@Karam /follows your lead when you lead me out and nods , knowing you didn’t really even think about the fact that we were in public , just looking at you with a nod once more since I don’t have too much to say right now
we can go to yours
it’s fine
@Min Soa *looks at rather confused when your face turns red, failing to realize what I've done. out of concern, I reach for your neck to see if you're alright befote you get up, then stops, glancing slowly around*
Ah, sorry. I uh... I didn't mean to make a commotion...
*quickly gets back up and hands the waiter some money, despite not ordering anything, and takes your hand instinctively to lead you out*
Sorry... I didn't mean to put you on the spot. Let's go get some coffee and to the park? Or maybe y-- No, my place? That is if you feel comfortable enough. I won't force you.
@Karam karam /blinks again as I watch you, looking around awkwardly in this situation because you’re on the ground in the middle of a restaurant begging for forgiveness and it’s kind of embarassing , feels my cheeks turning pink as people look at us , standing up
okay okay stop
we can talk
maybe not in public though… if you’re going to be on your knees
maybe the park ?
or at your place or soemthing ?
@Min Soa *hesitates for a moment, my hand twitching as I itch to tell you how I feel after all those years, but stops myself for a moment, thinking how I should tell you best. swallows and decides to just come out with it, knowing it won't change if I don't say it straight away* Because I still love you. Always did and always will.
*stays silent momentarily, but sighs in frustration, getting up from my seat as I ruffle my hair, then crouches down in front of you, taking your hands in mine, lips trembling as I say in a desperate manner* I know I sound like an idiot, and I know how much I hurt you and the children. I also know you won't believe me or give me a second chance at best, but ing hell, I love you so much, Minji. I was wrong. And I'll do whatever I can to fix it. If you want me to take care of the kids, I'll do that. If you want me to do the household, gladly. Want me to pull a Forest Gump, , anything! I... Rather than just taking me back or giving me a second chance, I want to make you happy again, even if it's just from the sidelines. This is contradicting to what I said before, but at this point, I'd rather support you than push you to being with me.
@Karam /tries to keep my face as straight as possible , trying not to show too shocked of an expression since your words are catching me entirely off guard
excuse me ? /blinks a few times as I look at you seriously, in a bit of disbelief at what I’m hearing
why do you still want to be with me ?
@Min Soa *he grimaces, but remains silent throughout, heeding your every word and letting them go through his head before sitting up properly, back straight as if he's found new resolve*
I know this is shameless of me, especially after all the damage I've dealt. But I want to be with you, still. *he says, his voice becoming shaky*
I know there's only so much I can do and say, especially since you don't trust me, but I am more than willing to give it my best at whatever you ask of me.
@Karam /narrows my eyes at you as you speak , keeping my arms folded over my chest as you try to somewhat explain yourself , letting out a scoff towards the end
punches ?
I’d probably kill you if I could get away with out going to jail /rolls my eyes at you
okay so then why are you here ?
@Min Soa *he pushes the seat towards the table once you take a seat and sits at the other end of the table, hands on top as he bites his bottom lip once you mention the kids*
No, I understand and I won't hold you up for too long.
*he lowers his head, heaving a heavy sigh, then looks back up to meet your gaze*
I won't butter it up, so, to get straight to the point, I have no excuse for my absence. There wasn't any deep reason behind it or whatsoever. I also won't say sorry because in the first place, it's too late for that. Second of all, it's not enough and I'll never be able to repay for all the lost time and trauma I've caused to you and the children. That's what I know for sure. I don't expect you to take me back. I also don't expect you to forgive me for one bit. You have every right to be mad at me, hate me, be disappointed, heck, I'd even take as many punches of you as I can take. I don't care.
@Karam you know
i have a lot of things to say to you and none of them are good /gives you a really pissy face as I take a seat
and I should tell you that I shouldn’t even bother wasting my time here
you have 30 minutes
I have kids to attend to
they need one parent at least you know ?
@Min Soa *he looks at, not all too surprised and takes a step back to give you some space, a small smile forming on his lips*
No, it's my fault for suddenly disappearing and expecting you to forgive me this easily.
*he pulls out a chair, offering you to take a seat*
do you mind if we talk a bit? i won't force you if you don't want to.
