I had a dream

most of the time I don't remember any of my dreams and when I do, it's only snippets 

but last night I dreamt about Seungsik

I somehow was in a group chat with Victon 

then hanging out with them in a pub/gameroom? I just remember a scene of playing with Seungsik 

and the boys were teasing us how flirty we were lmaooo

but then they had to rush and leave and they even had to delete the conversation too because the company doesn't want them to talk to girls at all (that's like wtf but it's real stuff, I've recently seen someone on YouTube talking about company phone checks from her trainee years) 

and I was like shooot will I ever get to see him and them again? or even message them? would they get in trouble if I contacted them? can they even contact me with those stupid rule, maybe they had to delete my contact too... I went all anxious and frustrated and helpless ;;

and that's when I woke up.

and I was like brainnnn whyyyy, giving me a dream that starts soooooo nice but then turns into one of my frustration nightmares ;; *throws brain out the window*