Hiii y'all, if anyone even still follows me?
Just wanted to let y'all know I'm alright... my burnout just made me do a poof -- I'm sorry ;; but whoever's known me long enough would probably know that's nothing new and no need to worry about my safety or anything like that. I just get overwhelmed way too easy and then drop all the balls. Guess that's how my brain is wired. Should look for a psychiatrist and get evaluated for whatever cocktail of neurodivergency I have (I suspect autiHD with a huge serving of PDA -- no, not public displays of affection, pathological demand avoidance, a profile of autism), when I have time to breathe :') Anyways that's neither here nor there.
I've been thinking about y'all recently, miss you all lovelies and this site and roleplaying and screaming about kpop (addicted to Chasing that feeling rn). Hope life is treating you well!! Cuz it been kicking my so it better be giving me all of that beating and sparing you all at least.
Anyways, I'm trying not to get back in here since I got responsiblities x.x I'm supervising several bachelor students' thesis writing, it's wild I know, my impostor syndrome is screaming like whaaat. And on top of that we've had the walls painted, had to lug around furniture and reorganize stuff, still need to declutter more and choose new rugs and curtains... Also as happy as I was and still am to own a car, maintenance is annoying. Oh and I had the brilliant idea to try and go mostly vegetarian so now I gotta cook or myself when mom's cooking meat for the family. So yeahhh. Once again trying to juggle more than I can handle although I don't think I ever fully recovered from burnout. Is this what adulting is supposed to look like?
Okay enough of me complaining and listing excuses why I've just abandoned y'all. Point of this blog is, sorry I poofed, I'm healthy and okay! And wanted to let y'all know I love you and miss you <3
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