You know, no matter how much I try not to, I continuasly blame myself for the resent events that have happened in my life. Most of you have been completly supportive of me so I apalagize for this post but i have my good and bad days and today just seems like a bad day. I feel myself slipping into my old thoughts and the temtation to make bad dicisions is beckoning to me with an out stretched hand. I want to reach for that phone and dial a number, or click that button in front of me that would altimatly lead to more tears. I don't know, I'm just a mess.
I'll get over it soon, please ignore this.
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