Sorta appreciation yas

So today is my birthday, I'm still young huzzah but bruh i mean, who doesnt like a birthday lmao 

I just wanted to stop by and drop a few words here and there, totally imagined Nusret there lol

So this year i learned that

1) if i dont feel like working, I cant work. and even if i do the result wouldnt be good. 

2) my health is the first priority. I know ive been prioritizing everything over my health and im working on changing that, i got into a phase where i was so busy that everything piled up on the sick af me and i couldnt get anything done. So basically, i work much better when im in a healthy state which leads us to the main point. Be healthy first then everything can work out. 

I know i have a lot of issues which i complain about at times, i know its kinda frustrating that i say im sick with this and that when my life style is simply to begin with so im trying to change it now, change the ed up life style i have i guess. Which will lead to a better physical and mental state. 

I wanted to thank all the people out there that ever stood by my side and tolerated me at my worst. I appreciate you guys so much, you dont even know. You make me a better person. I never felt so loved in any of my birthdays till today and its all thanks to you guys, i love you so much. 

and small psa, ive been thinking about a few people which i helped before, they wrote anonymously for me that they would wanna get closer to me and stuff so please, let me know who you are if you are one of them, i'd love that

thats all, love you guys 

xoxo.