I don't know why but I'm just questioning you guys. Am I a bad person? Because I seriously don't know if I am or not. Have I done anything to offend you guys? Have I done something to hurt you guys emotionally through text? Please tell me if I do. I try to cheer people up, I try to be there for people, but it always ends up me being the bad guy. Like I get that I'm clingy, I'm a weird person, and there are sometimes I just can't be there all the time, like my clinginess wears off. And then I get worried that I don't reply to a person? And then all of a sudden, I lose a friend. Or, if I've been there for the person the whole time, all of a sudden I'm unfriended. Like what am I doing wrong? What is it that the other people you guys are texting have that I don't? I get personal with you guys. I treat roleplay republic as another way to also form bonds and friendships. But to just toss it away like that, I get affected emotionally. I listen to you guys. I listen and I wait. If I'm not texting you, that doesn't mean I don't want to be friends anymore. I have OOC friends too. I try to be there for you guys, I snuggle with you guys, what is it that I'm doing wrong? Please tell me. I'm serious. I'm a nice person. I listen, I give support, what am I doing wrong?
Or else I'm just left clueless here and I'm sad.
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