struggling, so here's an interest check.

i really wanna write, but damn is it hard to feel motivated to do that.

sometimes i wish i had a go-to partner like some other people i know do, or at least a group of friends i can write with in rps i'm in (which aren't many now because all the ones i care for flop and i don't feel like joining bs nonaus or the same two types of aus but with different admins), but like... ngl it's incredibly hard to find people it seems. idk, maybe i'm just not looking in the right places, but i don't wanna give up on writing and take a break. been saying i will, but i really want to still. not sure what to do though because i'm not really good with keeping up with privs or seeking them out. i prefer to be in group/public rps. atp i feel like i've been forcing myself to do a bunch of (most of which gets me out of my comfort zone) and it's starting to wear me down mentally. i keep wanting to make rps just to feel like i have a place i can write, but that's exhausting. kinda just... lost on what to do atp, so i'm gonna do something i don't normally do again.

is anyone willing to help me with running and making a discord/guilded server for writing? would anyone be interested in joining it? i'm thinking it'll be freeverse because i want people to feel free to do they want to do (within reason) with the fcs they want (real or fictional ig), and i don't wanna waste my brain power on coming up with ideas just for them to go to waste. i'm at my wits end, so this is my last ditch effort as far as making goes, but please lmk below if you'd like to be part of this. i have my comment notifs off but i'll be checking back on the blog periodically. if you'd like to help, i suggest pming me.