Hotel

@(D) Jung Daehyun Satisfied with the noises slipping out the younger's mouth, Jongjin hummed lowly. He smirked, continuing the deep rolls of his hips a few times before quickening his his pace, hitting the boy's prostate over and over. A husky groan left his own lips in the form of a curse, gripping the younger's hips tighter as his own movements became rougher. ".. you feel so good.." He panted, his skin starting to glisten with sweat.

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@(D) Won Jongjin With the rough movements, Daehyun tilted his head back, his nails digging into the older's shoulders as a mix between throaty moans and pants escaped his lips. "I-I missed you..t-too.." He managed to say, breathily. He whined a little when the older left his hold, resorting to using the bed sheets to something to grip. As he felt his hips being lifted, he bit his lip, biting back his any louder noises as the changed angle made his toes curl from the pleasure. But he couldn't help but cry out loudly as his sweet spot was hit, his body trembling in ecstasy. "Nnng, J-jongjin there...again.."

@(D) Jung Daehyun The warmness and tightness around him made Jongjin groan lowly, clouding his mind with lust. "..baby..I missed you so much.." He mumbled, his hips moving fast enough to roughly meet with the younger's. He eased up, leaning back to grip the boy's hips. Jongjin lifted Daehyun's hips slightly, to hit at the right angle that he knew would turn him into a mess. His rhythm slowed into deeper, harder hits in search of the sweet spot.

@(D) Won Jongjin Daehyun whined a little after the loss, watching the older through a haze as he took off his clothes. He bit his lip, admiring how well built he was, still, after all this time.. As he was pulled, Daehyun gasped softly, tensing up slightly before nodding a little from his words. His voice was enough to make him relax, but he hissed softly as he felt the older slipping inside him, gripping the bed sheets tightly. With his eyes closed, the younger breathed out a few pained moans before sighs of content escaped his lips after adjusting. As the older leaned down, Daehyun rested his hands on his shoulders, kissing him deeply, before breaking the kiss to out loudly from the faster s. "J-jongjin.."

@(D) Jung Daehyun Satisfied with the younger's moans, Jongjin caught onto the hint and smirked. "Someone wants me bad.." He leaned up to look at the boy under him, humming lowly at the sight of him. Daehyun was attractive, but it was even more of a turn on to see him this way. It only made Jongjin want him more. He removed his fingers, reaching over to the nightstand, opening the drawer to grab the lube. He set it on the bed, then slipped off his garments, before grabbing the lube again. He poured some over his fingers, coating it on to his before tossing it off to the side. Taking another gaze at Daehyun, Jongjin his lips before grabbing the boy's waist and pulling him close, the tip pressing against his warm entrance. "Relax okay, baby?" He cooed in a slick voice, then pushing himself inside him, huskily from the tightness. He mumbled a curse as he buried himself deep, his hips ing slowly at first. He leaned down to capture the boy's lips in another kiss, letting him adjust first before ing faster.

@(D) Won Jongjin [ its okay!! c: ]]

Daehyun whimpered softly as the bruise was left, shivering as he felt the older's tongue against his skin. The whispers sent warm chills through out his body and he bit his lip. Daehyun wasn't entirely sure he could trust Jongjin's words, but his mind was too clouded with lust to think clearly on it. He gasped softly as he felt his clothes being pulled off, blushing softly once exposed. For some reason he felt vulnerable, something in his gut kept reminding him to not get involved. That what was happening wasn't genuine. But as he was pulled into the heated kiss, Daehyun closed his eyes, allowing himself to melt in it as he kissed back. Despite it all, he still loved the man's touches. He wrapped his arms around the older, pulling him down to hold him close, tensing up a little as he felt fingers near his entrance. His hands lowered to the older's toned arms, squeezing them gently as his fingers slipped inside him. He let out a small whine, his cheeks flushing as he heard the whispered words. "J-jongjin...please.." He breathed between soft moans, his voice raising slightly as the second finger was added. Desire had swept over him completely, and he rolled his hips, wanting more than just fingers.

