@β☣park jiminℋ (( THAT'S WHAT I WAS WANTING TO DO LOL XD THAT'S WHY I'M TRYING TO KEEP IT AS LOW AS POSSIBLE AHA I KNOW WE CAN GO MORE DRAMTIC THEN THIS XD lets rp Namsoo waking and realizing that he indeed had a miscarriage??? E u E ))
@β☣park jiminℋ /whimpers as I tremble more in pain, breathing hotly as I cry/
/shakes my head as if to tell you that it's okay before I fall unconscious/
@β☪lee♦namsoo *tries to keep calm for you and places my hand on your stomach, massaging gently*
*whispers reassuring words, but does nothing else*
I'm sorry... Namsoo- I'm so sorry...
@β☣park jiminℋ /breathes heavily as I cry softly, my body trembling as I lay where I am/
/hiccups as I sob, gripping onto my shirt as I let out a small cry/
I-i don't care. I-it just f-ing hurts!
@β☪lee♦namsoo - , ,
*takes a deep breath, wondering if there was anything else I could do*
You're going to be alright, Namsoo-
*glances worriedly at the blood that begins to stain the couch*
Baby... I'm going to take off your pants, is that alright?
@β☣park jiminℋ /I let out a small cry of pain, my body twisting as I curl into pain, breathing hotly/
I-it h-hurts m-my stomach. L-like s-something is coming out.
/whimpers out as I cry/
@β☪lee♦namsoo *finishes on the phone with emergency and hurries back over to you*
Namsoo, it's okay- there's help coming, okay?
* your hair back gently and kisses your forehead*
Can you tell me where it hurts?
@β☣park jiminℋ /whimpers as I cry softly, my breathing quickening as I tremble in pain/
/does what you say as I struggle to take in deep breaths, trying to calm down as I whimper in immense pain/
@β☪lee♦namsoo - oh. -
*pushes you down so you lie on the couch, stroking your hair in the most comforting way possible*
Shh, Namsoo, shh- I'm going to call the hospital, okay? Take deep breaths, okay?
*holds your hand with one hand while I begin to call on my phone with the other*
@β☣park jiminℋ /I start crying, the pain increasing more and more as I take in a sharp breath of pain/
J-jimin! I-it hurts!
/I tremble in pain as I realize I'm bleeding from my lower region/
@β☪lee♦namsoo *breath hitches and I wrap my arms around you again, stroking your back gently*
I'm sorry- Namsoo, it's okay- just take some breaths, baby. I'm sorry for upsetting you- shh...
@β☪lee♦namsoo I was your mate- I'm trying to do what's best for you!
You know I want you to be safe but can you, right now? I want the best for you yet-
*throws hands up in frustration* UGH. You can't support a child right now, and I can't take on any more jobs-
@β☣park jiminℋ /eyes widen, yelps when you roughly set me down to the side, wincing a bit more in pain as I curl into a ball, wrapping my arms around my swollen stomach/
Then let me not be healthy then Jimin! Let it not be healthy!
I can make up my own choices now! You're not my damned mother!
@β☪lee♦namsoo What can I say to make you UNDERSTAND?
*starts raising voice, taking you off my lap and setting you down roughly on the couch*
It's not HEALTHY, Namsoo! This isn't even a request anymore- Namsoo! *says warningly*
@β☣park jiminℋ /bites my lip harder, looks down/
You know me well enough, I've made up my mind and I'm not backing down from it Jimin.
/mumbles softly as I swallow thickly/
@β☪lee♦namsoo No.. Not alright! Namsoo, I worried about you, and I'm not afraid to say it more than once- l'd let that thing die in a heartbeat than risk your health, okay?
*takes your hands in mine*
Please, Namsoo, I'm begging you. Let's not have this fight again..
@β☣park jiminℋ Jimin!
I'm fine! Really!
/I look at you as I bite my lip, cups your cheeks as I look into your eyes/
It's just an effect in the first trimester... alright?
@β☣park jiminℋ /bites my lip as I look at you, takes in a shaky breath/
I thought you said you didn't want to argue about the baby today.
/says as I look at you, winces in slight pain/
@β☪lee♦namsoo Namsoo... its not going to be good for you... please?
*cups your cheeks in my hands*
Baby, there are going to be so many more opportunities to have children... but now isn't the time.
@β☣park jiminℋ /puffs my cheeks out, moves to lightly straddle you, my brown eyes on you/
Yes. I've made my mind. I'm not giving up this baby.
Even if it's not yours, or anyone's at this god damn school, I'm keeping it. And no one is going to stop me.
@β☪lee♦namsoo *stifles a groan and tightens my arm around your waist*
I don't want to argue about that today- NAmsoo, are you sure? What made you change your mind?
@β☣park jiminℋ /smiles as I hum happily, enjoying your warmth enveloped around me as I look up at you with wide eyes when you start talking about the baby/
/bites my lip lightly, looks down/
I-i thought about it.. a-and... I-i want to keep the baby. Really... I do.
@β☪lee♦namsoo Hmm, yeah?
*laughs and ruffles your hair as I play on my phone*
Hey, Namsoo... about the thing we talked about last time... with the baby... Have you thought about it or... consulted about it?