((wait. Kyuhyun.. You nearly made me cryyy Dx lol i'm listening to Ali's Carry On. The ost for drama Faith. Oh my,, this is soooo saaddddd. I had to reread this like trice..? Dx))
Thunder stiffened, as he was left alone on the rooftop. The person who comforted him while he was crying just now, ended up being the one who cried and left. He slowly fell onto the hard ground, trying hard to hold his tears back. It was all his fault. It was all his fault to leave Kyuhyun when he needed someone to be with him before. That boy lived in such a broken family, that no one knew about. Only him, only thunder knew that, but he was to no help. It was as if he burdened him more after rejecting his love. 'Why in the world did he loved me..? Out of all people..? Why me??' He thought. He sighed and tried to wipe his tears off. "now, to settle things over.." He stood up and went to the staircase, hoping that his plan would end up the best for him.
(@Bacon Idk. Probably because it's 5 am xD )
((I'm listening to KRY's Whisper Of The West. It's gonna be heart breaking xD)
Kyuhyun scoffed. "Can you go back and stop my mom from marrying that man I called father? To prevent me from being born..? Could you do that for me?" He asked finally turning around to face Thunder, his hands clenched in to tight fists. But they relaxed as the words started to flow out. "I-I know I'm a bad kid but... But how am I suppose to be a saint if my life has been so ed up? I... It seems like I can't keep something...normal or pure in my life. I always screw it up somehow...." He said as his eyes have been adverted to the ground. Once Kyuhyun had finally looked up, it was a heart wrenching scene. A very intimidating rebel, looking like a helpless child. "W-Why is that Sanghyun? Why am I-I so screwed up?" He asked in a wobbly tone. "I-I think I should leave..." He said in a whisper. As Kyuhyun walked towards the staircase he whistled a tune both-him and Thunder knew very well- to prevent himself from crying. Because it is impossible to cry while you're whistling. As soon as Kyuhyun reached the door he turned around. "C-Can you be happy? That's really all I-I need..." Kyuhyun said with a weak smile on his lips. "Just be happy! I would be fine with that, make sure Joon treats you well." He ended softly as he turned around and opened the door to the staircase.
Thunder turned to the boy. Yes, he did feel bad for turning him down, but he could do nothing. if only Kyuhyun confessed to him earlier, they both might ended up being together or something. "okay, kyu. I'll do anything to make you feel better. Just tell me, kyuhyun. I'll do anything for you.."
Kyuhyun bit his lower lip and pushed the other away softly. "Yeah sure you didn't. J-Just go to Lee Joon or something." He said sadly and walked towards the edge of the roof and looking over the school. He looked down and played with a small rock by his shoe, kicking it away from him. "Sad isn't? I mean everything is just making my life even better." He mumbled to himself.
"kyu.. I.. I do like you, kyuhyun ah.. But .. Ermm but.." He then pulled Kyuhyun into a hug, a very comforting one. "I'm sorry Kyuhyun ah.. I didn't mean to break your heart.."
Kyuhyun chuckled bitterly. "I'm just a best friend though. Right?" He asked a bit forced then needed. He wasn't surprised that Thunder turned him down but it was his fault for being slow at it. He sighed and shook his head softly.
Thunder knew what would be the answer to his question, but nonetheless he was still surprised to hear it. He saw the boy stood up. "Kyuhyun.. I.. I don't know what to say.. I.. I mean.. I.. Love Joon. But.. Erm.. You.. You are someone that is precious to me too.. Kyuhyun ah.."
Kyuhyun hid his face as Thunder got closer. His legs seem like a good place to hide his face today. "Yeah I know you love Joon... This was a big mistake. I understand." He said loud enough for Thunder to hear. His heart ached and it was in pain. Kyuhyun stood up and wiped his face once again. "Well yeah... Sadly." He said softly.
There was an awkward silence filling the moment as both of them prefered to take their time thinking about what to do next. Only then, Thunder went towards Kyuhyun who had already went away from him. "Kyuhyun ah.. I.. I really didnt mean to do that, I mean.. Arghh!" He ruffled his hair in disappointment. "look, no one should know this, okay? I hope you understand.." He said, looking at the poor boy in front of him. "but really, kyu.. It was .. Me? You love me?"
(WHOA! xD Weeeeird! & OH GOSSIP GIRL IS ONLINE! XDDDDDDDD)
Kyuhyun shook his head lightly and looked away. "S-Sorry..." He whispered back. This was awkward. Considering Thunder was his only true friend. Plus he's liked-okay loved-him for a good period of time. He scooted away again, looking down at his lap and playing with his hands.
Kyuhyun teased the other's tongue with his own. His hands firmly gripping Thunder's hips, pulling him closer and dominating the kiss. It wasn't until he pulled away and gave him a -.- look and sighed, pulling his hands away from the other's hips.
(@Thunder It's okay~~ :3)
(@Bacon Yes, Yes I Am! xD)
(wait! I was supposed to be that kind of character! Dx
I felt sinned xD =='
Ouh baek ah, at this time thunder havent confess to joon yet, they confessed later at night at the library. But ermm, since we did this two time skit at the same time, this drama here at the rooftop got a bit more dramatic, while the character at the library had confessed. Aigoo now even i confused)
Thunder moaned in the kiss, it was something that he hadn't felt for quite a long period of time. thunder ran his hands through the smaller boy's hair, pulling him into a deeper kiss. However, not long after that, he was as if was crashed back into reality, pulled away from the kiss, with a shocked expression.
(my my, i at writing this Dx i had never tried to write this kind of thing Dx)