Let's have a angst post and then a happy one which all happen last night.
M really tired so ill just copy from my twitter:
@uknowwhatmoon: My life is on danger someone save me
@uknowwhatmoon: I never wanna leave this house as much as last night
@uknowwhatmoon: I could always never relate 100% to my own speechify as last night
@uknowwhatmoon: I could never relate to child abuse and threatening as much as last night
@uknowwhatmoon: My mom don't know how hard I'm having
@uknowwhatmoon: I don't have a friend who I can tell my feelings to and she'll hug me when icey not even cousin I only cry at night
@uknowwhatmoon: Then I realise you could only really relate when you're in the situation
@uknowwhatmoon: She told me I have to be good like in drama so the dad will stay and not go out if you know what I mean
@uknowwhatmoon: She's been with me 14 years and yet she don't understand I'm the kind who don't really know how to express myself.
@uknowwhatmoon: Oh and my mom told me in my face that no matter what she won't support me on music
@uknowwhatmoon: God are you sure you're planning my life right
@uknowwhatmoon: You understand why I always wanna cry at concerts because we're both human but they live a dream I'm dreaming on the stage.
@uknowwhatmoon: Right and for a moment I thought my mom understand me with the sentence she said then she was just thinking for herself again
@uknowwhatmoon: She said she used to be soft hearted but she won't now no mom IM THE ONE WHOS SOFT HEARTED THATS WHY IM STILL THE GOOD OLD CHILD
@uknowwhatmoon: She say I'm stupid god please I just act innocent infront of you I can't say anything incase I break this innocent side
@uknowwhatmoon: My mom still don't know music and the dream to sing is the only thing that keeps me living aka from killing myself
@uknowwhatmoon: She say I just have to study very well and be doctor when I grow up the. They're happy wtf I don't have things I like to do?!
I don't even remember how to cry.
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