I've done a lot of thinking...

Hey everyone, or whoever reads this.

I've done a lot of thinking over the past few weeks. You probably didn't realise but I've technically been on a permanent semi-hiatus for the past few months... this was due to real life situations having to take procedence over my online activity. My health hasn't been the best, and I've been back and forth to the hospital to see my specialist and to have tests done. I've also been focusing on my unemployment, seeking help for that and working towards improving my chances of finding a job. There are other reasons and factors too, but I am not comfortable with talking about them online.

And so, this will probably come as no surprise to some of you, but I am going to be pulling back a lot on RPR. A lot has happened recently that has left a really foul taste in my mouth. RPR is not the same as it once was, and to be honest... I'm getting too old to devote all of my time to a roleplaying website. I still enjoy roleplaying, that will never change, but it is no longer my main focus. I won't be leaving the website completely, *snorts* No chance. But I will be leaving a few roleplays...

The only roleplay I know for definite that I will be staying on is, of course, Descent of the Full Moon. It is my baby, and I am proud of it, and I plan to be there until it eventually reaches it's end, whenever that may be.

I will also be keeping up the private roleplays I have with people; especially Pinkpandababa, Telvia, and CheshireCatChen.

As for the other roleplays...

Quaffles and Quills I will likely be closing soon. Originally I was going to revamp it to a private place for a few people, but now I'm not so sure. I may just shut it completely, finally, which I have to admit would be better for my mental health. I don't want to have too many roleplays remaining, when there doesn't need to be.

Lunae Imperia... I'm sorry guys, but I will be leaving on both my accounts. I hate to do it, and I do feel like I'm letting you guys down, but I have to put myself first for once. I can't devote my time to the roleplay, and you all know the problems and drama I've had to deal with while being on there. I have really enjoyed being part of the admin team for it, and I adore my fellow-admins to pieces. But it is now time for me to step back and actually help myself. And to do that, I have to cut back. I will stay for the rest of this month but then, once December hits, I will likely leave then. I'm sorry for not warning you guys about this before hand, but well... I'm a bit of a wuss when it comes to disappointing people, and yeah... I didn't want to sour our KKT conversations, which have been so much fun over the past year or so I've been an admin for. I love you guys.

Hospital... Sorry Tel, but I'll likely leave that one as well. ^^; I don't really do much there anymore, and the only person that I roleplay with is you... so... ^^; Forgive me?

For those who were looking forward to the future roleplays I was planning on opening... I'm sorry but they will no longer be happening. I don't have the time nor energy to devote to running new roleplays.

So to reiterate... I will be cutting down on roleplays, there will be nothing new, and I will only be roleplaying with a specific few people privately who I know won't worry or fuss about me giving slow replies, and on Descent. Real life has to come first now, and I don't want to deal with the pressure that this place puts on me to bring quality material and at a fast pace. Roleplaying is meant to be a fun hobby, but it began to turn into work and unpaid work at that... All of the fun was beginning to be sapped out of it, and that's not right. So, yeah...

I guess you could say that I'm going to be a part-time roleplayer?

Either way... I'm sorry to all of those I will be disappointing, but I hope you are understanding as to why I'm doing this.

I love you all, <3

Sorry again.

- Dino