ok so yeah here we go -- i'm losing muse for some of my beloved characters so do you guys wanna be my guinea pigs or whatever they could be called and try to help me revive some of them? ok. yeah. lets go. lol i also totally took the idea from buddha. you cute ily. anyways yeah if you're interested in ANY please comment or hmu on my wall. i'll be waiting.
MY CHARACTERS
kim jongdae
ORIENTATION: panual
OOCUPATION: student / mortician
PERSONALITY: kinda hates the world, but really, who doesn't? there is no mood jongdae knows other than very bitter and very salty, sweet is not part of his palette. his words consist of sarcastic phrases, self depreciating terms and acting as if he's okay. fake smiles are never something he does, because everyone knows he hates himself. everyone knows. there is something he finds joy in, he finds joy in the human body, in all it's forms. perfect and smooth, cut up and bloody, unmoving and cold, all of it.
BACKGROUND: grew up with dead bodies around him, his mother killed herself after the bullying she got in school for having a baby when she was 15. jongdae was almost brought into the murder-suicide, but before she could even rest her hands on him, her eyes lolled in the back of her head and she had never moved again. jongdae has no memory of his mother, but instead of his adoptive parents. an elderly couple that works with dead bodies, cleans them up, they are the modern anubis. they had adopted him after seeing his mother and the state she was in, and growing up with the unmoving bodies that laid in front of him, jongdae had a strange liking towards bodies.
OOCUPATION: student / mortician
PERSONALITY: kinda hates the world, but really, who doesn't? there is no mood jongdae knows other than very bitter and very salty, sweet is not part of his palette. his words consist of sarcastic phrases, self depreciating terms and acting as if he's okay. fake smiles are never something he does, because everyone knows he hates himself. everyone knows. there is something he finds joy in, he finds joy in the human body, in all it's forms. perfect and smooth, cut up and bloody, unmoving and cold, all of it.
BACKGROUND: grew up with dead bodies around him, his mother killed herself after the bullying she got in school for having a baby when she was 15. jongdae was almost brought into the murder-suicide, but before she could even rest her hands on him, her eyes lolled in the back of her head and she had never moved again. jongdae has no memory of his mother, but instead of his adoptive parents. an elderly couple that works with dead bodies, cleans them up, they are the modern anubis. they had adopted him after seeing his mother and the state she was in, and growing up with the unmoving bodies that laid in front of him, jongdae had a strange liking towards bodies.
jung eunji
ORIENTATION: aual
OCCUPATION: website designer
PERSONALITY: eunji likes to keep to herself. she doesn't have many friends, and she doesn't have many connections to the world outside of her house. she works at home, and never really leaves. she only leaves when the food she bought in bulk has run out, or when her boss requires her to come in office. and when this happens, eunji dislikes human contact, and avoids it as much as possible. she hates, hates any type of "skinship" and even the slightest of touches has her flinching away.
BACKGROUND: when eunji was a teenager, a young one, she was on a sports team. they often had carpools, and one day, one of her teammates fathers had to drive eunji home. eunji liked this father, as he was fun and often took the team out for food. he was kind of old, but he was really fun. she saw him as an uncle, as his daughter was her best friend. but, the man did see eunji as more than a niece or his daughter's best friend. he saw eunji as a grown woman, a grown woman he can take advantage of. and so he did, and when eunji screamed and struggled to get away, she was beat. she had run away with bruises and scars and a bruised ia. the man got arrested, and eunji never let anyone into her life again.
OCCUPATION: website designer
PERSONALITY: eunji likes to keep to herself. she doesn't have many friends, and she doesn't have many connections to the world outside of her house. she works at home, and never really leaves. she only leaves when the food she bought in bulk has run out, or when her boss requires her to come in office. and when this happens, eunji dislikes human contact, and avoids it as much as possible. she hates, hates any type of "skinship" and even the slightest of touches has her flinching away.
