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@taehyung k. 〈 v Perhaps it was the first time he had regretted saying those words cause his ed mind had somehow crawled around out from the dark corners of his mind to make his presence there and inform him of how much he wanted to grip those wrists and pin them above his head to have them shine with the presence of the stars, to watch the red flowers bloom in full color on the smooth skin of his wrist for a gorgeous mark over the canvas he had filled with color- and he just had to retouch him ever ytime for the satisfaction of a crazy mind that had crawled over the mountain of feelings and stood at the peak to peek at the sunlight shinning in his mind to throw out the demonic darkness just to free fall into the arms of the light and sweetness, a land of candies with a hint of peter pan slipped inside to mask ugly feelings and expose beauty.


He missed it immediately, the exhale that fanned over his skin, the beating machine of his heart and the warmth that he could bask in forever, like a single blanket shared in a tent in the middle of the snow right before a bonfire and he knew he was crazy enough to let such suggestion spill out of the security of his lips at a point- sometime soon.


His feet had pulled himself away from the darkness amount the shiny stars to join the man over the delicious smelling food that ignited the senses of hunger that could throw him into a lustful daze for more- perhaps comparing the pizza to was wrong but he was a er for food tumblrs along side vehicle - maybe he was the typical man around his age; but one thing that was anything but ordinary wast he fact that he held the most precious of stones among the earth, a gem hidden inside that he somehow got a hold and he could only stare at the male and follow the line on his spine reaching down to connect on the luscious bottom cheeks below. it was like the rain, the hurricane perhaps on how fast his feet twisted around and fell for not only his soul, but also the taste of that that still lingered on his taste bud.

He was dirty.

"I would, cause i dare to say i love you just much" the grin was of an indirect immitation of a bunny with two large teeth showing off between the half stretched pink tinted lips with high cheekbones losing their 'cool' image just to hold the cotton candy fluff with the way his eyes stretched into a full crescent for the male. only for him, the special one, the winner of the cold heart.

"would you kill me if i killed the mood and told you im really hard right now and i think you got me emotionally ?"

@♦ jiwon k. 〈 bobby Sounds of breathing and the softest patter of rain has his thoughts drowning out, never going past the forefront of his mind. Never delving deeper because he was so in love with this man above him. The one who tucks so nicely against him, slotting his body to his like they were two pieces meant for each other - and the way they act, they might as well be. Universe hand picking them for each other, tying that red string to their ring fingers and drawing them closer with every twist, every turn. He was in love with his smile, his mind, his body, the way his eyes held this smoldering glance, or how his brow knits in frustration. How dexterous he was and how damn good he looked in a skirt. Taehyung would fake sick to be taken care of by him any day.

"I'd let the pizza get cold to hold you like this, there is nothing wrong with cold pizza." Especially the day after, cheese hardened and sauce tasting so much more .. Fragrant? Potent? Was that the proper way to describe cold pizza? But Bobby had a point - they were supposed to eat pizza and enjoy each other. Taehyung slithers out from under him with reluctance falling from his limbs as they untangle. He just wanted him to grab onto his waist and imprint their scents into the mattress.

Taehyung in a deep breath at the thought, the magnitude of their living quarters finally hitting him. He .. Would stay in here with him, right? His tongue dances along his lips, wetting them for the nth time that day, socked feet shuffling along the carpet in search of the pizza.

"Ah, my first love," He says with fondness aimed at the cheesy delight, looking over at Bobby with a lecherous grin - he was kidding, of course, but he couldn't help but act like this with him. There was just something .. So beautiful about everything he did. "You know, in all seriousness, you make me think things I never thought I would - /feel/ things I didn't know I was capable of." His words are soft, fanning along his lips like a soft song. "I never thought I'd be with someone like you, let alone with /you/." He was perfect.

Taehyung was lucky, by far. He once cursed the heavens for what they brought him, now he was praisig them on both knees. Ready to offer himself over to the light if Bobby was the eternal happiness he was offered.

"Would you fight me if I said I loved you more?" Teasing now, but there's a serious undertone with how he speaks.

@taehyung k. 〈 v Tears were like rain on the windows of the house he had left behind for an island of unknown that kept too many secrets beneath its land, secrets only a few knew of. his inhales were shaky, and the warmth of his touch was like a blanket, heating the core of his emotions up to make waves, waves that were aggressive enough to crack every single rock down and scatter them amount the shore. perhaps he was the one on the shore, getting bombed with his own rocks, the edges that he had somehow tried to get rid of now hitting him with harsh attacks.

