━ PARK.

/walking and taking a time alone, its all I ever needed, and as the cool wind brushes against my cheeks I suddenly remembered a poem I have written way back when/
"state I hate,
but longed to have
Afraid-"
/i took another step, inching towards a near mahogany bench/
"because it might never last
Condemned-"
/speaks with a low husky,deep voice, not too loud, just right to portray what the emotions are in the poem/
"because I know for a fact
that love-"
/casually slouching down to pick up an isolated brown dry leaf on the ground/
"will define me
to more than what I have
Beseated-"
/is quite thankful that as I am reciting this, no one is around or I might be mistaken as crazy man/
"for I have accepted the fact
that I will be weak & tormented
or might be torned apart,
Wrecked-"
/though as I am uttering this words, I was kinda thinking that it would have been somehow great if there's someone I could share this poem to/
"by your sudden absence
Doomed-"
/and I am slowly reaching the bench; I slip the leaf inside the pocket of my jacket deciding to put it on my desk later/
"lost again for a moment
but hope is in my heart
for I know I will see you soon
and that time will allow us
to be together again"
/plops down and takes a seat, relaxing for a few seconds before carefully muttering the last part/
"I am afraid, I am weak, I am Human
yet complete & intact
For I have fallen inlove again,,,"

@kim jongin /blinks at the sight of my sunglasses on the bench, and hesitantly grabs them along with the note, quickly reading it and looks up as a man walks over and hands me all the balloons, eyes wide as i cab't help but the take the balloons with full hands, and looks around wondering if this is some sort of joke or prank, and before i know it my feet are leading me to the nearest coffee shop, eyes helplessly looking around for you at the table you mentionned./

/after leaving the note at your place i had to literally sprint my way to the park in case you were quick to find it and follow after me. i was panting by the time i arrived, chest heaving up and down erratically as i let my eyes wander around. i refused to take a cab or any mode of transportation for the fear of a traffic jam or something of the sort, especially at the usual rush hour. i located the bench mentioned in the note. i took of your shades that i wore before fishing another note from my back pocket. i placed the note on the bench using your sunglasses as a weight to hold it down. i knew there would be a man selling balloons at this time around the day somewhere in the park. thankfully, it didn't take too long to find him and when i did, i bought all the balloons - the entire bunch he was selling. i instructed for him to keep close to the bench to keep an eye on the note to make sure it remained there and to give you the balloons once you've arrived. i also made it clear to him not to tell you anything, or talk to you in general.

"hyung, i thought maybe we could talk over a cup of coffee instead – meet me at the cafe right across from the park. i'll be waiting at the table set beside the flower pots, remember? that table we sat at the last time we enjoyed some coffee together. jongin."