@Min Soa Well, mayhaps if you let me treat you to some dinner, you will get to know me. It just depends on how willing you are to go along with the idea, unless you don't trust strangers.
@Joy [I looked it up about 2 weeks ago or something.]
Oppa's pick up lines.. Sometimes I don't even know if I want to throw up or just laugh out loud.
-snorts softly, palming my face;
But I guess it can't be helped.
@Yookyung [H] (Oh, she already closed down? How come I didn't notice?)
-purses my lips, nodding slowly along and tells the waiter my order as well-
Sunggyu is... Definitely loyal. Someone you can rely on when you have problems, someone you can full trust you life to but very cheesy.
-laughs and leans back into the seat-
To be honest, I don't know if I was able to handle this much of his mushy pick up lines.
@Joy BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
/pops confetti everywhere/
@Joy [I want to meet her! Too bad the roleplay has been closed down.]
- my lips while waving for a waiter and snorts softly;
I'd smack oppa if he were to break up with unnie, but then you are right. Aside from that is oppa loyal and he's pretty much over every past event which happened to him.
-nods slowly and tells the waiter my order;
You too unnie?
@Soyou [I think I saw her yesterday. Though we were anyways writing the other day so it doesn't really matter.]
-pulls away and looks at you with widened eyes;
For some odd reason does it sound quite suggestive the way you say it.
oh my god, i can't believe it's been so long and i still remember hanging out with all of you and just laughing carelessly. admittedly, i got curious because the sudden 2ne1 reunion made me want to walk down the memory lane and this was the earliest memory i had of being a blackjack, oddly enough. i've grown up during the long period that i was away from roleplaying but i still write, for my pleasure mainly. it was nice to make online friends from here, i don't regret meeting all of the og members and i don't regret this being my first rp on this site. i hope all of you are living life and having fun!!
cl here sending virtual hugs and kisses! miss you all !!
My, oh, my. This place has been around for 10,5 years and I'm still not over it. Good things are meant to remembered, I guess? Too bad it's closed now, but all good and bad things take an end. But since the admins are being generous, I shall take the opportunity and humbly ask of thee to reactive RaNia's Joy.
I has to pause for a moment seeing this place under active rps today . It truly shocked me, and although I’m not overly around anymore I do pop in often enough and have never seen this place with any engagement . My first introduction to role playing, to friends and an amazing k-pop community, to diversity and love … Thank you CAKR
Wow I’m sitting here right now reminiscing about this place . I don’t roleplay as frequent as I did in my days XD but I do pop on for certain characters on the occasion.
This was my first roleplay on here and frankly no other roleplay every will compare . No fancy coded was needed for this place because the people just made it that good . I miss all the friends I made here . CAKR is the best !
wow hi... it's been years since i've been here and it feels bittersweet remembering everything, all the good memories that i can't get back because i was always inactive after a while. but i'm grateful that this was the first rp i joined, that i learned so much from it even though i was still a dumb kid at that point.
and i've grown so much since that time i started as jeongmin, and got to meet mina, it was a great time. i had a lot of fun with everybody way back when and if it weren't for the warm family here i probably wouldn't have decided to carry on rping and improving my writing skills. it's sad to see it closed, and i probably will never be able to look at all the wall and pm memories again since i can't get into my character profile, but this place will always have a good place in my heart. thank you to the admins, and everyone whom i met here. i hope you're all doing well and having fun whatever you're doing!
hi. just passing by to check up on the very first place I've ever rped in my life. it's sad to see it's closed, but then again, im glad it lasted for like five years. i feel so nostalgic out of sudden.
i found out about role-playing back in early 2013, i don't remember how but i somehow ended up in roleplayrepublic. i had no idea what role-playing was, but my curiosity told me to try it out. so i did. in this place. my first ever character was Sungjong. the one that dated Xia (i miss you Xia). then i joined as got7 Jinyoung too because i loved this place so much.
this place taught me so much about role-playing. and helped me to improve my english too. especially with all that literate para plotting. i stopped rping on rpr in around the end of 2014 due to some issues. but since then i started to rp on twitter and facebook too. it was all thank to rpr, that i learnt to roleplay and managed to meet alot of people through roleplaying. CAKR will always hold a special place in my heart. thank you so much for all the memories.