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posted 3 hours ago
basic info
01.
full name
Han seojun
02.
alias(es)
simon (western)
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birthdate
august 9, 1999
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birthplace
seoul, south korea
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nationality
korean
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language(s)
korean, english
personal info
01.
r. orientation
heteromantic
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s. orientation
demiual
03.
current status
single, not interested
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love interest
n/a
04.
love language
acts of service
academics info
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year level
senior
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major
economics
03.
occupation
finance intern
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extracurriculars
basketball (for fun)
ooc info
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faceclaim
song mingi (ateez)
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ooc rules
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background
posted 4 hours ago
Chapter One: Serendipitious Beginnings 

In the heart of Seoul's bustling streets, fate wove its intricate tapestry, bringing together two souls destined to interwine.

Han Siwoo, a young man with a spark of ambition in his eyes, ventured into the heart of the city's cultural scene. Armed with a passion for photography, he sought to capture the soul of Seoul's streets. It was during one of his lens-focused escapades that he first glimpsed at the enchanting figure of Song Jiyeon. Her presence was like a melody that echoed in the corners of his heart, igniting a fire of fascination. 

Jiyeon, a radiant beauty whose grace seemed to halt time itself, was a reigning pageant queen, her allure enchanting all who crossed her path. As fate would have it, their paths converged at a prestigious art gallery, where Jiyeon's poise and charm caught the lens of Siwoo's camera, sealing their destinies together in a single clock. 

The serendipitous meeting was but the prologue to a tale of passion and connection and soon, their interactions blossomed into heartfelt conversations and shared dreams. The lens that had captured her image now encapsulted the essence of their budding love. Beneath the city's lights, they found solace in each other's company, kindling a flame that refused to flicker. 

And so, their love story crescendoed beneath Seoul's skyline, until the stars themselves seemed to dance in celebration. Their union, a marriage as natural as the ebb and flow of tides, brought forth the birth of their son, Han Seojun. He entered the world like a whisper, a symbol of the love they had defied the odds and transcended societal expectations. In the cradle of opulence and privilege, Seojun's life unfurled like a flower, adorned with the petals of luxury. His father's photography empire sprawled across continents, a testament to Siwoo's talent and dedication. Meanwhile, his mother's mesmerizing aura endured, casting a spell that continued to captivate hearts. 

Chapter Two: The Fragile Petals Unveiled  

As the years unfolded into the canvas of his parents' marriage, shades of opulence and success painted their life together. His father's foray into the realm of photography had led him to dizzying heights, an artist whose lens captured the world's allure. Amidst this brilliance, however, shadows of infidelity began to darken the edges of their union. 

With a heart that yearned for more than the tender embrace of matrimony, his father embarked on secret rendezvous. The ethereal beauty of his mother, once as captivating as a radiant rose, found her petals wilting under the weight of unspoken pain. The affair unfolded like the slow unraveling of a tapestry, delicate threads of secrecy woven into their lives. 

One fateful evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, his mother chanced upon an undeniable truth - her husband's unfaithfulness laid bare before her eyes. The world shifted, as if the very earth beneath their home had trembled, casting a veil or sorrow upon her once-shining visage. Her spirit, once vibrant and alive, succumbed to the melancholy of betrayal's touch. 

Thus, with the weight of her heart's shattered fragments, she drifted into the depths of despair. It wasn't long until the unbearable weight of her sorrow became a current that swept her away, leaving behind unanswered questions and a void that seemed insurmountable for young Seojun. His heart bore the imprints of this tragedy, a portrait etched in shades of grife that painted his every breath. The tendrils of melancholy wound around his soul, their grip unyielding as he navigated the world without his mother's gentle touch. 

The funeral came and went, a somber occassion that marked both an end and a beginning. Yet, the echoes of his father's actions refused to be muted. His childhood home soon became a revolving door, ushered by a parade of new faces with each passing day. A chorus of unfamiliar laughter seemed out of place amidst the remnants of his mother's presence, a dissonance that further deepened the rift between father and son.  