"I love you"

He allowed his body to be tugged away by the storm that was the male before him, he fell into the cradle of the warmth, cheek falling into the beating rhythm of the heart that tapped constantly against the doors of his ear. he could fall sleep there, he could feel the reassurance that even when the apocalypse were to happen; he wouldn't mind closing his eyes and drying in the said person's arms where no other warmth, not even the hold of his father could replace. the hold of his father was one he dearly missed by he was no there, he was a child he grew up by the hands of luxury, the man himself was the giver of the luxury but he knew the man cared more for the science rather than his own son. a weird man indeed.

"I love you"


What else was to say but the shaky mumbles of those three words that was echoing inside his own head, and then it happened, the same magic that always happened. the drops were loud enough to have his eyes snap open once more, his focus falling on the window that head moonbeams sliding in carelessly with the loud thuds of rain against the glass. it was just like how they first made love, right when the rain was harsh but now they were safe beneath the stars of Taehyung's sky, safe away from the rain.


A grip was enough to tug the male's hand down, caress his palms with ticklish gestures to spread them before leaning in, his lips puckering for a fleeting kiss against the said palm before he pushed himself up further, his face neatly tucked against the crook of the male's neck for a sharp inhale, an inhale of sweet fruits- but then the romantic moment was interrupted with a soft chuckle.


"You know, we are having the best cheesy moment ever" a sniff, trying to laugh of the tears he had shed after so long "but the pizza's gonna go cold"

@♦ jiwon k. 〈 bobby His fingers curl along Jiwon's sweater, hot tears wetting his neck while he blubbers a smile, pressing his lips over and over to the flesh that was in the vicinity. Listening to his professions of love and feeling each one strike his heart. His heart, stuttering, stumbling along with each sentence, each pause. His gasp falls from his lips, choked and soft, knuckles curling white along his sides and he tugs slowly. Tugs until he can see his face. His own laden with tears, streams marring his skin and glistening in the nebula that he'd created.

"I'll be here forever to do like this for you." He says, words of promise falling from chapped lips, cracked from the constant tongue running along them throughout the day, drying ou and splitting with the excursions. His lips, although harsh to feel, press in the softest manner under Jiwon's eyes, trying to take away all his tears, not wanting someone so beautiful to cry. Even if of happiness - but there was a budding feeling deep within his chest that has him relishing in this moment. Blooming with each tear that falls from beautifully shaped almond eyes, his thumbs caressing along high cheeks bones.

Taehyung lays the softest kiss on his lips, kissing under their stars. Feeling so much more special than an kiss he'd ever given him, his fingers moving from his body, only to rest on his jaw. Cradling him like he was the most precious being in the world, and he was. In Taehyung's world, he was the most important person ever. If Taehyung was the thunder,

Bobby was his lightning.

Wicked and hot, crackling with electricity that fills the room. Omnipresent and crackling in the air. So dangerous, but never striking twice. Two beings of nature that work in tandem, one always chasing the other, only on certain wave lengths ever meeting at the same places. But when they meet, it's beautiful - and frightening. Deadly, even, and their dance was just that.

Deadly. Taehyung's hands tug incessant against Bobby's sweater, back onto the bed. His own back hitting the sheets with the softest 'fwoof,' expelling from the sheets. His legs create the perfect cradle for Bobby's hips, but Taehyung was completely content in holding his head to his chest if need be. "I never thought I would meet someone that made me feel so normal ... And I'm not even saying it in the joking way. I mean in the legitimate, madness and sorrowful way. I'm talking about being that kid that was left out at school events and the one that watched his father wither away before his eyes because Mama left way too soon." He blubbers, hair splaying along the black comforter, creating the perfect halo.

"You make me feel whole, Kim Jiwon. So very whole. You calm me and you're always offering me your love .. Even .. Even if I do horrible things sometimes," He was talking about the fair, but wasn't able to properly bring it up .. Not just yet. Maybe never.. "I love you so much, I'm so .. So thankful that I ended up here, because I never would have met you otherwise."

@taehyung k. 〈 v It was overwhelming in so many senses, in a sense he did not knew would exist. the feeling was there due to the fact hat no one had ever gone this far for him, nothing had ever earned such a meaning and the stars had never looked as beautiful as they did now, stars that shone brighter than the ones scattered all over the night sky but the only start he could woreship was the one with glistening cheeks that reflected the shines of the decoration scattered all over the walls of the room with an alluring sight and he wondered whether she should allow his own tears to spill, to allow the inner child hidden behind the barriers of hardship to finally cry yet- he could only see the tears of the male before him with an affection of a child, purity of a mother, and the emotions of simple blooming flowers.