@(D) Jung Daehyun { I'm sorry for getting to you this late. }

The corner of Jongjin's lips curved into a smirk upon hearing the boy's sultry moan. It drove him to want to hear more of it, especially if it was his name. He pulled away from Daehyun's neck, but couldn't resist trailing his tongue against the red bruise and up, his lips stopping at his ear. He whispered, "You're mine.I won't ever leave you." Was an obvious lie, but he didn't care. He leaned up and ed then ped the other's pants, pulling them off along with his underwear. He tossed the clothes to the side, then leaned back down to capture the boy's lips in a heated kiss. Meanwhile, his slid down the younger's body, slipping between his legs only to stop at his entrance. He teased the tight area with his finger, then pulled back from the kiss, his lips hovering over his. "Say my name, Daehyunnie." He whispered while slipping his finger inside him, humming lowly at the tightness as he imagined his self inside him. He pushed his finger deep inside him, before ing it a few times then adding a second.

@(D) Won Jongjin [ sorry if this is crappy ;;;
im on mobile cause my laptop
is so crappy im sorry ;---; ]

Daehyun gasped as his hands were pinned down, but nothing made him more nervous than the look in Jongjin's eyes. It was hard to tell what he was thinking, as Daehyun had known him to hide his emotions pretty well. And in a time like this, he wished for the opposite. As he noticed his expression softening and with the help of the gentle kiss, Daehyun's nervousness started to slip away. He closed his eyes to kiss back, humming softly as the warmth of his touch spread through his body. "I have..I just wanted to know you won't leave after this.." He murmured between a few hard breaths, heat rushing to his cheeks as he heard the words to follow. He shivered slightly as he felt his warm lips on his neck, instinctively tilting head to give him more access. A moan escaped his lips, louder than he expected, the second he felt the bite on his neck. He bit down on his lip to hush himself, though it didn't stop the satisfied hums as the older worked to leave a mark. Through his clouded mind, he was a little surprised the older remembered his weak spots.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Upon feeling the other stopping his hand, Jongjin let out a small, unintentional, frustrated sigh. He grabbed both Daehyun's hands, pinning them above him, gazing down at him. Only one thing had been on his mind from the second he saw Daehyun's name in his phone. Skeep with him then leave. But the boy was making it somewhat harder to do, as he gazed down at him, taking in his emotional state. He still felt as much for Daehyun as he would any other stranger in his bed, but something more itched at him. Something of an posessive desire to keep him, as he simply couldn't imagine Daehyun being with someone else. He wanted the boy for himself only. Softening his expression to try and ease the other, Jongjin leaned down to place a gentle kiss on the other's lips. "Haven't you missed me?" He whispered against the other's lips, his free hand slipping into the other's pants, massaging his clothed area. "I just want to feel you again, Baby.." His lips trailed from the other's, finding the sensitive spot on Daehyun's neck, that he knew all to well. He bit down, softly at first, then began and tugging to leave a bruise.

@(D) Won Jongjin Daehyun let out a soft hum as he was pulled into the passionate kiss, starting to feel weaker as all the old emotions came crashing down on him. As unexpected as it was for Daehyun to feel this strongly, he almost felt as if Jongjin never left. It was like he had fallen for him all over again. When the older pulled away, Daehyun looked up at him, blushing deeply at the sight of his smirk. Unable to think clearly, he allowed himself to be lead to the bed. He started to feel nervous with the older hovering over him, not sure if the time was right for such a thing. But for some reason, he couldn't gather his senses enough to decline. As he felt the older's lips leaving kiss on his neck, he bit his lip, a little to hard, to hush himself. "W-wait Jongjin..." He murmured, moving his hand to gently stop the older's fumbling around with his pant's button. "I don't know..." His voice trailed off weakly as he looked up at the older, trying to find some reassurance that this was okay. He didn't want to give himself up, just for Jongjin to leave again.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin brought Daehyun closer to him, wrapping his arms around him. He pulled back from the kiss just slightly, letting is lips brush against the younger's. Few small breaths escaped before he pressed his lips against Daehyun's again but passionately. Lust had clouded his mind, and he figured he'd take the chance satisfy his needs. His hands slipped under the younger's shirt, brushing against his skin. Soon, he pulled from the kiss then gazed at the younger with a slight smirk. "Come here." He held boy's wrist then lead him to the bed, gently pushing him down so that he could hover over him. "I'll show you how much I've been missing you." He trailed kisses from his lips, down his neck, while his hand lightly slid up the younger's leg to his pants.

