⌀ Taemin's Room

@Taemin /he nods quickly before blinking at you/ If I end up disappearing randomly, do you have people you care about you here? That you can turn to? /he gives you a small smile/ Because if someone ended my life, you'd hunt them down to get revenge. You'd feel guilty amongst all things, but you'd mainly feel angry.. /when you open your eyes, his thumb gently wipe away your tears and he steps a little closer, if possible/ I'll always love you.. /Daehyun whispers and looks into your eyes for a moment longer before he leans his forehead against yours, murmuring against your lips/ Always.

@Daehyun I won't leave or vanish my love, trust me. I'm just saying if I ever do though. You have people who care about you. So don't worry to much. You won't lose me, I know. I'll feel the same if you left though. *Murmurs softly as he glances over at you before nodding his head* Yeah, I'll be at peace knowing it was me who ended your life and not some random stranger... Because than I can also rest at peace knowing you know I was the one, that I didn't want to but I had to-- *Blinks when you cup his face before he let's out a soft sigh, eyes just fluttering close for a moment before opening them as small unwanted tears shed down his cheeks* Okay.. I rather we don't, yeah that would be good. *Nods his head, giving you a fond smile* I love you too Dae.

@Taemin Well.. I sincerely hope that you won't leave or vanish.. /he nods a little before huffing/ I don't want you to go when I feel like I just got you.. /Daehyun nibbles on his bottom lip and looks down/ I would rather die by your hands than anyone else's.. that way I can feel at peace knowing that I've gotten to see you one last time before I pass.. /he watches you for a moment before gently turning you around, cupping your cheeks in his palms as he presses himself to you/ hey.. hey, let's not talk about this right now, okay? No talk about death, about your parents-- let's not talk about any of that, okay? /he says softly, brushing the pads of his thumbs against your cheeks as he looks into your eyes/ I love you, alright..? I love you..

@Daehyun I'm glad you got more friends who you can trust that you're willing to go to for help when I'm not around. That means a lot... Now I can rest assure that if I ever do leave or vanish, you have people who'll be there for you and cheer you up. *Murmurs softly as his fingers slightly tap against the glass, eyes glassy due to the unspoken tears that wanted to spill before he let out a soft sigh when he feels you walk up to him, feeling the hand rest on his shoulder before he let out a small bitter laugh* You'll accept it...? Just like that? I guess that's true... You rather die by your loved one's hands instead of a strangers. *Sighs, not getting rid of the gloomy aura that surrounds him* You'll always be in my future, I wish I could say the same. It took me awhile.

@Taemin /his smile grows a little and he looks down almost shyly/ I've never sung in front of anyone but my uncle; he's the only one in my entire life that I've shown my real self to. You've started to see a lot more of it, though.. so in the future, I have no doubt that my real self will come through eventually. /he hums low in thought/ As far as I can see, Jaebum is quite genuine.. he and I have spoken a lot on many accounts. I've grown to trust him and Jungkook, they both seem to want to spread happiness in their wake so if I struggle, I will go to them. /he leans into your touch with a small hum/ If they were to give you an order to kill me... I'd accept it. /he inhales through his nose and folds his arms across his chest, as if hugging himself a little/ If it'd be by your hands... I'd accept it. There'd be nothing I could do... /Daehyun watches you go before he slowly begins to walk over to you, lifting his hand to rest it on you shoulder as he appears at your side/ And I want you, too. /he says softly as his eyes scan your side profile/ I see you in my future.. I knew you were the one for me pretty much the second I laid eyes on you.

@Daehyun You're in love, well. *Pauses before chuckling quietly* As I'm in love with you my sweet feline. I know you're still a grump but I mean, you even say in front of everyone-- I never heard you sing before until then... I won't let anyone touch you unless I wasn't there and you wanted comfort. That's a different story, if I aren't there. Ask others for help if you're struggling okay? Don't revert to your cold self and ignore everyone's help. *Murmurs softly as he brings a hand up to run it through your hair before he pursed his lips together at the thought before he let out a soft sigh, nodding slowly* I wouldn't want to, I swear I wouldn't. I would protect you with my life.. I know, they still do have sights on you. I know they do but if they did order me... I would have to do what they ask, to please them. They're my parents, yes they ruined me... they made me split into two yet I'm one. Who knows what would happen if I disobey them... *Heaves a shaky sign at the thought before he removes himself from you, moving to go to the window as he places a hand on the glass. Glancing outside sadly before whispering* But, I won't let them touch you... Or command me to do what they will, they won't find out about us... Maybe. *Turns his head to glance at you for a moment* Good because I want you, I see you in my future. *Gives you a small smile before glancing outside, a sad look still in his eyes*