BACKGROUND: when eunji was a teenager, a young one, she was on a sports team. they often had carpools, and one day, one of her teammates fathers had to drive eunji home. eunji liked this father, as he was fun and often took the team out for food. he was kind of old, but he was really fun. she saw him as an uncle, as his daughter was her best friend. but, the man did see eunji as more than a niece or his daughter's best friend. he saw eunji as a grown woman, a grown woman he can take advantage of. and so he did, and when eunji screamed and struggled to get away, she was beat. she had run away with bruises and scars and a bruised ia. the man got arrested, and eunji never let anyone into her life again.
byun baekhyun
ORIENTATION: doesn't really matter
OCCUPATION: college student (physics)
PERSONALITY: baekhyun keeps a notebook, a notebook that explains to the world what he is feeling, and counts down the days. this is to show the people who never asked what he was actually feeling, and why no one bothered to notice that in fact, baekhyun wants to kill himself. he sees it as an act of defiance, and act that he can finally do for himself, and while some find it to be a stupid act: no one bothers to ask why people do it. where the only way is up, but instead of climbing further up, baekhyun has decided to give up. baekhyun is a smart man, yet he doesn't feel that this is something he needs in life. baekhyun also talks to himself, a lot, to the point where it seems he's talking to someone, but that's because no one ever bothered to talk to him.
BACKGROUND: baekhyun grew up in a well off household, his father was one of the richest men in the country, dominating the fashion world with his designs, and baekhyun was often used as one of his dolls, his models. baekhyun's mother abandoned them when baekhyun was young, his father was far too narcisstic and never ever spent time with her or his son. but that is all baekhyun knew, all he saw, and all they ever told him. after the departure of his mother, baekhyun's father started taking his sorrows and frustrations out on his son. having an abusive father was the beginning. baekhyun's recline from society and school made everyone think baekhyun was weird, he was in such a nice house, with so much money, why was he not happy? why didn't he talk to anyone? and he always wore so much makeup. they assumed he was a snob and never talked to him, when all baekhyun wanted was someone to cry to. to finally let out all of his problems emotionally and mentally, but no one ever reached out. and even on his deathbed, with a few days left until he loses his mind and finally ends himself, no one will reach for baekhyun, until his heart has stopped and his eyes are eternally closed.
OCCUPATION: college student (physics)
PERSONALITY: baekhyun keeps a notebook, a notebook that explains to the world what he is feeling, and counts down the days. this is to show the people who never asked what he was actually feeling, and why no one bothered to notice that in fact, baekhyun wants to kill himself. he sees it as an act of defiance, and act that he can finally do for himself, and while some find it to be a stupid act: no one bothers to ask why people do it. where the only way is up, but instead of climbing further up, baekhyun has decided to give up. baekhyun is a smart man, yet he doesn't feel that this is something he needs in life. baekhyun also talks to himself, a lot, to the point where it seems he's talking to someone, but that's because no one ever bothered to talk to him.
BACKGROUND: baekhyun grew up in a well off household, his father was one of the richest men in the country, dominating the fashion world with his designs, and baekhyun was often used as one of his dolls, his models. baekhyun's mother abandoned them when baekhyun was young, his father was far too narcisstic and never ever spent time with her or his son. but that is all baekhyun knew, all he saw, and all they ever told him. after the departure of his mother, baekhyun's father started taking his sorrows and frustrations out on his son. having an abusive father was the beginning. baekhyun's recline from society and school made everyone think baekhyun was weird, he was in such a nice house, with so much money, why was he not happy? why didn't he talk to anyone? and he always wore so much makeup. they assumed he was a snob and never talked to him, when all baekhyun wanted was someone to cry to. to finally let out all of his problems emotionally and mentally, but no one ever reached out. and even on his deathbed, with a few days left until he loses his mind and finally ends himself, no one will reach for baekhyun, until his heart has stopped and his eyes are eternally closed.
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