@(D) Won Jongjin Daehyun felt some comfort with the older holding him so close. It brought back a vast amount of memories when the older used to hold him this way at night before going to bed and even when they were simply watching a movie at his home. Inevitably, the feelings attached to those memories swept over him and he desperately wished that Jongjin's words were truthful. As he felt himself being pulled away, a soft whine left his lips. He didn't want to be let go just yet. But with his hand on his cheek, Daehyun smiled softly from the soothing touch and looked up at the older. Jongjin's words made his heart skip beats, not expecting to hear such a thing. But he was happy to know it, nonetheless. That was really all he needed to hear to make the doubtful thoughts go away. His lips parted slightly to speak, but was taken aback by the sudden kiss. Blushing deeply, the younger felt as if he was melting in the kiss. His eyes closed as he allowed himself to kiss back, slowly moving his lips with the older's.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin brushed his fingers through Daehyun's soft hair, holding him even closer to assure him that he would be there. "I won't. The pain I felt being away from you, I don't want to go through that again." Jongjin gently pulled the shorter male away, cupping his cheek with a single hand as he looked into Daehyun's eyes. "I've never stopped loving you, Daehyun." He spoke softly through a small smile. He moved his hand away then leaned in slowly to capture Daehyun's lips with his own.

@(D) Won Jongjin The truth was, Daehyun had already forgiven Jongjin for leaving. All he wanted was to know why, to get some form of closure. As for the longest time, he had believed, wholeheartedly, that he'd done something wrong for Jongjin to fall out of love with him. That he wasn't good enough. However, even as he heard the older's reasoning, and he understood completely, a small piece of him still felt empty. As if it wasn't the whole truth. After months of telling himself that Jongjin had simply stopped loving him, he still, to some degree, believed the older had. But the feeling subsided as he gazed into the warm brown eyes of the older. Sincerity reflected off them, and Daehyun couldn't bring himself not to trust his words. Despite his gut telling him that there was more to it that the older wasn't telling. But...why would he lie? Daehyun heaved a mellow sigh, trying to hush the confusing thoughts and questions running through his head. "I do...well I mean...I have already. I just always wondered why.." Looking away, Daehyun leaned in to rest his head on the other's chest. His arms wrapped around the older tightly, hugging him close as if scared to loose him again. "How... do I know you won't leave again?" The question had carelessly slipped out, and he felt pathetic for even allowing the words to escape his lips. This was his weakness, allowing himself to get attached to people so easily, no matter how harmful it would be for him. Though simply put, he didn't want to be alone. Now that Jongjin was here within reach, Daehyun only wanted it to stay that way. Aside all the fuzzy, unclear feelings still brewing inside him, he knew for certain that he still cared deeply for Jongjin.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Surprised at how unresponsive Daehyun had become, Jongjin mentally cursed himself, thinking he'd crossed the line a bit early. But he didn't pull from the hug. Instead, he brought a hand up to Daehyun's hair, caressing it as he felt wetness on his own chest. Was he crying? Furrowing his eyebrows, Jongjin pulled away from him, resting his hands on his shoulders. As he listened to Daehyun's hurt voice, he sighed and looked down. "I apologize for leaving you. I had no intentions on ending things with you...it's just that..." He thought for a split second of a lie that would be comforting enough, "My lifestyle in dangerous...I was getting to caught up with making enemies and they would have come for you. That's why I'm here now in this damned hotel." Jongjin sighed, gently bringing his hands to cup Daehyun's face. "I didn't want them to hurt you, Daehyun. I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if I couldn't protect you enough. So...I thought that leaving would have been better but..it wasn't. It was a mistake...and I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me.."

