I don't know why I write this, but I must blurt out everything, okay?
Today is my birthday, but I don't think that this day will be nice to me. I cried a lot yesterday and I cry a lot today. I cry almost everyday, but I don't want to be sad today... I wanted to this day was different, better. I don't like to cry. I want someone to hold me, but it is impossible. I don't sleep well and I'm really irritable. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't do anything. Every day is the same and I'm starting to wonder if it all makes sense. Over the last year I have not changed at all, but scars in my body is more. I hate it, but I do not regret that I did.
I want it to be a bad dream. I want to wake up.
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