He was everything. in more ways than one. he was indeed the universe and Bobby could only wonder whether he knew how many stars he held in his eyes and how captivated he was by him. he was a thunder, slowly bursting through his world with its sharp edges that burned everything and set the whole world ablaze. and Bobby was under strikes from his thunder.

Yes, Taehyung was his thunder.


He did not know when, but his arms had already moved for a loving caress, one that stole the star filled rivers and wiped them away from the light filled face. his feet moved, standing before the figure he admired while the other hand joined in. he had lost the ability to cry, he could not find words to choose from the emotions bubbling up from the pit of his stomach. he was emotionally aroused by everything, it was the arousal of angels singing into his ears of words of love that was what taehyung was. he leaned close, his lips puckering to press a lingering kiss on the youthful lines of his forehead, holding his head in place before the aggression came. the gentleness replaced by a harshness of the overflowing affection to tug the boy into his embrace, grip the back of his head to tug him against the crook of his neck, while the other found comfort on the small of his back with two adorable buttons on its lower parts- one of many places he liked poking.


"I love you...i love you so much my little alien, I love you...., no one ever done this for me...no one ever cared like this i...I'm so thankful, thank you for being here....Thank you for being in this room....Thank you for being mine...just....just...thank you"


And it was a lie, the fact that he had lost the ability to cry was a lie cause somehow the child within had crawled up the walls and sat on its edge, allowing his tears to fall and drown the rib cage that held a sad heart that had once more found a source to light up its room again.

@♦ jiwon k. 〈 bobby The look on Jiwon's face sends shivers down his spine, and not in the pleasant sense. Fear coursing through him and creating goosebumps that raise hairs. His fingers dig into his palms, creating crescents as he silently prays to any god there may be that Jiwon would react in a pleasant manner. He'd worked so hard, and it was all for him. People were allowed to like what they liked, but it wouldn't dull the pain that would follow afterwards.

Taehyung's breath is in with a harsh quip, slowly nodding his head. The stuttered yes falls from his lips as he looks around, chewing worry into his bottom lip. His fingers unfurl, and he slowly reaches up towards the lights that were reflecting star-like beams onto the walls. "I .. I really like the idea of space, right? And .. And we promised we would go star gazing together one night but .. Sometimes," He pauses, suddenly feeling so vulnerable. His heart was fluttering rapidly in his chest, his throat catching the words that were trying to explain his feelings. Feelings .. He felt like he was going crazy.

"Sometimes I can't bring myself to leave the bed, no matter how hard I try. Or how many times I tell myself I need to, because of laundry, or a date, or when I had my job .. My job." Fingers card through recently dyed hair, the red no longer in his hair, but left with the beautiful sandy brown that he'd grown to love. "I just can't .. Get up sometimes, but I want to always be able to watch the stars with you. Even if they were made by my own hand, the thought .. Just the thought of laying comfortably with you." His feet have scuffled around the carpet, socks bringing electricity through his being, causing his hair to raise ever so slightly. His bottom presses creases into the comforter, "I was hoping that,

that you would like to move into our own room together. And this would be it." His head tilts back, and the way the lights hit .. It was like a star had exploded on his face, the lights catching the diamond like liquid threatening to fall from the corners of his eyes, blues cast over his nose, pink staining his forehead, the translucent black hanging across his neck. The constellations, the main stars glinting in his eyes, and he looks longingly to two particular stars on the opposite wall, reciting words that he knew by heart.

"'The second star to the right, shines in the night for you. To tell you that the dreams you plan really can come true. The second star to the right, shines with a light so rare. And if it's Never Land you need, it's light will lead you there.'" His hand comes up to cover his mouth, cheeks pushing up in the brightest smile full of strained melancholy, memories giving that last push, tears that were once unshed now trailing down his cheeks. There was a roller coaster of emotions, all fueled by the anxiety bubbling in the pit of his stomach. One would have to be perspicacious to understand him, that he was in a state of complete loss, but simultaneously pulling at strings of sophrosyne.

Nebulochaotic, just like the 'stars' that were glimmering along with the ones on his cheeks.

