When God Closes a Door...

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...Somwehere He opens a window

I lost my job today. It was a really hard hit for me, as I knew I wasn't preforming as I needed to be (so it's understandable why they put me on call instead of with a full-time workload) but it was the best wake up call. I can make all the plans I want, but the Lord determines the steps. The door being shut finally cleared out the smoke and proved clearly to my heart my mental health is not okay. I'm not okay. Like not at all. I am so isolated, from everyone and everything. I don't have peers my age, or even a mentor in my life. I don't do activities other then work, youtube or rpr, and sleep in my bed (literally). I'm chornically depressed and anxious because of these factors.

I'm not okay. But that's okay.

I hope you know dear reader that it's okay to not be okay. Sincerly, like I pray your mind and heart have that "ding" moment if it hasn't already that even when your not okay, it's okay. You can breathe, because your plans are not gonna domino how you want them most times, BUT- that just means there's a better plan waiting out there for you- more meant for you then you initially anticipated.

So don't give up. Your doing great. I'm proud of how far you've come. :)

 

-Rosie

 

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FallenBloodyAngel 2 years ago
I’m sorry you lost your job bub, but glad at the same time as that was needed for you to see that about yourself, after all your mental health should come first, you need to come first, jobs come and go you know.
I know that soon you’ll find a job that you feel comfortable in.
Just take care of yourself, and give yourself time if you can <3
028e6c9cfab85c9a87cd 2 years ago
Sorry bb
But I send you biiiig hugs and you are right , it’s ok to not be ok
<3 but I am here if you need anything
And May you get a better job soon
DiabloEaterMfkr 2 years ago
//cries tbh

<333 :(
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