@(D) Won Jongjin Being pulled into the hug, caught the boy completely off guard. All the emotions he had long forgotten came crashing hard on him, and he nearly felt weak in the arms of the older. He didn't realize just how much he missed Jongjin until now. However, at the same time, in the back of his mind, anger and confusion still resided. He couldn't bring himself to hug the older back, but didn't resist the urge to rest his forehead on his bare chest. "Why.." Daehyun murmured, his voice filled with hurt. It wasn't until then that he noticed his cheeks were wet with small tears. All the mental coaching to himself about being calm had utterly failed. "Why did you leave Jongjin...I loved you..so much...and you just...you just disappeared.."

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin closed the door behind Daehyun, amused by the male's cuteness. Something tugged at his heart as he got a good look at the other male, but he quickly brushed it off. As much as nostalgia tried to bring back feelings he'd gotten over, he made sure not to get caught up in them. To him, this was a game. He walked over to Daehyun and pulled him into a tight hug. "Same to you. I've missed you so much.."

@(D) Won Jongjin Nervously waiting for the door to open, Daehyun felt as if he had been standing there for hours. He had even began anxiously tapping his foot on the crimson colored carpeted floor, mentally cooing to himself calm down.But he hadn't seen Jongjin in months, and it left him with mixed feelings. As much as he tried to play it in his head that he would be calm and collected when the older's figure would appear from behind the door. The truth was, he wasn't sure how he'd react or what he'd do once he saw the man. The second he heard a clicking noise, his stomach twisted in knots and he took in a sharp breath. /Calm/
Once the door open and a half Jongjin appeared in front of him, Daehyun's cheeks immediately flushed brightly at the sight of him. Unintentionally, he found himself gazing, admiring his handsome features that hadn't changed since the last he saw him. It was almost surreal seeing him there, and if it hadn't been for his deep voice taking him out of his daze, Daehyun would have kept staring like a fool. The younger blinked twice, and nodded at the invitation. "Thank you.." He walked passed the taller male and into the room. 'Its um...its nice to see you again."

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin shook his head, muttering a 'Bye; then hung up the phone. He happened to look down to realize that the towel still was around his waist. "Guess I should get dressed then. Or at least put on pants." He chuckled at himself, walking to a bag he had on the floor. He picked it up then lazily plopped on the bed. Opening it, he pulled out a pair of boxers and sweatpants. He tossed the bag on the floor and put on the clothes, debating if he should wear a shirt too. It wasn't like Daehyun hadn't seen him before anyway, so he decided against it. He sprayed a little cologne on himself to get rid of the cigarette smell. As if on cue, he heard taps on the door and he smirked. Jongjin walked over to the door and opened it, welcoming the young guy with a smile. "Daehyunnie. You made it." He stepped aside and waved his hand for him to enter. "Come in."

@(D) Won Jongjin So much happiness consumed the boy as Jongjin agreed to food. For him, it would probably make the whole meeting a bit more bearable. "Okay Jongjin-Hyung. Okay this time, I'll really be up there in a few, okay? See you~" Daehyun hung up the phone and placed it in his pocket, heaving a nervous sigh. He had to pull himself together some kind of way as he didnt want to meet Jongjin in this nervous state. It was embarrassing. His eyes scanned the vast lobby, looking for the food bar that was open. Once spotting one, he walked over to it and looked over the menu. The breakfast menu was up and realizing that made Daehyun's eyes widened before he checked the time on his phone. "4:30 a.m...Didn't realize it was so early.." Time had easily slipped faster than he thought, as he faitgue wasn't even close to what he was feeling. He sighed softly and decided to order two full breakfast platters (pancakes, eggs, waffles, bacon and sausage ). They had told him that they would deliver the food to the room, and he nodded in surprise before paying then leaving. The hotel was rather big, and fancier than the run down, local places he used to spend his time. He eventually found an elevator and pressed the button. The nervousness found its way again and Daehyun had undoubtedly started chewing on his lips again. Once one of the doors opened for him, he walked in and pressed the button for the 8th floor. His heart raced as he watched the light flash at each floor it passed. The second it stopped on eight, he took in a deep breath and walked out. The room was the first door, and he could have sworn he heard his own heart's thumping. Breathing in, he brought his hand to the door and gently knocked.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin smiled. This boy was still as cute as he remembered. He felt something prick his heart, unsure if it was a good feeling or not. He forgot about it and he finished his cigarette and flicked it off the balcony. "I could go for some food. Anything is fine with me. You know I'm not picky."

