Alpha Ravi's Den

@A- Ravi Sanggil only listened, since he had curled slightly and closed his eyes. He was listening, the pain in his heart getting bigger and bigger, until it got physical for real. Ravi's words hurt... they were true, his point of view was what was considered the 'right' one, Gil was guilty, and yet... Why did it have to be like this...
He wasn't right to try and balance a life between two mates, but it was too late to leave any of them. Junyeon had a kid and Sanggil was as much of a parent of it as Junyeon was, even if not biologically. Ravi's pups on the other hand were growing up in his stomach slowly. There was no way to leave any of them both without regretting it forever.
"Good then...", he mumbled, his voice low and empty. He had to deal with this pain somehow... He had to defend himself from being attacked by both of his mates. He had to become the closed Omega he used to be back in the days that didn't allow anyone to mess in his life. He stood up, yanking his own body away from Ravi's strong angry grip, and headed outside. "I'm going home.", he said, but didn't give any explanations. In fact, he was going to the city, to his actual home where he was always protected and lonely, but Ravi didn't need to know about this. Neither did Junyeon. They both didn't need to know about him and how hurt he was because of them two.
The boy's eyes were teary by the time he got out. He turned into his wolf form and ran as fast as he could. If everything went well, he'd arrive to the city early in the morning. Right now, it didn't matter if it was night or not. The Omega boy just wanted to get away... somewhere to be alone. The moon was bright enough to help him find his way and even if he was pretty slow, he was pretty sure he wouldn't need too much time, even though he was far away from the city.

@O-Sang Gil The body in his arms visibly tensed, and the pleasant feeling and smell of happiness in the air became sour with fear and confusion. The omega was obviously scared of his alpha's reaction, and as much as Ravi knew he was making a mistake, there was no suppressing his instincts once they broke the barriers he'd built up so long ago.
"Gil-ah...why do you torture me? We're mates, we should only have one another in this way...what you're doing is considered cheating, even if the other one was with you first...I don't know how long I can keep tolerating this situation." His tone was a soft murmur, however the undertoned threat was clearly audible. Either his omega solves this problem by himself, or the Alpha will have to in, and it won't be very pretty.

@A- Ravi Sanggil's voice faded away when he heard the growling change it's tone from a sad to a furious one. His lips remained parted, the boy looking at his Alpha and trying to work out the right thing to say or do. But he was simply numb, unable to move even a bit. His lover's grip on his body was tightening, words full of anger pooling out. He had never seen Ravi like this. Even back when he scared away this bear that was chasing the Omega boy, he didn't radiate such strong dangerous feelings. Sanggil's eyes widened and his heart began beating faster. His body tensed in a defensive manner, it was only natural to do this when seeing the Alpha so full of rage. What to do... What to say... What was a right move in this moment...?

Thoughts were storming around in his mind and he was having a hard time working out what they were supposed to mean. He loved Ravi, he loved Junyeon. Junyeon was hurting, Ravi was furious. He had pups inside of himself... He was an Omega, he needed an Alpha... Or did he? Why did he get involved into all of this in the first place... He used to be independent and happy, now he was dependent and miserable.

On the other hand... Ravi was his mate. Junyeon was really someone Sanggil loved, but he was never going to become an Alpha. Ravi was someone Sanggil could always count on, he was the father of his children. Each and every word the other said was completely true. He was Ravi's. He had something that belonged to him in his body. Sanggil was the wrong one here... because it was in wolves' nature to be possessive and protective and he was selfishly making his mate suffer just so he could be with someone else, when it wasn't supposed to be so in the first place.

Sanggil's heart and mind were both hurting now, his body trembling slightly, a new feeling was taking its place in the boy's tiny body. He was feeling hopeless... He didn't know how to escape this situation, he didn't know how to make it better. He was in the hands of someone he trusted, but felt unsure and in danger. The worst part was that... he deserved the rage the other felt for him... He couldn't say anything, so he swallowed once, twice, trying to push this lump down his throat. "I...", he mumbled, voice shaky with fear and sadness, "I love you...", he managed to let out. Crap, what a useless sentence. It didn't make anything better for sure... The Omega looked down, curling around himself in a protective manner, ready to take whatever the other was about to give him.

@O-Sang Gil The hurt inside his heart grew bigger by every word that passed the other's lips, and from that hurt came sadness, and from sadness came anger. It didn't take him long until he couldn't keep quiet and was growling in rage, a deep and menacing sound, completely unlike the normally kind and friendly Alpha. The hand that was holding Sanggil in place suddenly became more threatening than comforting, the touch tightening into a vice-like grip.
"We shouldn't be having this debate in the first place. You are mine, only mine. nobody else has any right to claim you as theirs. You bear my mark and you are carrying my pups. You should only love me..." With each word his voice got lower and angrier, until he was seething in barely suppressed rage. Only his own love and respect for his mate held him back.

