WHY

/Sigh/

Why do I have to keep arguing the same thing with my mom over and over again

Ever since I got into kpop, we arugued about this a lot of times.

Thats why I always avoid this question ..

Since young, I keep telling my mom I wanna be psychologist, and thats whats in her mind till now.

After I got into kpop, or rather music, I realise I love music more then anything. I cant live without it.

I wanna stand on the stage, shine like everyone else.

But, my parents object it. 

My mom keep telling me its hard to be in the music world, she keep telling me after we sign the contract to the entertainment, our life is theirs.

We will have to follow everything they say.

Like going out with boss, or accompanying poeple .. (if you understand lol)

She says Im not mature to be in it.

Although its sad, but I have to admit, its quite true. 

But as long as I can stand on the stage and sing, I would make sacrifices for it.

She just dont understand it!

She said why I give up my dream on doctor after so long.

Thats when I was young ! 

Im a teenager now, I understand myself more than anyone else.

Thats why my speech for my school was 'parents should not decide for their childrens future'

My mom say nowadays most parents dont do that, I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY DOES SHE DO THAT !!!

Ill show her, one day, Ill stand on the stage, and shine like everyone else.

Just wait mom.