nothing more to this blog than to say i'm hella tired.
i've taken on more than i can handle, falling behind with class and assignments, es in group work pretending they did work when they haven't touched a single thing we've accomplished in the past week are rotten as hell. i've been put into a team to decorate a uni gala last minute bc the original team doesn't know how to, we've been doing work for 6 people with just the 3 of us. instead of "helping out" i've had to literally go in and take charge along with my other friend who was also added to the team right before me, make sure everyone is up to date, make sure details are finalised, make sure the whole event is choreographed and planned out bc no one else is thinking about any of it at all - and this is considering i was the last person to even know the event concept and schedule. i've been up and productive at the very lasest at 8.30am, running around uni, workshops, meetings, material search until 10pm everyday for the past week then i come back home and continue working untill like 2am. every meal is a meeting and dicussion, lunch is brief and im doing work while eating, dinner is planning time for whats to come the next day. im stressed for my individual work bc i just have no time and i'm falling behind. honestly maybe this doesn't sounds that bad to most of you - but i need a lot of sleep to function in general dsklajf
today was my first break in 3 weeks or so bc my parents are visiting me for 1 day.
last night, when they were asleep in my room (with me on the floor) i felt myself tearing up from the burn out. i'd been so tired and their pressence is the biggest stress reliever i've ever felt.
to those of you i owe replies and starters to, i'm so sorry. i really try to come on as much as i can. mostly right before i knock out in bed or on the bus when im in transit.
and to all of you who've been so lovely to converse to me here and there, thank you for continuously being so wonderful even though i always come on for 2secs and leave again. rpr is one of the only me-times i have during my day and it means alot when i get to smile in the very brief moments i have with you all.
i honestly mean it from the bottom of my heart when i say i'm so grateful.
i don't write blogs often and i don't want to be that person who's always ranting but i do feel horrible for those waiting for my replies and others who try to talk to me but i just disappear seconds later - so i just wanted to update. thank you, really, for being so patient with me.
ok yea that's all lmAo
x
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