@Taemin Because I'm in love. /he answers simply without much thought/ Love can do that; ease the coldness in their heart. I'm still a grump, don't get me wrong - there's many things I do with you that I /won't/ do with everyone else. For example, I won't touch people and I sincerely hope they won't touch me, I won't smile or laugh or any of that sort. But I'm gentler, I know that. I'm less harsh with my words.. /he listens quietly with your words and takes a moment before he speaks, looking into your eyes as he does so/ So, what would've happened if things were different..? If I had let my parents force me into the mafia? What if our families had butted heads and you had orders to kill me? Would you...? Even with all of this going on between us right now, if your parents give you the order to kill me, would you..? I mean, they ordered your men to do it, so clearly they still have me in their sights.. but if they give /you/ the instructions next time? You'd kill me, wouldn't you? /he lets out a small laugh and dips his head down to peck your lips/ Marriage, huh? I guess I don't hate the idea of that..

@Daehyun More colder than you are? Mmm true, you've been soft lately. Not just to me but everyone else, guess you won't the be the second residential grump. *Snickers at the thought before he hums softly, a frown still playing on his lips as he listens to what you said before he snorts quietly* I probably met them already and killed their men before, so that'll be too late don't you think? It's the mafia, there will always be a battle between families and loved ones, even if the loved one is on the opposite side.. Sometimes you have to give up on that love sometimes to please your own mafia.. *Whispers the last sentence quietly before he nodded his head, a small smile on his lips* Yeah, get a blessing so I know it's okay to date you and who knows. Marry you in the future when we're ready. *Winks*

@Taemin /Before he had to go to work, he knew he had to do at least /something/; so he cooked something up real quick and made his way down to the reindeers room, knocking on the door before turning and leaving before the door could open; on the plate was the steak that you had given me, perfectly portioned to your taste with rice and a side bowl of salad/

yes it does! it /does/ matter, tae! -i frown a little- i'll leave you be just.. please just.. work things out with him.. look at his response to me in the IC room, okay..? -stands up and shuffles out quietly- he feels really bad, tae.. -i say softly before shutting the door behind me-

It doesn't matter anymore. *He spits out with anger but more hurt than anger before he shuffles his body so his back is facing you with a soft mutter* It's safer if you leave me alone at the moment Jungkook.. Just remember you didn't upset me or anything so don't blame yourself.

-my frown deepens and i shuffle over to you, carefully sitting down on the bed- he knows he was too harsh... so he said he'll wait until you calm down enough for you to talk to him; i guess he doesn't want to upset you any further. but i think he realizes his mistake and feels bad for it..

He feels bad? *Murmurs out quietly as he glances at you for a moment, before scoffing quietly under his breath before he mutters* Says he'll accept every part of me, yet when I'm frustrated and accidentally take it out on people he tells me to leave him be and not come back 'until' I fix it. *Let's out a bitter laughter* I knew it was too good to be true.

-i immediately stop walking as i spot to you and shift a little closer to the wall- a-are you sure..? -i ask quietly with a frown, shifting uneasy on my feet and i fall silent for a moment before speaking- daehyun feels bad..

*Ears flicker above his head as he hears noises, a raised eyebrow takes over his facial expressions as he hears your voice. A small sigh escaping his lips as he sat up, glancing at you for a moment before muttering.* It's not your fault, so you didn't have to come by and apologise. It's fine, I'm not upset or mad at you so you can worry not. So don't be so scared of me. *Moves to lay back on the bed*

-pads in slowly, hesitantly and keeps my eyes scanning my surrounding- u-uhm.. t-taemin..? -i call out meekly, fingers gripping on to my sweater; ears flat as i stay close to the wall as if it brings me some comfort- i-i just.. wanted to apologize if i upset you.. i just- i think you and dae are cute together.. s-so i.. so that's why said you two were a 'yet' couple.. i'm sorry if i crossed the line..

Quietly makes his way into his room, a huff escaping past his pink tiers before he opens the door only to slam it shut afterwards. Eyes set to a glare, coldness behind them as he stalks his way to the bed before flopping down on there. His body tense, filled with frustration and anger and some what sadness as he turns his head to glance at the wall in front of him. A small sigh escaping past his lips before he let's his eyes flutter close, just for a moment.