hi. it's once again that time of the year (who am i kidding it happens all the time) where i have a hyperfixation.
right now it's kentaro sakaguchi, nana komatsu, and this song: click
please hear me out.
幼いとき (When I was just a child)
わたしのやさしいおには 死んでしまったけど (My kind older brother died)
彼を産んだ母の深いかなしみは (But the deep sadness of the mother who bore him)
海のようだった (Was like the sea.)
その日も風は (That day even the wind)
優しく吹いてた (Blew gently)
おろしたばかりの靴 (The shoes he'd just bought)
ころがって、いた。(Left in disarray)
青白い月笑ってるよ (The pale moon is laughing)
凍てついたこころ溶かしたよ (My icy heart has melted)
青白い月わかってるよ 残された者の 悲しみを (The pale moon knows the sadness of those left behind)
i was thinking of somehing like childhood friend turned lovers situation, where kentaro is nana's older brother's best friend and nana was always the annoying little sister that tried to tag along with the boys when they were younger. now, this song was written in honor of the singer's older brother drowning when he was a child (which unfortunately is common in japan) so what if this was the background of the plot. and kentaro felt guilty and blamed himself for nana's older brother's death bc it happened when they were playing together. and as a way to repay nana, he began to watch over her as her older brother would have (not in an alabama way istg) and nana tries to push him away, trying to tell him that he doesn't have to do this for her. that he doesn't have to force himself to hangout with her. but kentaro is stubborn. so over the years, they both watch each other grow up, get into bad relationships, etc., but it was okay bc in the middle of it, they still had each other. and somehow, this was ripped away suddenly. then a couple years later, they reunite. and their platonic feelings resurface as something more. (would love to brainstorm and figure more of this storyline out! it's not set in stone btw.) inspo pictures: i would love for this to be a heart ripping angst slowburn type plot RAHHHHH possible elements: yearning, jealousy, awkwardness, PAIN so plz if you're interested in being the kentaro to my nana pm me. >___< i was also thinking for it to be more heart wrenching that they would have written journals from time to time or letters addressed to the other person during the time they were separated or smth but that's just a little thought. i do detailed third pov, para and longer btw :3c
幼いとき (When I was just a child)
わたしのやさしいおには 死んでしまったけど (My kind older brother died)
彼を産んだ母の深いかなしみは (But the deep sadness of the mother who bore him)
海のようだった (Was like the sea.)
その日も風は (That day even the wind)
優しく吹いてた (Blew gently)
おろしたばかりの靴 (The shoes he'd just bought)
ころがって、いた。(Left in disarray)
青白い月笑ってるよ (The pale moon is laughing)
凍てついたこころ溶かしたよ (My icy heart has melted)
青白い月わかってるよ 残された者の 悲しみを (The pale moon knows the sadness of those left behind)
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