A little rant

Sorry if my blog post are annoying I just like typing things that bother me and it's fun and I'm bored.

Now to the actual rant.... Have you ever look at a band and be like you guys are depressing me. Like right now I don't wanna watch any of Got7 or BTS things at the same time I do. Because like it's depressing to see Kookie, Yugyeom, and Bambam and know that they are doing really successful things in their life's. And I'm only a year younger than most of them, Yugyeom is like ten months older than me.... And like I'm still looking for a job and  rolling over my sisters bed to get to the bedroom door and yelling at a spider in shock when I see one.... And making blue cake out of the blue just because (haahahahaha that's a good use of blue O.O sorry).

plus on my birthday all o heard from my sister was Kookie Day and it's like it. His birthday was yesterday in Korea. It's my turn now >_>.

as well as the fact a lot of the times I try copying Bts s dances and it's just like.... I hate you guys because you are so much better than me but the same time I love you too.... And then while that is going on something big is introduced to my life, like GOT7 and my sister talking way too much about BTs but somehow one way or another I return to liking them...

and then im getting so much from my friend every Japanese class like why the hell aren't you loyal to BTOB? They should always be your first favorite and it's just like I'm trying I really am but they aren't my type anymore

and yeah sorry