shinee in dallas fanmeet

So like SHINee is coming down here for a fanmeet in Dallas on the 31st, and tickets go on sale this ING SATURDAY LIKE HOLY .

But I'm high key stressed and on edge because my mom promised to pay for my ticket since I just started working and I haven't even gotten my first check, but now she's backing out or at least she's trying to. And I want to cry because I told her I'd pay her back asap, but apparently that isn't good enough and I'm good for my word and UGH life is always going against me. 

But hopefully I'll figure it out and I'm really trying to go because SHINee was deadass my first kpop group ever like e v e r. And Taemin has been my bias since I was like 11. THAT'S 6 YEARS GDI. Not gonna lie lowkey might sell my ity for this ticket... JUST KIDDING. Please don't think I'm a hoe even though I am.

If I go though, I was thinking that maybe I could buy merch - because hopefully I'd get my first paycheck by then, like come on mcdonalds - and maybe do a giveaway. I don't know lmao. I always wanted to do something like that because I know how it feels to not be able to go to a concert or not being old enough to work and it just ! So if my mom comes through I'll totally see what I can do!

Also sorry I've been posting a lot of blog posts lately, I just have a lot on my mind obviously lmao. 

But like is anyone else planning to go?