im cute and you know you love me, so ing deal with it.

so guess what.

my browser froze. the moment I finished the letter I wrote for you. and- the three or four pictures I posted ended up, like—gone as well. poof. goodbye. /weeps bcs dis means I have to rewrite the fAHKING LETTER ASDFGHJKL;’ SONUVA WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME DIS IS ED UP.

ahem.

anyway.

d e e p b r e a t h e s.

hey. it’s me—“woo chang yoon whoever the you are” and im here to make my mark on your wall (yes, pun intended). so like—I talked a lot in my original letter ing internet explorer I ing hate you you wannabe firefox  and just…expressed a lot of things—like my love, appreciation, and concerns when it comes to you and . it was all genuine and stuff, but then /aggressively shakes my fists and shrieks and roundhouse kicks internet explorer before roaring like a monster unfortunate circumstances happened.

no worries though. I’ll just—write another letter. :D this one might be a bit more to the point though, maybe even blunt /takes computer and smashes it onto the floor and starts stomping on it repeatedly.

piece of advice: just ignore the crossed out , it’s basically inner woohyun making his mark on your “nonexistent” profile too, so just eat it, ok.

first off, I love you. it’s really as simple as that. I love you and care about you a whole ing lot. we’ve known each other for over a year so far, and (within our circle of friends) every single one of us have worried about each other and suffered in our own personal way. it’s weird really—how everything turned out in the end. how we all ended up. it’s endearing too, but I cant help but feel that there’s more to it—that there’s more to come. we’ve had each others backs for awhile, and I know it’ll continue, but I have a feeling that small things will change, and it’s kinda making me anxious thinking about it.

but anyway, the point of the matter is that imma use this opportunity to say you for tormenting me as changmin thank you.

I’m actually pretty damn serious right now. really—thank you.

thank you for falling in love with yoona back in November, year 2014.

thank you for letting changmin in and befriending him, letting him take care of you.

thank you for accepting woohyun and loving him the same regardless of the changes in feelings and circumstances and relationships and all types of .

thank you for just—always having my back. thank you for worrying about me so much and getting scared when I abruptly left this place when I personally felt as though I couldn’t take it all anymore. thank you for making me laugh the moment I really need to. thank you for your sarcastic remarks and random comments. thank you for your awkward affections and weirdass tumblr links. thank you for your friendship and your words of wisdom and your guidance and your genuine feelings and opinions. just—thank you for everything, really.

I know life gets really ty sometimes. I know it all gets painful and hard to cope with. I know this, I know. but let us take care of you, man. in all those past romantic relationships you had, it was always about their feelings and what they were going through and the things they needed. but what about you, man?

I get that taking care of others is in your nature. I get that you have this ed up habit of putting the needs of others before your own. I get it, man. but, can you just—stop. let others pamper you for once, okay? next time you get a boyfriend or girlfriend, make sure they can actually give you the reassurance and encouragement you need instead of it always being about what they need all the time. you matter, okay? your feelings matter, your conflicts matter, your opinions matter, your likes and dislikes and pet peeves matter—it all just ing matters, and it cant keep getting pushed to the side by you or anyone else.

the only reason I really wanted admin privileges in the first place was to with people’s profiles and names in order to enact my rEVENGE BECAUSE YOU ES THINK YOU COULD JUST BULLY ME AND GET AWAY WITH IT WELL THINK AGAIN create this sort of…”safe corner” for you whenever you needed just a little boost—yknow, some reassurance and encouragement from yours truly. I mean—I was kinda hoping that this would make you happy. that it would make you at least smile or some , because an amazing human being like you deserves it. /fLAILS MY TINY LIMBS AT YOU AND RAWRS. SMILE AND CHEER UP, .

ing smile now, okay.