No.

He can't just not care about my life or lives, and when he does, all he do is ruin it. And scold me about my life.

i suddenly understood why people needed

i would rather have someone who would punish you for your bad but you knew that in the end he would still cuddle and loves you.

doesnt he know the more he does and it's just gonna make me hate him?!

Upset might not be the right word, angry and furious might be more like it. 

I don't know !

why I haven't die. 

My life's actually really perfect, I get what I want, my friends adore me. 

If you scratched the parts where the behind scenes hurts like hell.

I told my mom I needed to get something from the mall, and she said let him drive me there.

and I replied: I would rather not have the supplies or I'll buy myself after school than let him drive me.

damn my life of having an old fashioned dad.

damn his business career than his face is the most important whereas I never had freedom. 

all

all this.

nobody cares anyway.