@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Once more the other looked down and shook his head as the guards left. He then looked at the other and nodded "If you are sure Jae..." he said as he went on with the files and looked at him. "Do you think it would have been different if I stayed?" he asked sadly. "If I could turn back time I would Jae...I really would.....I still loved you but I was scared of ruining thing" he said softly as he stood up looking at the time. "Give this to the one taking you down so they know your medication you should be taking at the moment and for your next appointment here," he said to the other as he stood up slowly walking to the door about to call the guards but stopped staring right at the door in front of him.
@Gong Chansik The guards groan in frustration but gave up since the said medic seem to be very persistent. "Fine. But just 15 minutes." One of the guard said then they both walked out of the room, closing the metal door behind them. Jaejoong could only sigh. He is feeling relieved that the guards were outside but he is also feeling the pain of the past because of Chansik. The memories of that painful day still haunts him. "i dont want it." He said gritting his teeth trying to control his anger. His right hand swats the other guy's hand away. " I want to go back to my cell. Hurry up and do your job"
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Sighing softly he looked at him again petting his hair gently as he went to write something down on a piece of paper, putting it into his files. "Almost...I have to finish the checkup that is strictly between doctor and patient. If you don't mind this will take only a few moments can you wait outside all of you?" he asked with a pleading look on his face. "Fine tell you what I won't tell the Warden about you hitting him with a bat and I will but you both anything you want after work," he said softly looking back at the other.
"Jae....are you okay?" he asked the other holding his hand gently. He sighed softly and chuckled sadly "I wish I stayed...maybe I could have prevented this.." he said softly. Closing his eyes he focused on the tasked at hand. "Jae just take this every morning and night it should help, and if you need painkillers ask for me okay?" he said to the other and patted his ex-lovers head before sighing gently pressing his lips onto his forehead. "Stay well Jae I care a lot about you."
@Gong Chansik Jaejoong looked at the other who is mending his wound. There was some sort of doubt in his mind that he wanted to ask but just kept it to himself. Unsure what to say he just looked at Chansik with a grin on his face. The guards could only stand there and watched the two in disgust. They wanted to get the convict back to his confinement as soon as they can before he actually do something horrible. Known to them, Jaejoong could turn any minute and kill someone. The sooner he is locked up the better.
"Are you done with him?" The guard said impatiently.
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ He is not crazy...he was from my past...and when I am here screw what the chief thinks I will talk to him about this later. This is about treating them like they are human. This is not the place to hurt people where they come to heal!" he snapped at the guards again. He could not believe what he had just seen and looked at the other "Do you need any painkillers ?" he asked the other with a gentle look on his face.
"Hit him again I swear to you I won't give you any painkillers next time you come in for stitches, " he said to the guard and hugged the one in front of him. Helping the other he wrote down the rest of the things he needed in his file and sighed softly cleaning his hands from the blood that had spilled earlier. He then hummed softly as he smiled "There all done Jae....it's was great to see you again"
@Gong Chansik "Not crazy?!" The guard scoffed in disbelief unable to understand what the said medic was saying. Considering what Jaejoong have done or was planning to do before he got caught is so inhumane to even consider the said man as a person or a human being. "Do you have any idea what that monster did?! You just started here and you're acting like you know what these psycho did." The guard said eyes fixated directly at the convict,
concerned for the medic's life since Jaejoong is already going nuts. "I cannot leave you with him. That's the order of the chief. Unless you have a problem with that, go and talk to him yourself."
Jaejoong slowly opened his eyes but a blurred vision of
Chansik appeared in his sight. The damaged done to his head is by far nothing but he felt dizzy from all of
it. He groaned in pain while reaching for his left side, feeling the sharp pain from being kicked. He didnt say a word but heard the guards snicker in disgust when they noticed that he is already awake. "What are looking at?" The other guard said towards him and ready to hit him with the bat once again. However, a sly grin appeared across jaejoong's face, his eyes blank
with victory.
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ "I don't know who you are but you don't treat someone like an animal! He is not crazy he just needs help!" he growled at the guard who talked to him gently taking the injured man into his arms and started to treat his wounds and whispered gentle words to him. "Jae....you are going to be okay I won't let them hurt you anymore..." he said kissing his forehead.