@(D) Won Jongjin It was surprisingly heart-warming to hear Jongjin's chuckles over the phone, and Daehyun hadn't realized it, but he was smiling. "Wow...the eighth floor...Okay. I'll be up there in a few~ The um...the food bar down in the lobby is still open. Were you hungry for anything?" Daehyun only asked because he himself was hungry and he didn't want to be the only one eating. But he'd suddenly felt as if he hadn't eaten in days. The boy ate when he was nervous, but then again he ate whenever he felt any emotion or no emotion at all.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin chuckled at Daehyun's shyness. That definitely hadn't changed about him. "Don't apologize, Daehyunnie. I probably should have told you. Its room 81F on the eighth floor. " He replied, before walking back to the balcony to finish his cigarette.

@(D) Won Jongjin As soon as he heard the older's deep yet gentle voice over the phone, Daehyun felt as if his heart had physically stopped. He was at lost for words as his mind was flooded with reminiscent memories of once hearing his voice everyday. "Um...Hey. No, no nothing is wrong. I just--" Daehyun mentally cursed himself for sounding so nervous, and took the phone away from his ear to deeply breathe. Calm, calm calm. Slightly at ease, he brought the phone back to his ear and continued, "I forgot to ask what room you were in...I'm sorry."

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin only spent a few short minutes in the shower and was outside again with a cigarette and a towel around his waist. He was about half way through the cancer stick before the ringing of his phone caught him by surprise. He turned around and walked back inside, disregarding the no smoking inside rule. His brows furrowed in confusion as he saw that Daehyun was calling. "What the hell.." He groaned, taking a quick drag before answering the phone. He tried to sound somewhat happy. "Hello? Daehyun? What's wrong?"

@(D) Won Jongjin The whole drive to the hotel, a unsettling mix of emotions stirred inside him. He tried convincing himself that this was okay to do, but reason sneaked around to remind him that it was dangerous. But what harm was it? It was simply going to be a meeting. He'd say hi, see how Jongjin had been doing these months, and leave. What was so troubling about that? Daehyun swallowed a lump in his throat. It was hard to deny that he'd been especially lonely since Jongjin had left, even more since he had spent two years of his life with him. The longest he had ever been in a relationship. He had gotten so used to having Jongjin around...when he disappeared without a trace, Daehyun hit rock bottom. Blaming himself was the only thing he could do. He had stopped accepting gigs, ate less and slept more. Even going as far to have little to no motivation to play his guitar. The one and only thing that was able to soothe his depressive moods when he fell into them. The depression lasted for weeks, and it wasn't until eviction threatened him that he had to forcibly pull himself together. Even then, it was still painful. And he lived with that pain of loosing Jongjin, with no closure, for months.
And now here he was, driving in the late night to go and see him. His heart pumped anxiety in his blood, and it was evident on his face as he pulled in to park at the hotel. "Oh god.." He gulped, the nervous feeling growing as he stopped the car's engine. His bottom lip, habitually, found its way between his teeth as he leaned back into his seat, trying to gather himself. "Just say hi...Just say hi..." He kept repeating to himself as if it would provide him some comfort. It didn't. He was still nervous and eventually he took in a deep breath and exhaled. Why was he so nervous? Feeling like this had reminded him of the first date he went on with Jongjin. The feelings then and now were mutual, but this nervousness had a higher magnitude. He was almost scared to go inside, as he was unsure what type of situation he was getting himself into. He feared getting his feelings involved again, only for Jongjin to disappear....again. To go through that kind of hurt a second time, Daehyun dreaded it and he would surely hate himself for it for falling a second time. But without much more thought, he stepped out his car and headed inside. His eyes widened at the beautiful interior and he was soon warmly welcomed by the front desk clerk. Daehyun walked to the front and mentioned that he was here to visit. When asked what the room number was, his face went blank and he mentally facepalmed. "I didn't even ask that..." Feeling stupid, he took a step to the side and pulled his phone out to call Jongjin. Out of habit,again, he started chewing on his lip.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin surprised himself as he allowed his thoughts of Daehyun to take over. He had stopped fighting it a while ago when the outlet of drinking himself clear of the other became out of question. It was obvious that being drunk wouldn't have made a lasting impression and Jongjin was smart enough to know better. The familiar vibrating made him check his phone again, smirking now that he knew the boy was on his way. He placed his phone back down, and swung his legs to get out of bed. In the mean time, he decided to freshen up. Jongjin started slipping his shirt off as he walked towards the bathroom. Without a care, he dropped the garment to the floor and entered the well decorated space. He nodded in approval. "These people really know how to make a man feel like home." He said to himself as he shut the door. In seconds, he was unclothed then leaned over to turn on the shower. He slid the door open and stepped in then closed the door behind him. Steam rose from the shower, and he found the hot water hitting his skin, comforting. But it was somewhat ruined as Daehyun haunted his mind, again.

