop being chad. i love you bro. 

pixels – brad, i truly look up to you. i always get happy when i see you around, even if i don't say anything. you're part of the reason why i decided to oopen my own layout shop – seeing your immaculate creations gave me a little bit of hope that i may be able to make some people smile with my own. mine may not look as good as yours or yxgurt's, but they're all from the heart. i love you.

yxgurt – yxgurt, yxgurt, yxgurt... mi amor. you are such a bright star. even though you won't agree with me, you're beautiful inside and out. so beautiful. and your creations are great too, damn. i hope you will have a bright future doing what you love. you're so good at it, too. don't ever give up. i love you, pepe.

kailiner – gurl, i haven't even known you for more than a week, but man do i love you. we share a love for so many things: memes, kard, food, and despacito. literally, what more do we need in life? i hope we stay friends for a while. you're pretty darn great. don't die of a heat please. i love you.

-goddess – mei, i haven't really known you for more than a week either, but i can already tell our friendship will last for a while. we hit if off, didn't we? you're so smart and cute, and i can't wait to see what the next year holds for you. i love you more than clay loves hannah.

trashpanda – bby! i hope you're well. you're so cute and talented. jseph would be proud if he ever met you. starmunch, on the other hand, may not be so thrilled, because you are not anywhere near trash. i love you.

people i admire or don't talk to very much – watermelonpowa, catharis, applepi, angelcode, natsukoi, trigger, soonshim, kaching, chienno, fortaejin, honeymocha, debauchery, jimdae, oceani, colgate, verona, bangtuan, instant-oatmeal, iamgroot, eristic, jeonha, nunchi, -hoe, squishies, hygge-lna, jeuphoric, cowchop, ohdaddy (rip), seagulll, veggiesneke, yodaaa, microwave (rip), despacito (ayyeee), effleurer (where tf is she), magnanimouse, psychology.


so i guess that's it for this blog post. forreal, comment below or head straight to my pms (hohoho) if you want to pm rp. it'll be gr8. i love you all. i bet nearly every person who reads this is mentioned above lmao <3 oh and here's the anticlimactic surprise:

keep going...

this is ahjussi (matt wannabe), dabbing out.