VENT: It's 12 in the morning. I'm sick, and pissed of at ignorant people .__.

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Authorhoeseok

Created Nov 20, 2013 02:34:55

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time : 12.00 am

where: room <_<

mood: -10000000000!!!

so facebook rp's are definitely where all the , spoiled roleplayers are. i mean i thought rpr and tumblr was bad, but jesus ing christ facebook. i've left and came back to rpr a total of 3 times thanks to hole roleplayers, and earlier today i just deleted my facebook and tumblr characters because some people really have such ugly personalities. i'm sensitive, im very aware of that, but don't dare think you're gonna walk all over me, i don't give a damn what age you are. that being said, i was in this facebook rp, and it was my first time doing a facebook rp, and i joined as a biual hoseok. it was school themed, so this rp'ing as ailee decided to make a status saying "well, no surprise here...yet another gay bangtan member. welcome, jung hoseok to the sasauge fest! lol" and y'know, i can take a good joke, but that whole thing just rubbed me wrong, and so i commented. "oh haha, it's actually called being biual, sweetie. but it's okay, i was't going to give you the d anyway." and she goes "right, right, cause you lean more towards boys right? lol." and i go, "no, just people with prettier personalities." and every since then ailee and I have been having such serious issues, whatever hoseok does she always calls him out on it and im like get the away from me! i don't like, don't want to rp with you just gtfo.

but, i gave her the benefit of the doubt and TRIED to rp with her, since the thirsty was everywhere trying to hop on the D. -.- but she never rp'd with me, in which i didn't care. but what she DID do, was into any other rp i was doing with someone. like she's dating...kris i believe? and hoseok is best friends with kris, AND LIKE EVERY TIME WE RP SHE MAGICALLY ING APPEARS AND IS ALL "OH I LOVE YOU KRIS. HOW CAN YOU HANG OUT WITH SUCH A NOOB? HE'S SO UNWORTHY BLAH BLAH like the stuck she was. and mind you i never take rp seriously, like really mor drama more fun. but she was seriously pissing me off, and hoseok and kris ended up not being friends b/c of her. <_< and when that happens that affected me personally b/c they were so close..like i teared up.

so i decided to leave, but i wouldn't leave without giving that a piece of my mind. so i posted something in the ooc group just explaining that i felt uncomfortable in this rp, and that they should reconsider certain people ( ailee ) who join and make the rp unpleasant for others. i hadn't even joined 5 seconds and already was put off due to an unnesscary statement made towards me. so people i were rp'ing with ( i had to leave my precious thunder b/c they were dating ;; ) were trying to comfort me and get me to stay. but the thing is, i've always had issues rping with people. they either attack me or my characters, or ignore me, and i always wonder what the hell do i do wrong y'know? i'm friendly, my characters are friendly like wtf? i don't get it. but anyway, ailee commented occ, and she stated that she never liked my vibe. she read my occ bg that included what i like and dont like in roleplayers or whatever, and personally felt like i was being an arrogant roleplayer, claiming to be the best when in reality i'm just mediocore. wtf. .___. I HAVE NEVER. IN FACT I THINK I AM THE TIEST WRITER, I JUST RP FOR FUN. FOR THE FEELS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD?? but anyway,so she just goes on to pick out everything she HATED about my roleplaying. she called me an annoying noob roleplayer, who has the literal abilitly of a 12 year old. .___. she said hoseok was annoying, ( cause he was too friendly? ) and she said the only reason i was accepted into the rp was b.c of other admins, since she felt like i was 12???

so in just a simple sentence i told her. "Doll, I'm 15. Obviously i never stated to being the best roleplayer in the world, i joined FB rp for something diferent and if you personally felt offended or intimidated by me when you never got to know me, then no, im not sorry for that. The fact that you needed to belittle me to make yourself look better, just shows how much of a jealous soul you are. I hope you don't ruin anyone else's roleplay with your insecurities." and i left.

sorry this came out long, but lord knows i can't keep this bottled up. she basically hated me for being nice, and like wtf? i can't help that and im not going to change that about me. it's the only thing i love about me, tbh, and i kind of want you guys to take that with you too! THE ENEMY HATES KINDNESS. so if you want to kill'em, kill'em with a " :D " lmfao omg, she even said "would you stop ing calling everyone 'sweets' 'doll' 'bby' you sound so immature."

aish .__. i always have bad rp experiences..but it's not going to stop me from rping because i really love it. <3 so yeah...sorry for the crazy long blog post, but i needed to write this out so i can sleep. u.u love you all, you're all beautiful <3

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MajoraTwilight 11 years ago

Aw I'm sorry to hear you didn't have good experiences with FB rps. I'm only in one to be honest and I think it's pretty nice ^^ The admins are friendly and approchable. Can't say for the rest though, since I joined one FB rp. But I did encounter some rude roleplayers on AFF -__- The first one I joined, I met many nice people but there were ones that just really annoyed me.

Heck I've had rpers try to make my character straight when he didn't swing that way >< I don't recall anything else that happened, but it's happened a few times. So yeah. I really dislike roleplayers that are like that.

motomami 11 years ago

I've had my own bad experiences from Facebook RPs, which is why I don't do them.

I was in this mythical themed roleplay as Ulzzang Park Yonghee and her character had gone through some in life, so she was in a deep depression as is. I hardly talked to anyone because everyone was so close, they pretty much just left me out. So, when I became close friends with this Jungshin from CNBLUE, he gets a girlfriend. This guy was my only chance at getting a couple because everyone was in couples and he was one of four people I was talking to.
Naturally, I had her react by relapsing on her drug and alcohol habit. As a result, some in the anon confessions called my character "pathetic" because of that. Like, you don't understand her background, her story. You don't get how hard it is to find a couple.
Fast forward a couple weeks later. At this time, Jungshin's girlfriend was harassing me every time she got. She called me a and a and needy. Then, I wanted to post something random so I did and someone replied. She was a werewolf and in this rp, you're supposed to have the race symbol as your middle name. Ex: Yonghee was a human so her name was Park HU Yonghee. This girl, Alice from...Hello Venus, had her name in Hangul so I couldn't tell. When we did roleplay, she just attacked my character, like what the hell is your problem? I had Yonghee lose consciousness and break a bone and wake up five or so minutes later. Then, Alice's rp-er accused me of god-modding. So, I told her I wasn't making Yonghee all powerful, I had her pass out, but did apologize like the mature person I was. So the two charas get in a screaming battle and Yonghee accused Alice of hating humans, which was an assumption as a character. Yet again, I'm accused of god-modding. Me and the other rp-er got into a fight, but I apologized, made my point, and did not reply to her. Mind you, this whole thing took place while the harsh admins were on so I think she was trying to get me kicked out.

shush- 11 years ago

aww bb. :( some of the stuff she said is really immature but that's just how most people are, unfortunately. they allow their insecurities to get the best of them which makes them take their misery out on other people, especially on the internet. but i'm glad you were strong and didn't allow it to get to you so much! I think you made the right decision to leave, no one deserves to be treated like that. especially not someone as nice as yourself. :)

Stay sweet dearie~! <3