Looking back at the guard he rolled his eyes and shook his head. "And for your information, I do know who this person is...I have history with this male. I know this person much better than someone like you. So please let me do my job and treat his wounds and finish his checkup. That is my job as a doctor...so please let me do my job"
@Gong Chansik Curses left the guards lips as they are both scared of and hate the convict himself. Blood trickle down Jaejoong's
pale cheeks. The thick red fluid warms his face while he curl in defense. His eyes dark as the night sky, no sign of pain nor remorse for what he did to the said medic. He lay there unmoving as the one of the guard spat on him. "I dont know who you are. But you dont know that guy."The guard said panting in exhaustion and finally finding his inhibition. "He is crazy. He shouldnt be able to live."
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Chanshik looked up and gasped standing up running over grabbing the bat "Hey! Stop! There is not hurting anyone in my office" he said to the guards and sighed softly. "I had things under control. You can't just come into my office and hit people with bats...he needs help so stop treating him like he is some deranged animal..." he said helping Jaejoong up and looked up at him. "Jae are you okay?" he asked him leading him back to the table sitting him down getting out the pills and water "Here take this...it should help" he mumbled softly and asked the guards to leave once more. "It's getting crowed in here" he mumbled softly.
@Gong Chansik "Ha! There it goes!" He called out and hits the chair against the table, scattering all the equipments on the table. "I'm a monster huh?" Jaejoong throw his head back the drags the chair, scratching the floor. Arms lifted up, he swings the said item towards Chansik but the guards come running right in. A sudden thud filled the room and loud stomp of feet rings in his ear. The guards have already Jaejoong under control. They have them pinned on the floor beneath their feet, being hacked and whacked by the bat their holding.
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Jae stop please" he said as he fell to the floor and slowly started to back away from the other when he saw him grab one of the chairs, he had a button that could alert the guards or call for help but he tried to calm him down by talking. "Jae if you kill me you will stay here longer......don't be the monster they say you are...the monster I know you are not..." he said to him as he shut his eyes waiting for the impact.
@Gong Chansik He clenched his jaw in unknown anger that he screeched. His eyes widen as if it will pop out of it's socket, looking af Chansik. "love?! the with love!" He screamed that alarmed the guards. With brute force, he shoved his past lover away. Throwing him somewhere around the room. "Heh. I'm gonna kill you." Jaejoong grin and totally lost all inhibitions and grabbed one of the folding chairs.
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Looking at him he felt the other arms wrapped around his neck, he then blinked and groaned in pain as the other grabbed his hair. He looked at the one who he left. "Jae... you're hurting me." he said softly "Did you take your medication this morning?" he asked him softly remaining quietly so not to alert the guards. "I truly am sorry I should have never left you...I love you still," he said to him quietly. "I should have said no to the job offer finding a job closer," he said softly tears streaming down his face
@Gong Chansik The words that were spoken ring inside his head. He felt
the warmth coming from Chansik's body by which Jaejoong felt something ticking inside. A devious grin hides behind that hug as he wrapped his arm around the latter's neck. In an instant, he reached for the latter's hair and thrown his ex-lover's head. He stood up, towering the man who broke his heart. All the pain and sorrow suddenly flashed like the wind blowing. It was swift and unexpected. His eyes widens and his teeth grind together. "You're sorry???"
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Looking at him with gentle eyes, he sighed softly to himself. He should have stayed with the other maybe he could have helped him more as he went to get the other's medication. He walked back and sat in his chair staying close to the other. He went closer to the other and hummed softly as the other cupped his cheeks again. "Yes, Jae....I am so so sorry" he said to him quietly. Pulling him into a hug he gently d the other's hair glad the guards were not here at the moment. He wanted to help the other so badly but he didn't know what to do. Even so he was going to try, no matter what it took he was going to help the other.
@Gong Chansik His eyes glitter in burning hatred but his expression remains the same. "Heh!" He snort and lowers his hand when the latter said his apology. In Jaejoong's mind nothing felt easy. It seems like something is numbing his emotions. He wanted to be angry but all he could feel is the emptiness of it all. He roll his head and cupped Chansik's face,m. His fingers tracing his ex-lover's smooth skin. Tilting his head he lean forward till their faces are just inches apart. "Chansik sorry???" He said in a childish tone and kept repeating the said words over and over again.
