Please Read This

WARNING: This is rated for mild cursing

To all those I RP with I really apologize, I have been really busy lately and can't RP as much as I used to >< If you want to know the reasons keep reading, if not you don't really have to.

1. I have a super controlling mom that is also a homophobe and has no idea what I do on this site (I plan to keep it that way)
2. I have a series of doctors appointments to attend (Yes, I'm considered a sickly child which is why I spend most of my time on the internet)
3. One of my regular appointments is physical therapy (Which is draining my energy away)
4. My wisdom teeth are coming in (Which hurt like a -.- and I don't wanna creep my y attitude into my characters unless its Heechul)
5. I'm trying to get my college application in before it's too late and fill in my fafsa in time (Which because my mom's been unwilling to give her information for it)
6. I have to plan to move out of state (The college I wanna go to is miles away from where I live and I gotta plan out dorm life -.-)
7. I quit my part time job (Which because I have no more income and now I have to job search)
8. My friend just found out she's pregnant and she's not married and the guy is a serious (I'm also one of the only people she was comfortable enough to tell and now she will be a single mother)
9. My other friends father just died of a heart attack and he's really depressed and practically clinging to me for comfort (I feel bad for him cause right before this he had drama and lost all his friends, apparently I'm the only one that stuck by him)
10. My other friends friend committed suicide recently also and I feel like cause I knew her, not very close but still
11. At the moment me and my family are moving to another apartment so we're packing our stuff slowly (It's a lot of work)
12. My brother has been smoking and got addicted to illegal drugs and we have to form an intervention
13. My cousin tried to overdose on pills to kill herself (luckily we found her in time)
14. My other cousin's 1 1/2 month old baby died (The casket was so small and I saw my mom cry for the first time)
15. I just found out I have signs of developing cancer if I don't take care of myself (Which is why I have so many appointments)
16. My mom has developed heart problems and is in risk of getting a heart attack and has a bunch of tumors that can turn cancerous at any moment (My mom is the only family I really have, I don't have a dad so it's sad to know her body is slowly deteriorating because she cared for her kids so much she neglected to take care of herself)

That's is only the gist of it. So I'm really sorry that my life is so depressing that I can't really be here, I won't go on hiatus I just won't be on as often as I usually would be. Please understand, this site is mostly an escape from my life and I really am grateful to all of you that I can come here and smile and forget, I really love this place and all you guys. And right now I don't give a crap if I sound creepy or stupid or like some depraved person or if this might sound suicidal cause it's NOT I just want you all to know just how much I appreciate you guys. And to show It I'm giving SuJu pic/gif spam to you all ^-^

Eunhyuk

Kyuhyun

Donghae

Siwon

Sungmin

Henry

Kibum

Heechul

Hangeng/Hankyung

Kangin

Leeteuk

Zhou Mi

Ryeowook

Yesung

Shindong

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EunHae/HaeHyuk

KyuHae

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