...Somwehere He opens a window
I lost my job today. It was a really hard hit for me, as I knew I wasn't preforming as I needed to be (so it's understandable why they put me on call instead of with a full-time workload) but it was the best wake up call. I can make all the plans I want, but the Lord determines the steps. The door being shut finally cleared out the smoke and proved clearly to my heart my mental health is not okay. I'm not okay. Like not at all. I am so isolated, from everyone and everything. I don't have peers my age, or even a mentor in my life. I don't do activities other then work, youtube or rpr, and sleep in my bed (literally). I'm chornically depressed and anxious because of these factors.
I'm not okay. But that's okay.
I hope you know dear reader that it's okay to not be okay. Sincerly, like I pray your mind and heart have that "ding" moment if it hasn't already that even when your not okay, it's okay. You can breathe, because your plans are not gonna domino how you want them most times, BUT- that just means there's a better plan waiting out there for you- more meant for you then you initially anticipated.
So don't give up. Your doing great. I'm proud of how far you've come. :)
-Rosie
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