@A- Ravi Sanggil looked down guilty. He hated the situation, because he had enough love to give to everyone, but both of his loved people were suffering because of it. "The other day Junyeon got so upset about it... but I told him this and I'm telling it to you as well. My love for you isn't any smaller because I love him and Jun Il.", he hummed, taking control over his slightly shaky voice and looking up. He had to look Ravi in the eyes, he had to show that his words were the truth, cause it was tiring to worry about it all the time. He wanted to have all of his beloved ones around and to make them all happy. "I love all of you. You're my big family I never knew I needed in my life.", he hummed, leaning his forehead on Ravi's shoulder. "I promise to never make you feel not loved. I won't forgive myself if I do..."

@O-Sang Gil Everything was fine until Sanggil mentioned that unfortunate circumstance. Ravi knew the omegas have been together for a very long time and he had no right to get between them, but it still hurt, that knowledge that his mate wasn't his only. That the kid had someone else he slept beside at night, he kissed goodbye every morning. He growled lowly, voice full of pain and sadness.
"I know, Gil-ah. It might not be to my liking, but I know..."

@A- Ravi Sanggil looked up. He had meant to ask the same soon... listening to Ravi made him smile though. "You don't have to take on it all alone. Me and Junyeon will help as well. I mean, we might be Omegas, but we can do basic stuff even when pregnant. And I'm only in the second month or so. I don't even feel pregnant yet~", he said and smiled, then got quiet for a second. "Ravi you... know I love him too, right...? I mean... you know that I need to show affection to him as well..."

@O-Sang Gil Seeing the omega so happy and unguarded for the first time in ages made him want to keep his mouth shut, but he had to speak up in order to solve another increasing problem.
"So,will you be moving in soon? With Junyeon and Junil? Cause I'd have to clean up in the guest rooms or maybe even the basement and third floor...not to mention finally doing something with that mess of a garden. No way you're going through pregnancy without me though. I'm not that type of Alpha."

@A- Ravi Sanggil laughed even harder, leaning against his Alpha's chest that always gave him such protective feelings. It was precious... to feel so close, so guarded and safe. "I will do my best. I want to be... a good mum...", he said and nodded, closing his eyes and listening to Ravi's heart for a few seconds, thinking about their baby, or maybe even babies. He couldn't wait until Junyeon moved in.

(Ps. Let's assume Ravi knows that Junyeon gave birth? I think that's the chronological order... he has to know xD)

@O-Sang Gil He whines at the implication. "Oh c'mon, kid. I don't that bad...I mean, my sense of humor is pretty weird, but dad jokes are on a whole another level of yness!" No. Just no. He had promised himself he won't be that kind of dad. Too embarrassing.
"You know....moms aren't always the ones that cook and clean. Making the place feel like home doesn't neccessarily mean slaving over the stove all day...but you'll do well. I just know it." They'll have Junyeon to cook (not only that) anyways. The kid had some mad kitchen skills.

@A- Ravi Sanggil gulped, feeling his breath hitch slightly at these words. He looked away, thinking. He had to be a mum... Mums were usually the ones who made a place feel like home by cooking, cleaning, always being there to give support to whoever needed it. Just like Junyeon. But he? He had never been like this... "I wonder...", he mumbled and sighed, trying to push these thoughts away. He was who he was. Maybe he wasn't the traditional Omega, but it only meant he'd raise his kids differently, not in a bad way. "But I know for sure you'll be the best father.", he smiled, then laughed suddenly, "I feel a lot of dad jokes coming..."

@O-Sang Gil "The more the better, right? A big family is just what this old house needs to get brighter. And whatever rank they are, they will be ours and we'll take care of them properly." He has no plans of mistreating his Beta or omega children, een though he knows many Alphas do. A child is a child, and even omegas, they would be his blood. Hurting them would feel like cutting into his own flesh.
"You'll be a wonderful mom, Gil-ah."

@A- Ravi Sanggil pouted and looked up at him, but calmed down at the nice words. It truly did sound like a fairytale's happy end. Sanggil placed a hand over his stomach. He didn't feel anything yet and this made it magical. He was carrying pups in his belly, Ravi's children. "I wonder if it's one? Or maybe more?", he asked suddenly, biting his lip. "Or if it's Alpha or Omega... or Beta... ah... Ravi, my mind will explode..."

@O-Sang Gil He sighs, exaggerating the sound to make it a bit comical, and pinches the omega on the arm, hard. Not so hard as to be painful, just to sting and remind him this is very much real.
"Of course this is happening. We are together, we will have pups, and you and that friend of yours will move in with me once everything is settled. Sounds like a happily ever after to me, kid."

@A- Ravi Sanggil held tightly onto Ravi, spinning with him and clinging tightly onto him, grinning and laughing.
"You can do all of this, Ravi, I'm yours and I'll stay with you.", he said and brushed their noses, "I can't believe this is happening... really..."

@O-Sang Gil The quick kiss made him smile even wider as he picked Sanggil up, stood and spun him around. He was so happy, his dream was happening. he's going to have a family, a pack of his own.
"I don't know if I want to kiss you, hug you, you or start fussing over you, Gil-ah. Just know that I love you and I'm happy. You made me happy."

@A- Ravi Sanggil felt the tension turn to excitement. He looked at Ravi and got up, standing before him and holding his face. "Yes... we are... we're having our own pups, for real.", he grinned and leaned to kiss him quickly. His hands were shaking, looking at Ravi being so happy was making him shake.