@(D) Won Jongjin As Daehyun stepped out of the car, the vibration of his phone made him gasp. He closed the door behind him, distractedly walking to the front door with his eyes focused on his phone. A second message greeted him and he couldn't help but the subtle smile forming on his lips.
-I can't wait to see you either :] I'll be there soon~- Sent.
The brunette slipped his phone into his pocket, softly chuckling as he heard faint meows from behind the door. As he was about to unlock the door, a subtle rustling noise caused him to look over at the window to see Joko pawing at the glass. Daehyun couldn't help but to smile at his pet's antics. Joko always knew when the boy was home, and greeted him like this every time he returned. "I'm coming~ Hold on." He laughed, unlocking the door and Joko immediately prancing into his arms as he walked in. A wide smile brightened his face as nestled a meowing Joko close to him, cooing at her before lightly kicking the door behind him shut. "You missed me a lot, didn't you?" Joko meowed in response as if telling him yes, nuzzling his dry nose against Daehyun's chin. Daehyun giggled at the cat's form of a kiss, then gently placed him on the floor. He squatted next to the small animal, affectionately petting behind her ears where she loved it. However, he only did it as a comfort for her whenever he had to leave.
Joko was just like him, completely dreaded being alone and it pained him all the time to leave her. Only because he knew what if felt to be alone, hence the reason he had adopted her. They both kept each other happy, and Daehyun would have never thought he'd love an animal so much as he did Joko. She was like a child to him. His smile turned apologetic. "You're going to be upset with me. I have to leave in a little bit but I'll be back home okay?" He leaned in and pressed a small kiss on her furry head then stood. The sad look in her eyes as Daehyun looked at her sliced his heart, almost debating if he should just stay. But now that he had already told Jongjin he was coming, he knew he would feel guilty for suddenly changing his mind. He mouthed an 'I'm sorry' but waved for her to follow him into the kitchen. In the pantry, he pulled out a bag of cat food then walked over to her bowl to fill it, graciously more than he usually would have for dinner. Joko took no time to scurry over to the bowl to start eating and in that time Daehyun gave her a few loving petting before walking towards the door to leave.
He found himself back inside his car, punching the address into his phone. "10 minutes away.." He read aloud, before sending off a text to let Jongjin know he was on his way.

@(D) Jung Daehyun Jongjin felt his phone vibrating and blankly checked it. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he read over the name Joko. "Who the hell..Oh...right." It was the young boy's pet cat. He groaned, thinking now that it was another fact he had to make sure to remember. At the same time, he was also reminded how much he hated that damn cat. Probably cause the cat didn't like anyone except Daehyun. He remembered a few things about Daehyun. He played guitar, and he sang, and not just ordinarily. The boy had a majestic voice and played just as beautiful on the guitar. Sudden memories of Daehyun singing him to sleep haunted him, bringing back feelings he refused to acknowledge. He groaned, forcing himself to think something else. Like that tempting bottle of Vodka just feet away from him. He looked back down at his phone and sent the address as the other asked then sent something else. "Can't wait to see you, Daehyunnie (:"