Chapter Three: A Bitter Dance of Discontent 

Amid the haunting echoes of betrayal, Seojun's heart transformed into a battleground, the echoes of his mother's tragic end resonating within him. Unspoken words took shape in fiery clashes with his father, the tempestuous exchanges etching deeper chasms in their already fractured relationship. Every argument was a desperate cry, a poignant attempt to shatter his father's facade of indifference and make him feel a fraction of the misery his mother had endured. 

In the dimly lit corners of elegant gatherings, his words turned into daggers, striking at the very core of his father's carefully constructed world. Yet, he aimed to unmask the man his father truly was, exposing him for the architect of their suffering that he had become. Amid this tumultuous dance of discontent, an inevitability loomed on the horzion. As if recognizing that proximity fueled their unending clashes, his father made the decision that would redraw the map of his son's life. The transcontinental expanse of distance was to be his sancturary, a place where time zones stood as barriers against their relentless conflicts. 

Hence, across oceans and continents, Seojun found himself at the International Olympic University but that doesn't stop him from thinking about sinful things his father did to their once perfect family. 
 
Dear Diary,

The weight of her absence, like a shadow that never fades, lingers within me. Each passing day. I find myself missing her more, the ache growing time. Mom, with her radiance and warmth, was the anchor that held our family together, and now the anchor has been pulled away, leaving behind a void that seems impossible to fill. 

I finally discovered the truth. The reason why she left us, why she was driven to that point. It's a pain that stabs at my heart, a truth that has shattered my perception of our perfect family. The knowledge that uncovered dad's tangled web of deceit, his betrayals hidden beneath his polished facade feels like a relentless storm that rages within me. It a hurt that's impossible to articulate, a blend of anger, sadness, and confusion. How could he have done that to her, to us? It's as if he discarded everything we were for his own selfish desires. Therefore, I resent him for tarnishing everything, for making her last moments so unbearable that she felt there was no other way out. 

I yearn to be with her again, to hear her soothing voice, and to feel her reassuring touch. I want to escape from the cold reality of a world without her warmth. Sometimes, I imagine what it would be like to talk to her, to share my thoughts, to seek her guidance. She was always good with giving advice but all I'm left now, are silent conversations with memories.

Mom, I miss you more than words can convey and while I can't be with you physically, I'll carry your memory with me always. I hope you can see the path I'm forging, one that's separate from the hurt that surrounded you. With every step, I strive to honor your legacy and find the happiness you deserved. 

Until we meet again, 
Seojun. 
Chapter Four: Pending...
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personality
posted 7 hours ago
infj-t, the advocate — introverted, intuitive, feeling and perception. 

introverted: his introspective nature is evident throughout his background. he often seeks solitude to reflect on his own thoughts and emotions, indicating a preference for inward focus and self-discovery. 

intuitive: his ability to see beyond the surface and recognize deeper meanings in situations reflects his intuitive nature. he is drawn to uncovering truths and understanding the underlying complexities of his family dynamics and his own emotions. 

feeling: his deep emotional responses to the loss of his mother and the betrayal of his father showcase his feeling-oriented personality. he experiences emotions intensely and is motivated by his inner values and sense of empathy.  

judging: his determination to confront and resolve his emotiona; turmoil demonstrates a judging preference. he seeks closure and resolution, and his decision to attend college abroad is a strategic move to distance himself from his father's influence and the pain of his past. 
 
01.
likes
deep conversations, meaningful relationships, journaling, photography, nature walks and hiking, exploring art galleries and museums, basketball, chicken (fav food), nachoes.
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dislikes
deceit and betrayal, crowded and noisy environments, materialism, superficial values, insensitivity, forced socialization, lack of personal space, bugs. 
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hobbies
photography, writing/journaling, nature retreats, traveling.
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fears
betrayal, abandonment, repeating his parent's mistakes, not living up to expectations, losing control, reliving painful memories.
05.
goals
personal growth and development.
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connections
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enigmatic.
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In the shattered mirror of betrayal, the fragments of trust are irreversibly lost.
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