@kim minseok Because you are you, Kim Minseok.
And if anything, I'd worry if you didn't like such compliments.
*blinks at you, smiling softly as I nuzzling you.
I am only a good boy to certain people. And you are one of them. Why, because it's obvious. I'll be disappointed if you don't know the reason Minseok.
*shaking my head slightly, content with you flush against me, holding you comfortably.
You're not stirring me up right now, but I know you might sooner or later. Until then, I'm going to enjoy this side of you.
*hums softly, resting my chin atop your head gently.
Tired it is then.
@huang zitao correct. nothing to be worried about.
shakes his head firmly and hums.
you are. you're such a good person. And good boys always get rewarded. don't they?
snugges more against you and can't help but to smirk.
strring you up? Am I stirring you up right now
snorts softly and buries his face in your chest.
tired... yes. we can call it that.
nods lightly and places a light kiss on your chest, shuffling firmly under your touch.
@kim minseok I don't know if I should be concerned that you are proud of such praise. But then I remember it's you. Nothing at all to be worried about.
*nodding my head smiling slightly.
Well, yes. I am lucky. Lucky because you allow me to be by your side, in your own bed even. Who would have thought you'd ever let me. Especially after all those lessons we hated together.
*pursing my lips to hide the smile that's growing.
Oh? So I still face your wrath if I break it. Got it. I'll try not to. But that may grow difficult if you keep stirring me up.
*making sure you're tucked in well, humming lightly.
So you're just tired...? Is that it?
*murmurs softly, brushing fingers through your hair gently.
@huang zitao much better. I'm proud.
hums contently and gives you a firm nod, liking the praise; even if it had some sarcasm in it.
more homely and inviting? only to certain people, honestly. You're lucky you're one of them.
such as that, yeah. But you're not completely safe if you break it. I'll think of something else if it happens.
snuggles more into the blankets as you pull them up, huffing silently and flashes a small blink afterwards.
distracted? nothing... I'm not distracted. My attention is yours.
shuts his eyes and turns his head into the pillow to let out a silent yawn.
@kim minseok *biting my bottom lip to stiffle a laugh, nuzzling you.
My mistake. All men, and /women/ should bask in your godly y art. Is that better, my Minseok?
Your bed is fairly comfortable. I like your bed. Even more so when you are upon it with me. It makes your be more homely and inviting.
*biting my lip with a soft chuckle.
Oh? You mean such as rough ? Am I safe from your wrath if it ends up being my fault a bed this nice becomes broken somehow?
*blinking at your groan, pulling at the blankets to drag them up higher, both arms wrapped around you.
Minseok ah, what has you distracted from me? Your mind appears to be elsewhere.
@huang zitao not only the men, you peasant... women should also do so, everyone should. And when I say everyone... yknow?
hums silently and shuts his eyes after allowing his gaze to meet yours, blinking firmly and nods lightly.
well, I hope it is perfect for you. I allow you to be in my bed. And not gonna lie, my bed is the most comfortable one out of all of the beds here. And I'd kill anyone who dares to go too rough on it, like, in any kind of form. You break my bed, I break your neck, the rule is pretty simple. But... I'd probably think twice since it's you.
shivers firmly and groans in dissatisfaction as he freezes lightly, tilting his head up to press a small peck on your lips, humming in agreement.
...but yes, it is. It is perfect.
kind of starts to reflect your statement about reaching an agreement that works well for the both of you on the situation from not too long ago, letting out a soft sigh.
@kim minseok *laughing softly at your remark, humming an agreement of sorts.
I pity the men who refuse to admire the great Kim Minseok, God's gifted master of the ing art.
*giving a slight nod of my head, smiling faintly as I gaze at you.
It is perfect. We have reached an agreement that works well for the both of us. What more could we need?
@huang zitao It's a gift form the gods, man. That's what it is, being able to be a complete about everything. You should admire me. Everyone should.
speaks in a half sarcastic way and shrugs, huffing out silently as you pull him closer and rolls on his side.
Then, I think, it's alright and we won't have to worry about that happening anytime soon. Neither about me moving, nor about me smacking you. Perfect.
@kim minseok *hums thoughtfully, bringing an arm up to tangle finger loosely in your hair.
You are true about that. You're a genuine er. It's a life skill.
*bites back a soft laugh, instead pulling you closer.
I don't think I'd like it either, if I told you to move. So I won't.
@huang zitao at least I'm good at being a . Not like those fake es.
bites his lip and turns his head into your direction, nuzzling his head against yours firmly until you do.
well I wouldn't like it if you told me to move now.
lets his hand rest on yours, his eyes shutting slowly as it gets silent again.
