btw- thanks rpr admins for fixing this post input part of the blog since before, it crashes whenever i try to post on mobile. yall did an awesome job on this
so yeah- as to what the title says, this is like my year-end reflection. im not gonna bash anyone, rather i would be thanking even those who made my life quite difficult bc without you, i wouldnt have grown stronger.
》ive been active here on rpr since 2015, im almost at four years now- hooray!
》i had one of the most hectic years. this year, i had not only encountered packed school schedules but also emotional and mental stress plus depression due to having been left by important people and having to embrace the mistakes
》this year, i grew to be a fan of stray kids. i hate it when my father tells me that im 'unloyal' to bts. (what the im multifandom, dad) i wanted to clarify that. i didnt leave the fandom, army, okay? im still there, proud of bts' achievements now that they really are recognized for their great work. its just that, i used kage bunshin no jutsu (shadow clone jutsu) lmfao to stay on both bts' and stray kids' fandom. i love both of their concepts and their songs are helping me a lot in finding myself, loving myself and treating people with kindness. im loyal to two, aight?
》i really didnt mean to go inactive for a month. i just needed some time to fix the order of my ooc life. im sorry if i lost muse. i didnt really mean to. i apologize. and im sorry if im apologizing a lot again. lol
》 i would like to extend my gratitude to those who helped me get through this year. thank you to those who didnt give up on me and told me how important it is to love myself. thanks for keeping the bleaché latté away from my depressed soul. thank you to those who did walk out of my life, you made me realize who were really there for me in the first place.
》i got my heart broken three times this year oof all of them are merely crushes who kept pretending as if i had a chance with 'em and haha im still single but who cares, im gonna love myself, your loss. dont ever get my hopes high up again.
》i manage to move on within weeks bc of my family. thanksza my fam. i love my fam here on rpr too. ♡
》im still annoying. well, its alright to tell me that im not but if youre already sick of my attitude, confront me, you lil chicken. its just that im waiting for people to tell me to off now. some people who left me said at first "oh no boo youre not annoying to me at all :)" stfu you left me anyway im tryna test you if you would actually tell me that i am but youre gonna stay. ive embraced it bc being always serious irl then bring it in virtual life is boring. let me be a cracchead again. pls i wanna be happy now
》you, the one reading this- yes you, are a blessing. life mustve been hard but its grEAT that youre still alive hEH. the one reading this is gonna have a fantastic new year. i learned that giving others compliments and nice words is a good habit since everyone deserves a pat on the back for having to survived through this hectic year.
》to my past rps that have already fallen asleep, i pray that you may find peace and i hope for your resurrection at the right time. rip
》yall IM BACK TO BEING YOUR BUBBLY CHYU CHYU TRAIN
》wussap. i changed my name to babyhannie- bc i mostly rp han jisung now. uwu
》yall can talk to me. im still sane nice eue
well that didnt end in line with what i expected. i thought i was gonna go drama but hEH its 12am. i love yall.
x. chyu
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