Dear Oh Sehun,
I apologize for being gone for so long. You've been pregnant and I haven't been able to care for you. I would like to thank everyone who gave their support when I was gone. I am eternally grateful to them and to you for staying strong so long without me. I've come home drunk, I've become angered at you, I've been envious of others when they tried to reach out to you in anyway and I've made you uncomfortable about things. Realizing my mistakes won't erase them, but I hope it at least makes you feel better that I'm trying.
I wish words could describe how grateful I am to have you in my life, but they really can't. It seems that I need more to give to you, to provide to you and to prove to you that I don't think I could be without you. Anyone could agree that you fit perfectly in my arms, snuggled up and close and that I would be willing to protect you to the end of me. At least I hope anyone would agree. I've been a bad boy, please forgive me.
Oh Sehun, you are perfect. The way you kiss me and the way I feel when I kiss you extends beyond what I've ever felt before. Your tiny arms, milky skin, and the way you look into my eyes is by far the only thing that can melt me aside from your existence. Without seeing you, life would be to the equality of color blindness and without your presence, life would be a black hole. You've helped me to realize that others are worth more than myself and at times the ones that deserved to be loved and cared for are the ones you'd be willing to die for. It's you Oh Sehun. I just couldn't live without you.
This isn't enough. I want to say more, but words would only become repetitive and would make absolutely no sense after awhile. I hope you can tell that I care more for you than an arms width span of slender man and yes you can slap me later for that horrible analogy or hyperbole or whatever it's called. Anyway, Oh Sehun, I love you. In fact, just so you don't beat me, I love you more and I love you to infinity, beyond and back infinity times because you've become my everything. I'd do anything it takes to keep you with me.
So, since I love you so much and since.. I have been preparing for this for so long. Will you please, consider setting that hand into my own and those brown orbs into my own as well and sincerely respond to the following?
Oh Sehun, I formally ask you..
Will You Marry Me?
I hope our child (kitty) and the two of us will live together for life. I hope we can make up and stay made up in the journey to our wonderful future. Please let me know. Please try your best to not leave me hanging. Please, Oh Sehun. I'm selfish, I need you. My happiness, my life, my food, my water and my air. It's all you Oh Sehun. It's all you. ♥︎
Love Huang Zitao
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