@taehyung k. 〈 v The questions settled in his mind as he heard the rushed footsteps, his hand swinging with the boxes just the slightest to kill the waiting time but upon the reveal the boxes were snatched out of his grip and he was ordered to close his eyes. it took a moment to dawn on him but there was no choice to do other wise- or maybe he was a bit whipped. a soft, awkward cuff slipped past the confines of his lips and he honestly hoped no one would dare to pass by at such a late hour of the tickling clock of the night cause seeing a blind eyed guy standing before an open door like a creep would not be a pleasant sight to watch. he waited; one more peek at the light of the stranger, unfamiliar room before the curtains blinded him, leaving him in the silence minus the soft shuffling and the smell of the pizza that had his stomach growling in languages his brain could not in anyway comprehend.


"em...tae...i can't come in with my eyes closed- oh"


The presence of him always sent a signal and it was the banana- or perhaps vanilla, or maybe the mixture of both that held the aura of the boy, an essence special to him, like all things that held the word 'fluffy' within the category and he was just a man with a weakness of such things with a hardcore side of aggressive and god, the boy had somehow pulled it off in the most perfect manner.


As his hand was led to the other side in complete silence, he could only admit in his mind that those thin, long fingers could do much more than a few scratch on his body and he could only find himself in conflict of whether he should feel guilty for tainting the boy, or absolutely happy. but it was given, it was in his raw nature to taint and drag people down to the pit of blazing heat that crawled up one's skin but that was only special to the leading boy now, and always, from the ticking moment of the time when their bodies connected where rain was there to accompany the sounds of their pleasure, to now with hands locked together in a promise filled with silence and comfort.


His feet came into a halt, and his red curtains remained tightly shut till white of blood veins painted his vision and it was not till the boy spoke 'do you like it?' ..."Do i like what- oh" his eyes opened, darkness engulfed his mind but when the clear vision once more made its return; he could only watch. eyes widening, eyebrows arching up in surprise upon the dots of light that penetrated the darkness of the room like a splash of careful color that had painted the walls with a careful hand. a gasp and a side look towards the boy whose face illuminated the soft lights, dots of light reflected on the gaze of his with a twinkle before the gaze returned to the handmade galaxy displayed before him. then the bed, then the room- and where the where they cause the beauty and the allure of such place had knocked the breath out of the poor lungs that always had trouble breathing within his presence.


"did you.....did you make this?"

@♦ jiwon k. 〈 bobby Anxiety bubbles and rolls with his stomach, eyes flickering to the clock with every other tock that sounds throughout the room. His brain replaces the tick. Fingers work worry into the pants he wears - simple yoga pants that flare at the ankle, accompanied with one of Bobby's sweaters that was all too big for his growing frame. Once emaciated, now full of muscles, fat, healthy. Finally healthy in the physical sense and his clutch for the mental was Jiwon. The clock nears the time that twilight hits, the moon rising and twilight passing as beauty shines through.

A galaxy hidden within a room.

The sigh that leaves him holds an ethereal peace, whilst his posture proposes something different. Spine pin straight, hands folding neatly along his thighs, toes curling in the fuzzy aloe socks he had pampered himself with after the long hours of decorating and tidying.

And then his voice sounds.

Those nerves quell and immediately, Taehyung is replaced with a giddy rise in his stomach. Butterflies fluttering along his ribcage and tickling his lungs, his heart, his stomach. "Coming!" He calls, and he makes sure all of the lights are on. There was no way he was going to let Jiwon see this masterpiece he made without the added surprise factor. The heavy door swings inwards as Taehyung opens it, and marinara assaults his nostrils; it smells so good. His mouth is watering, hands taking the pizza and leading his newfound love in - but not before sending a wink over his shoulder to his boyfriend.

"Come in, make sure your eyes are closed." It wasn't too decorated in the doorway - the magic happened when the lights went out. The pizza box is settled along the countertop, and Taehyung resists living a cartoon and picking up a slice that would, in his head, have strings of cheese oozing from the sides and sticking to the other slices. Alas, no cartoon pizza for him. But all in all, he pushes down that urge to eat, in favor of leading a - hopefully - closed eye Bobby into the bed room quarters.

"Alright.." He whispers, and his index finger catches along the switch on the wall, plunging the room into twinkling lights, space coming to life around them. The banner behind their bed reflecting blue and black with constellations dotting it. The lights reflecting off one another to create blues and pinks that mesh together with the white accents to create the perfect pocket galaxy. "Do you like it?" Taehyung is back to being anxious once more, eyes full of hope and wishes of praise on the tip of his tongue but never leaving.

He hopes he likes it.

His heart thuds in his chest, waiting with horribly held patience. He didn't even realise he wasn't breathing.

