@GD Uhm, both, *Nods*
I may not seem like it,
but I'm rather curious about most things.
*Puffs my cheeks out a bit*
Eh, I see it that way,
true, but still-
hopefully being here, it'll help.
@Jongin We have what in common?
The element or curiosity
/rubs my knees and laughs/
Anyhow you are not lame
And no one can blame you for being a bit void
Considering you've been locked up your entire life
@GD I see.
*Chuckles*
Well, at least we have something in common.
*Shakes head*
Eh.
I'm somewhat emotionally void,
*Looks at you, grinning sheepishly*
I'm kind of lame.
@Jongin I'm naturally curious
/shrugs/
And kind of a to be honest
/waves the thought away/
Well now is your time to experience feelings
and emotions and powers and all that good stuff
/nods
@GD I've been locked in my own room for the past
eighteen, almost nineteen years of my life.
I talked to four people;
my mother, my father, the maid, and Rujia.
So, some things haven't been an option.
*Raises an eyebrow*
That- wait- why?*Chuckles*
I've never really done anything..
I used to just, well, sit..so,there was no reason to feel anything.
@Jongin Damn boy
/shakes my head/
And you are good looking
/chuckles/
Well I'd certainly like to know when you find out
So how have you coped living with this?
@GD *Looks at you blankly
after you do*
I was born like this.
*Looks at my arm, tilting my head*
I don't feel anything.
It takes quite a lot for me
to feel even the slightest pressure.
@GD And the feelings?
*Raises an eyebrow*
Mhm..
*Nods slowly, and sighs,
holding my arm out to you,
tugging my sleeve up*
Do something.
Anything. Burn me,
hit me-
@Jongin It's all about progressing
It doesn't matter what happened in the past
Or even whats going on now
/sits down next to you/
Only that you try to improve yourself to be better tomorrow
I used to see and hear things too
/nods and swallows/
Still do sometimes
But it's a sign your other powers are surfacing
@Jongin Being normal is so overrated
/cringes and waves the bad thoughts away/
Why be regular when you can have badass powers
Get all the ladies...
Set things on fire...
/chuckles/
@GD Very, indeed.
*Jumps slightly at the sudden movements*
You..
are a very strange person,
you know that?
*Chuckles lightly*
Honestly..I don't think you can.
*Looks over, and waves slightly for Rujia to
come sit down*
It's hard to- I don't know how to explain it.
@Jongin I get it
The concept is frightening
/crosses my legs and then jumps up, out of nowhere/
But when you can use them on purpose, it's exhilarating
The amount of power and control you have
/smiles wickedly and laughs/
Thats why I want to help you, so you can have those feelings
@GD It's an uncomfortable feeling- knowing you can do that, and..when you did,
It was odd..
*Furrows brow*
I'll keep that in mind.
*Plays with the ring on my finger, looking around*
I've never really used mine on purpose..
It's always been an accident.
@Jongin But it's possible you see
To not have the war inside
/nods and looks at the water in the distance/
My specialty is Concilium
So if you feel like the war is raging especially hard one day,
Come down to the leader cabin and I'll help you out
/smiles faintly and chuckles/
Using your powers can be very straining, why don't we take a break?
@GD *Watches it dim, pulling my sleeves back down*
Alright..
*Hesitates but comes to sit down, crossing my legs*
I see..
That's probably the first time, in a long time, there wasn't a war raging inside my mind..
@Jongin /waves my hand over the flame to diminish it to a warm glow/
I think that is enough for now
/sits down on a rock and motions for you to sit/
Concilium is the power to control one's mind
I calmed you, but ultimately you quelled the fire, not me
It was your mind that stopped it
@GD *Watches you curiously, feeling rather uneasy*
O-oh?
Mhm..
*Shifts a bit, watching the fire go down with a somewhat lost expression*
*Glances down at my own hand, shaking off the odd feeling*
@Jongin I'll show you
/nods and smiles, walking over behind you/
The power of concilium
I'll use my will to control yours to control the fire
Got it?
/closes my eyes and uses concilium to calm your mind, resulting in the flames to go down further/