━ NAMSAN TOWER.

SOMEONE BRING KIM JONGIN TO ME RN

i love you baby ♡

is it? becuase its mine too.
we should - never mind, ill be a little and save that for later
/chuckles breathlessly, a glint of mischief flickering in my orbs.

this is by far my favorite place
i love you babe.

@pretty hands prince ┊byun baekhyun /it was magical to say the least, the feeling of your plush and rosy tiers pressed against mine in a blissful, sincere and innocent kiss that had a whole lot of meaning and emotion poured into it. there was no bite, no tongue, just lazy dragging of lips, one meshing perfectly over the other as if they were made for each other. the proximity we shared was so intimate, we were breathing the same air and at point it almost felt like as if my heartbeat was in perfect synch with yours and some part of me believed that. a minty scent - probably from the mint flavored candy id chewed a bit earlier was exchanged in the intermingling of our breaths. the way your petite fingers gripped the hem of my shirt made my heart flutter just as it felt a twinge of pain because let's face it - we've been through so much and we've come so far together to get where we are now. i was the first to break the contact, resting my temple against yours as i brought a hand up to caress your cheek with the back of my hand, my lips still hovering millimeters over yours so that they would brush over yours as i spoke in a hushed whisper. im not going anywhere, you're all mine and im all yours.. i love you hyung.

@kim jongin /looks up at you as you cup my cheeks, eyes glossy and twinkling under the moonlight and lets them fall close as you kiss away all my worries, all my doubts and uncertainty and lifts my hand up to desperately hold onto the hem of your shirt in a weak small hold that whispers 'please, never let me go.' and to sat that the feeling of your lips on mine is butterfly-setting would be an understatement, because now my hands are aching to hold you and my lips only want to taste yours and my entire body is set in fireworks at the simple lip lock, tiptoeing a bit to press my lips more onto yours, and accumulates the courage to mumble a soft 'mine' into the kiss/

@pretty hands prince ┊byun baekhyun /at your answer i nearly felt the urge to drop to the floor and fall unconscious because all the emotions tormenting me for god knows how long lifted off my shoulders in that one instant. i took a few intakes of much needed oxygen before manning up for the sake of the both of us as i gingerly take all the items from your hands, placing some on the bench while tying the bunch of balloons to the wood. with my frame turned from you for that split second moment i rubbed my eyes with the sleeve of my shirt in haste before making my way to you again. cupping your face in between my hands never felt so right and i was quick to gently brush away your tears with my thumbs. im sorry i took so long, don't cry anymore. i love you hyung.. /i let a tender smile steal over my features, letting my eyes flutter to a close as my lips fell over yours in a kiss that knocked all the wind out of my lungs.

@kim jongin /watches as you walk close to me, helplessly taking the bouquet of flowers in my already full and shaky hands, the risk of me dropping everything at any momemt rising but all thoughts faded away as you started speaking, and as my eyes looked through your wattery ones, feeling a sudden urge to cry as well./
/blinks my tears away through your entire speech, a tiny drop managing to slip down my cheek. as you say those three words, my heart jumps through my chest, and my legs go weak, feeling extremely overwhelmed at all that has happened in the past hour and without knowing it tears flow down my cheeks, but i stay expressionless, not knowing how to respond and the only urge i have is to hide in your shirt and hug you tight, but stays numb with all the things busying my hands, and simply nods once, view blurry by now/
y-yes, i'll be yours, you know i'll always wait for you. always.
/mumbles in a weak voice

@pretty hands prince ┊byun baekhyun /i'd finished singing the whole of our latest album to myself while waiting for you, time was ticking away mercilessly and there i was, standing pathetically in all my clammy handed glory beside the bench. my mind began to cloud with all the possible scenarios as to why you wouldn't show up, you had a good reason not to and i almost felt my heart sink at the thought of all this meticulous preparation going to waste. i lowered my head, the bouquet of white carnations in hand as i felt the tears stinging at my eyes. hyung.. /it was like as if the whisper flew into the air, unheard and the thought alone sent a pang of pain to my chest. i snapped my head back up however, when a faint ding echoed, through my ears - could it really be? my heartbeat started to pick up the pace, running a marathon without my conscious permission and even more so when you welcomed yourself into my vision. for a moment i just fell silent, allowing the breeze to blow out the candle and the light from the tower illuminate your almost ethereal face. i swallowed thickly before getting my numb self to take a wobbly few steps forward. i cursed at how a few rebellious strands pricked at my eyes but that was besides the point. i ed the bouquet of flowers towards you, daring myself to meet your eyes directly before parting my lips to speak. i see you got the notes.. /i started off with an awkward chuckle before regaining composure and starting over, my tone a tad more serious.

hyung, we've gone through a lot together and most of it was an emotional roller coaster that i wish we couldn't have rode together. i've made my fair share of mistakes and they've come to be something i regret. i've made you cry, i've hurt you so much .. by denying - myself and my heart of reaching out for what i yearned. i feel so stupid - to have pushed you away so many times when all i ever wanted to do was return what you were giving to me. that's why, with a new resolve i've corrected my mistakes to the best of my ability, so that my heart no longer has any regrets or woes. it only has space for you. im sorry i hurt you hyung, thank you for loving me even though i've probably been one of the biggest pains and reasons for why you've been hurting.. but -

thank you for waiting for me..

i love you byun baekhyun..

/i flashed a gentle smile, tears brimming at my eyes as i finished.

will you be mine?

@kim jongin /i was pretty sure i looked like a lost kid by now, mind senseless enough to tell me to walk all the way to namsan tower with a bunch of balloons threatening to fly away from my hands, and a cup of untouched coffee in the other. as i reached the bottom of the tower, about to press the button of the elevator, my heart suddenly dropped as a small group of negatives propositions as to why you keep dragging me through town bubbled in my mind, and i swallowed my spit, hard, trying my best to calm myself down as the elevator goes up and my heart goes down, eyes closing for a second/ baekhyun for the love of God calm down. /i desperately whined to myself, looking up at the balloons and sighing when the doors opened to the last level of the tower and looks around, chewing on my bottom lip and almost dropping the cup of coffee at the sight of you, you in a knitted sweater, you in shorts, you with dark hair, just you. and you looked beautiful, and i cussed at my heart for having to go to a marathon everytime i see you. suddenly self conscious of how i chose to dress (combat boots, skinny jeans and the plainest of shirts with a poo-green jacket), i gave my lower lip no rest as i chewed on it endlessly, walking over to you and not daring to say a word, a dozen meters between us/

/it all came down to this moment. i was a sweaty mess by the time I'd finished all the preparations by the cafe and as planned i dropped by a friends house to have a proper change of clothes and a shower. honestly, it was nothing much, a knitted long sleeved shirt and a pair of beige shorts (because the rest was laundry) really, but it would have to suffice. the traffic died down by late evening and after dropping by to a flower, stationary and cake shop, i knew it was about time to go. with everything i had to carry i got myself a cab. i thanked every god and deity upstairs for absolutely no traffic as i arrived at the tower. i wasted no time waiting, going all the way up before examining the area. it was a work day and as expected there were close to no people, the remaining ones there were already leaving and soon i was the only one left. i paced forward, carefully picking the medium sized white cake with plain frosting from the box before placing it on the bench. everything seemed to be going right for there was no breeze this night and lighting a candle was the easiest of tasks, thank god. i left it there, bouquet in hand and hid, anxiously - waiting.