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ "Jae...you knew how I felt I never stopped loving you," he said to the other not leaving where he was. He listened to the other's word and frowned a bit when he heard of his parents' demise. "I never knew Jae...I am so sorry" he said walking closer to him. He felt guilty for leaving the other and how he ended up here. But at the same time, he was glad since he got to see him once more and hopefully can give him the help and support he needs to help him get better. "I know I was not there, but I am now...Jae I will help you get better" he said and looked down when the other said he was not there and sighed again running his hand through his hair. "You know what I mean...We would have been on call all the time never time to ourselves.I always wanted to be there for you. I hope you knew that"
"What happened?" He scoffed in breaming disgust but his expression remains manic and even laughed to every word coming from the other guy. Jaejoong now tilting his head side to side. Eyes flattering while humming in the tune of a song that he used to love when he was in a relationship with the man sitting beside him. "You left. They died. Heh!" He said in a joyous voice remembering the gruesome end that his parents experienced. "They killed them. Ha..." He took a deep breath and looks at his chained ankles, looking lost in despair before starting to giggle like a child. "and you...." His eyes gaze upon Chansik's face then purse his lips into a fine line. "You weren't there. Too busy are we?" The cold tone of derision left his mouth, lifting his arms and points straight at his ex lover.
Looking at him with sad eyes he bit his lip slightly. He knew what he did broke the other's heart by breaking up with him on a short notice. But he didn't believe in long-distance relationships. No matter how much he wanted to stay with the other he knew it would be hard to make time for the one before him. "Jae...What happened?" he asked softly as the other's hands were on his cheeks. He was about to pull away before he saw the other tilt his head having this disturbing grin on his face. Shivering as he heard the tone of the other's voice he backed away from the other. "Jae you know I never wanted to...you knew my beliefs on long distance relationships...within our career path we would never have any time together," He said softly looking into the other's eyes. "Oh Jae...what happened to you?"
There is a sudden silence then the sound of papers floating in the air reached his ears. He heard the guards being dismissed although they protest against it. The door closed and he became curious. His eyes glance to where the voice is coming from. It is familiar making him froze to see who it was. Not knowing how to respond, his face became dull and unmoving. It is him. The man who broke his heart. Memories flooded his mind and causing chaos with his emotions. "Chansik..." He said softly then reached with both his chained hands and touched the man's cheeks. He cupped his cheeks and closes his eyes. But then something flicked inside his mind. He tilts his head and a evil grin flash across his face. With his eyes wide open he said in a manic tone. "You came back."
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Sighing softly as he heard the door open looking up before freezing the papers falling out of his hand, there was no was it was him. His sweet Jaejoong in chains on is ankles, the one who he met in medical school there was no way he was in jail. He shook his head and looked at him as he waved the guard off and went over to the other grabbing his fail scanning it and sighed softly . "Jae.....how?" he asked resting his hand on the other's cheek and teared up "why are you here?" he asked him softly putting the files down sitting in his chair staring at him wiht wide eyes
@Gong Chansik Unstable. Mentally deemed a psycho. Murderer. Serial Killer. Jaejoong tagged by the society and never seen him the victim of an unfortunate event that even his ankles where restrained with chains just in case he tried to escape or kill someone. It is Monday. And he is told to be checked every freaking Monday and to be give him a medication to control his thoughts. The guard opened the door while he plainly looked down, uninterested on looking who the hell is the new medic. He sat there in front of the said table while he collects himself to act normal. He knows the side effects of the medications he is being given. And he is trying to get away with it.
@Kim Jaejoong ☧ Sighing softly he leaned back on his chair he it was his second month working in this prison and he was tired, he didn't care if they were murderers or other criminals he just wanted to help them out. He looked at his paper work as he started to work on them scanning the profiles of who came in today updating their medical record that he did close to the ending of his shift. His mind started to wander however to his past of a certain boy that swept him off his feet back in medical school before he graduated before the other and having been placed halfway across the country having breaking up with the boy when he did.