Sick.

I so sick of you guys.

All lovey dovey.

So sick of loneliness. 

You guys don't understand.

Mental torture psychological Torture,

How hard it is.

Being afraid of something that doesnt exist.

I though rp could heal it.

Well it did !

But it didn't last long.

And I was being left out again.

Maybe It was because of me.

Curse me for not being born into someone whose social enough.

I cant start a conversation.

I dont know how to join a conversation.

I keep being feared about annoying you guys.

I thought I could find someone to be with here and worry nothing else.

Maybe I had my hopes too high.

And end up hurting again and again.

You know.

Love becomes hatred.

And its not like any of you would care.