@O-Sang Gil It took him a second to zoom in on the three strips of paper in front of him, but when he did, the surprise gave way to the purest joy he's ever felt in his whole life.
"Gil-ah....that's...amazing. Oh gods, we're having pups!" Yup, he was still not over it. It'll take him some time to calm down, maybe a nap or two, and more talking. Definitely more talking.

@A- Ravi Seeing the way the sleepy expression changed, twisting and turning into a surprised one. He obviously didn't believe it yet. "No! I'm not.", he pouted and took the three tests out, showing them to Ravi. "I'm pregnant. I'm having pups. You're having pups!!"

@O-Sang Gil Wait, what? Did he hear wrong? Did his mate just say what he thinks he said?
He nearly choked on air, for once rendered completely silent by what Sanggil told him.
"P-pregnant? We will have...pups?" Oh Hel, I'm a father? So soon too! He was internally panicking, but it was the normal dad panic, not the 'omg-no-I-don't-want-kids' panic. His eyes bulged out, his cheeks puffed up and all in all he looked like a surprised hamster. "You aren't screwing with me, are you?"

@A- Ravi Sanggil clung to the other while being picked up and sat on his lap, cuddling there and humming. He shook his head. No, he hadn't left yet, but he was done with modelling, so he wasn't that overworked anymore. He bit his lip and sighed, breath shaky. "I... you know that you... Ravi! I'm pregnant."

@O-Sang Gil He yawned, because dammit, as cute as it was, he was about to catch some Zzz's and didn't get to. Then he sat up, grabbed the kid off the floor (he was still stupidly light) and sat him on his lap, hugging him tight.
"News you say? Did you finally quit that stupid second job? You know it only makes you more tired." He'd rather his pretty omega didn't work at all and just let Ravi pamper him, but the kid had too much energy and responsibility for his own good.

@A- Ravi Sanggil looked at the Alpha opening his piercing eyes and he smiled. "I have a free day today. I need to spend time with you.", he answered and sat on the floor, keeping their faces close. It all seemed perfect and it was about to become even more perfect. "I've got... some news for you.", he hummed and looked at him

@O-Sang Gil He could hear soft footsteps inside the house, but he ignored them - the only one who would come to see him was his mate, and there was no reason for him to be worried at all if it was indeed Gil.
There was a hand in his hear, combing through the mass of blue, and he was being kissed. Slowly, as if to keep the idyllic calmness of the moment, he kissed back, opening his eyes to look at the perfection that was his lover.
"Mmm...playing Prince Charming, are we? Shouldn't you be at work, Gil-ah?"

@A- Ravi Sanggil trusted his nose and followed the sweet scent of his Alpha to the living room, shuddering at the warmth that hit his body as he entered the room. He saw Ravi on the couch, half asleep, breathing already quite calmly. Sanggil moved closer, announcing his arrival by not hiding the sound of his steps at all. He just squated beside the couch, right beside Ravi's face. His lover's image made him calm down. He truly was worried and excited but Ravi looked just as usual - just his sleepy, warm Alpha. He leaned and kissed his lips softly, reaching to caress his blue hair and waiting for him to open his eyes. In fact, maybe he was just avoiding the topic, even though it had to be said... He just... didnt know how...

@O-Sang Gil It was about two months from the day when he had finally found himself a mate. During the time, they've seen each other multiple times, the omega sleeping over quite often. More mating has occured, although none of it as intense as when Gil went into heat. They've also hunted together, the Alpha helping his cute lover catch some food for his friend and himself.
He was half asleep in the living room, fire in the fireplace burning brightly. He was bored, having read all the books in his library and living in the middle of woods, cut off from civilisation. A visit would be nice...

@A- Ravi Sanggil was looking at the pregnancy test, biting his lips. It was the third one he took. All three of them concluded that the Omega was now carrying Ravi's children inside of himself. He was now at the front door of Ravi's house, having taken a free day from work so he could spend some time with Junyeon and then head his Alpha's home to arrive safely. He entered and took his shoes off, as well as his coat, taking a breath and taking a few steps inside.

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@A- Ravi Sanggil's mind did get all worried up, trying to work out his own imaginations about the way this pack would look like. But Ravi's sudden change of mood definitely helped. The Omega boy heard the purring, what helped him relax against the Alpha's lean body again. He moved just slightly to slide off his mate's member, but didn't change the position really, he just remained close. He could sense the other daze off, so he closed his eyes and prepared to fall asleep as well.

@O-Sang Gil The kid immediately tensed when he growled, and not even his words of a pack, a family, could fully relax his nervous shoulders. Ravi sighed, mentally kicking himself for letting his more wolfish nature shine through and scaring his mate.
He placed a comforting kiss on Sanggil's forehead, then went back to his happy purring, for once ignoring that it made him look more feline than canine. If omegas are allowed to mewl, then he should be damn well allowed to purr. Especially when he was so nice and warm...
Soon, the other had his arms full of an almost sleeping Alpha, a small smile on the bluehead's face.