@kim minseok *laughing softly, sitting up and running hands through my hair, gazing down at you with a soft expression.
My god, you do love to about .
*shifting to lay down beside you, keeping myself flush against you and I wrap an arm tightly around you, nuzzling you lovingly.
Oh don't ing lie to yourself Minseok. You know you love anything I decide to do with you.
*murmurs, settling pleased at your side, inhaling your scent and smiling faintly.
@huang zitao I do, cause it's not fair.
shrugs firmly and scrunches up his nose firmly before returning your kiss with dry lips, nodding firmly.
I'm always tired, Tao, so that's nothing new. Do whatever you want to do with me, but be warned that I might smack you if I don't like it.
mumbles silently, briefly over his dry lips and clears his throat.
@kim minseok You just love to complain about something, don't you?
*mutters with a smile, coming to your lips and pressing a firm kiss upon them.
Are you seriously tired still? Here I thought we could do something together. But if you want rest, we can cuddle together?
Would you like that?
@huang zitao allows him to relax more under your touch and turns his head a little, grumbling silently.
I don't need to get stronger, so it's unnecessary, but fine.
shivers lightly as you trail kisses down his throat, parting his lips firmly before letting out a soft yawn.
I've been sleeping all day but I'm tired again...
murmurs and shuts his eyes, gulping lightly.
@kim minseok I don't suppose anything could change that fact.
*comments quietly, running fingers through your hair softly.
You can't just "wake up" and avoid negativity Minseok. Facing the bad things makes you stronger, more formidable. You're not alone Minseok.
*gently tugging on your hair, shifting to press light kisses down your exposed throat.
@huang zitao I know that. But it doesn't change the fact that it's pissing me off right now... It's just not fair at all.
whispers back and keeps his eyes shut, letting out a soft sigh as your lips touch his, pursing his own lips firmly before placing a peck on yours.
his hands playing with your shirt, he lets out a soft sigh.
God, please slap me. I wanna wake up now.
@kim minseok I know you're sick of it babe.
But they're part of life and part of being alive. The good and the bad.
We Chinese believe so strongly in the Balance of life that its natural to understand you can't have good without bad to counter it.
*murmurs, coming up to nuzzle you before softly pressing lips on yours.
@huang zitao listens to you silently and gulps visibly, letting out a soft wheeze before falling silent again, as much as he hated it how you compared him to a 12 year old, he couldn't allow himself to get mad at you. In addition to that, he hated how much he had been attached ro you too.
I'm just.. sick of it. Those stupid and unnecessary fights. All of it. Everything's annoying me.
shuts his eyes as he feels your lips ok his jaw repeatedly, feeling how his heart beat got slower, the adrenaline he had felt before and the anger almost seeming to fade, shifting a little to get comfortable.
@kim minseok You aren't being calm right now, Minseok.
You can pretend all you ing want but I know you well enough.
You want to yell and carry on like a twelve year old. Well, go ahead if you want.
No one will bother but me to calm you down. And at this rate, I don't think anyone else even can calm you down except for me.
*inhales slowly, sighing quietly as I shift to lean down, trailing kisses along your jaw softly.
What am I going to do with you, Minseok ah..?
@huang zitao turns his head lightly and shifts under you, holding against your body that made him sink down into the matress more.
...so you wanna tell me that I need to calm down? I'm the calmest person ever...
returns in a silent tone as well and glares at you, his lips parting firmly and his wrists tensing up weakly as you caress them.
@kim minseok Minseok.
*repeats again as a warning, a muscle in my jaw feathering as I shift to throw a leg over you, carefully grabbing your wrists and pressing them into the matress, gazing down at you silently as I pin you in place.
I am not taking sides...
*speaks quietly, breaking the silence at last.
... but you need to ing calm down.
/Now/.
*hisses out softly, my thumbs rubbing over the delicate veins of your wrist gently.
@huang zitao glares at you sulkingly and bites his bottom lip firmly, inhaling deeply.
I did nothing. I walked in, he sat in the ing corner and did nothing, I lied down and he suddenly started yelling at me. Well, I don't just let anyone yell at me like that so I yelled back - but I never touched him. I don't get him. Not at all.
furrows his brows at your assumption and wheezes silently.
I swear. SM can my balls, but if they start to smack other members up, I'm ing out, Tao. I don't have time for this bull. Either he gets his ing life managed or I'm gone, that's all.
@kim minseok *narrowing my eyes at your sarcasm, my fingers gripping a little tighter.