@taehyung k. 〈 v It was a nasty day to say, the ugly bruises that had cut open skin and tore the flesh open due to the impact of the punch only brought out the scolding nature of his mouth towards the bear like man that sat before him with a body bigger than a gorilla, yet he dared to scold, to throw words of how 'childish' they are for even deciding it was good to fight over such a ty matter with big punches that spoke of their small brains, doubling his shift in the wide nurse office that held two beds well- maybe the part where he asked them to kiss each other's cheek and say sorry was too soon but he was in a rush and what caused his rush was the text he received, one that had him halting ever move 40 minutes ago as the specific ringtone belonged to a male with sunshine sparkling out of his eyes, his rays so warmth the after taste of the sweet adventure on the bed and the bathroom together still lingered on his skin like a second piece of clothing that comforted him, a behavior that bloomed upon knowing there was a waiting figure back home. but what was home to begin with? he did not know, what he did know what the definition of the word was where he found himself in, right in between the warmth of the boy where he could fall sleep in forever.


Finally, the last shriek of pain who was almost in tears due to the pain had its stitches done and he could only give a disapproving shake of his head before guiding them out with a threat of a punch of two that will leave more bruises next time if the fight ever occured, now remained the order, the pizza he had to get and the grumble of his own stomach was enough of a signal to notify him he really needed a little bite before passing out would become an option to is exhausted mind.


The address remained a question as he wondered what room there was, why not their own room or maybe this time, in the dark of the night where he strolled through the streets and inhales the slight saltyness of the weather; he was too exhausted to comprehened more where all his purpose was to run and hold the male, and just use him as a soft pillow till tomorrow morning when he no longer had to complain and whine like an immature grown up from the work he was doing.


The box of pizza lured his senses, tempting him to steal a piece when no one was looking but then again thats why there was a second box, a big pizza for two even if its purpose was to serve a good five people. he was a big eater, Taehyung was a cute, starved puppy- and the mix could only handle a huge amount of dirty fat till satisfaction rang its bell. soon enough the door was before him and he wondered whether he should barge in- or knock, was there someone else here? was their own room too empty. the loose V necked knitted shirt hung loosely on his frame, a jeans jacket pressed up on top to stop the chilly weather with a sweat pants as he had refused to wear jeans to the work, specially when the fabric decided to rub against his thighs during one of his spacing-out adventures in the office. he reached up, fingers turning into a fist before knocking on the door, rough voice breaking the silence of the hall way "Tae? you in there?"

@♦ jiwon k. 〈 bobby Soft rustles of bristles on walls, the twisting of lights being installed, huffs of exertion puffing from a face that was mottled red. Pinks shining from under sun glowing skin, while fingers and hands make work of the room. A surprise, because in his heart he knew that he needed to do something for him. There were days when Taehyung would wake up and stare at the blank ceiling, would roll onto his side and wish that he could get up. No matter how hard he wished, those demons would still be digging their nails into his shoulders. Whispering that he needs to rest, that no one would care if he left the room, and while they bred evil into his ears, people just simply walked by the room. But not now. Not now, he wasn't going to let this happen now.

When his back hits the bed, body wailing from the constant overuse, he grins. The sheets collecting around his body and providing a cool cocoon for him. His fingers were stained with chipping paint, long ago having dried. His body was lit up with sweat and his muscles were twitching from the up and down of decorating a room. But it would be beautiful. The glow in the dark paint soaking in the sunlight that streams through the large door at the side, curtains blowing lightly with the wind, creating nature's best fan.

Taehyung's fingers, in all their painted glory, curl around the phone that had been discarded on the bed hours ago. The texture of the paint crting a skin-like barrier between the cool plexiglass protector he had and his own skin, like he was wearing a glove. It was hard to text, shooting his boyfriend a quick message of 'Meet me at floor 3, room 3 of the compound tonight. Bring your surprise face. Also pizza. I really want pizza. xoxx'

His legs kick up into the air and a giddy laugh leaves him, rolling on the bed and messing up the sheets. He could care less at this point, his clothes sticking to him and soaking up the sweat he'd accumulated throughout his task. But he needed to get up. Needed to get ready and shower and make sure this place was beautiful for Jiwon. He needed to make sure he was beautiful for him. But he was sure he'd receive the 'you're always beautiful, tae,' from his love. He puffs out his cheeks as he gets up, smoothing out the bed. Grabbing the paint cans. Cleaning up the room until it was ready to be moved into... And when his hand flicks down the light, he's smiling at how the room lights up. They're own galaxy.

Just the two of them.

He would dare say that it was out of this world.