Kim Minseok, now is not the time to be a ing smartass.
*warns you quietly, releasing my hold on you to run fingers through my messy hair with a sigh.
Oh god, I can already guess what ensued between you two, knowing the both of you as well as I do.
Let me guess, he doesn't appreciate your cold nature? So, who threw the first barrage of words, you or him?
*rolling my eyes and resisting the urge to smack you at your dramatics, settling instead to half laying over your legs, watching you carefully as I take in the full nature of your condition.
@huang zitao nuzzling his head into his blanket, he lets out a soft sigh as you come in and turns around a little more.
not answering to your comment since he didn't feel like it at all, only tensing up a little as he feels your body plop down on the mattress, huffing out softly and squinnies hard, clenching his teeth firmly and turning his head firmly, gulping down a shaky wheeze and tilts his head up to look at you.
guess what happened, what does it look like to you? A cute little puppy nuzzling my face? No, Tao, Jongdae is going crazy, this is what happened.
his voice getting shaky again as he speaks, he only curls up a little and turns his head to the other side.
...and it looks like I'll be gone soon.
adds in a silent tone and tries to catch his breath properly, closing his eyes and breathing in deeply.
@kim jongdae confused about your words, how you seemed to change your mind a hell of a lot and doesn't say anything anymore, just wanting to lock himself from everything, seriously thinking about leaving not only the dorm for a bit, but also of permanently leaving since it had been years of only causing harm, sometimes fighting and being yelled at, but if physical violence got involved now as well, he didn't even want to try to get along with everyone and get messed up even more, and to be hionest, he didn't feel good recently, not in this place.
well, apparently I only make everything worse, then... thank you, little ...
murmurs into his pillow and hugs his blanket, sniffing firmly.
@kim minseok *wandering into your room fresh and clean, my hair still slightly damp from my shower, the ends curling gently from the steam of the bathroom, lazily wearing a shirt I pillaged from someone's closet.
I swear, nothing can compare to the shower pressure here. It's perfect for pounding away and sore spots.
*sighs out with a smile, sitting on the edge of your bed and fluffing at my hair with a towel: noticing your odd silence and blinking, glancing to you.
Minseok?
*frowns slightly, resting my hand on your shoulder before noticing your face and staring.
Oi, what the happened?
*hisses, carefully gripping your jaw between my fingers and turning your face, eyeing the red mark.
@kim minseok I'm not telling you to leave at all, minseok!
*shuts my eyes tightly and shakes my head*
you aren't ing terrible at all, you just hurt my feelings when you push me away and don't let me closer to you! I want your love and affection and I can't help that- It really ing hurts my feelings that you're so- I don't even know the word for it!
*flinches slightly hearing your yelling, whimpering quietly and shaking my head*
what are you going to do!? what's going to make me regret this?!
*sniffles quietly and throws myself onto my bed, curling up as more soft sobs slip past my lips*
@kim jongdae So you're basically telling me to leave? fine, you know what? I /will/.
gets louder at the end and shakes his head, sighing loudly.
If I'm such a bad guy and if I'm this ing terrible, then fine, I'll leave if I don't have to listen to that kind of bull anymore. All those assumptions, the strong feelings and accusations.
unconsciously slips into yelling as well and flinches back as you slap his face, holding a hand on the aching area, clenching his teeth as he does and growls deeply.
You're gonna regret this. You're gonna ing regret this so much. I'll make sure you will!
rubs his face firmly and narrows his eyes firmly before walking out and kicking the door and back into his own room, his breathing getting shaky as he lies down, his eyes wide open, his teeth still clenched firmly as he tears up firmly.
Tao... get your ing in here...
whispers inaudibly and turns his head, still shocked from the sudden slap.
@kim minseok *flinches slightly at your words, listening silently before letting a soft sob past my lips and shaking my head a bit*
I-i don't make everything about myself though! You don't even talk to me enough to know whether I do or not! I ing love exo! all of exo! that includes you! so when you say that stuff, it hurts me! when you look at me like I'm someone's leftover trash, it hurts me! hell, I don't want to hurt anyone, but I feel like I am! I really do! and so I'm trying to be happier, and I'm trying to be more cuddly, and I'm trying to be nicer to everyone, but with you everything just seems so impossible because you make it that way!
*huffs and brings my hand up, slapping you across the face before walking off into another room, still a sobbing mess*
I feel like scum but Lay and Young K are out- can't handle the pressure anymore. Sorry for being so crap while here. To anyone remaining, please enjoy your time <3