MH & IM's room

@Hyungwon *listens to you from my bed, taking in your words. I turn to look at you, to say something, but when I do you're already gone. I slip from my bed and pad softly down to your bedroom. gently I knock on your door though it's still partially open. nibbles on my lower lip and looks over at you* Hyung...? I just.... wanted to say thank you... and that I'm sorry too... Could I... have a hug?

@Minhyuk frowns slightly, studying your face
it's... if you really don't want to talk about it, you don't have to... but if you're just holding it in because you "don't want to be a burden", then shoot away.

@Minhyuk looks at you, stroking your lower back slowly
I mean, yes, it is your battle in the first place, but doesn't it help to have an ally? I can be your ally and bring reinforcement~

@Minhyuk I break into a relieved smile when you let yourself be cuddled up, nose nudging to your puffed cheek before I peck your lips, nodding as you speak
I know, Min... and I'd like to help, if I can. if it's something I can help reassure you about, please tell me. if you think it's something sensitive, we can talk in private too.
() gotta warn, it's midnight and I'll knock out soon, because I have to get up tomorrow >< plus flying tomorrow. but I'll keep replying whenever I can!

@Minhyuk watches you for a sec before climbing properly onto the bed, carefulll untangling your limbs so I can sit you onto my lap sideways and circle my arms around your waist
my ears are just as open to silly things as serious things when it comes to my lovely boyfriend

@Minhyuk I... don't know? your feelings may change, or your mood...
slips my hand to your back, rubbing it in small circles
if this is about me... tell me. and we'll see if we can do something about it.

@Minhyuk keeps my hand where it is, leaning closer to try and look at you, voice gentle
what's up?

@Minhyuk saunters over and sits on the edge of the bed, along your arm until my hand rests on your shoulder
Minnie?

@Minhyuk slips in here, looking for you

@Jooheon *after my release, I lay still for a moment, letting my thighs stop their shaking and trying to catch my breath. my whole body feels like it's tingling with sparks of electricity. when I do open my eyes to look down at you, they're hazy with the euphoria of my and my face is still dusted pink. as you crawl up me to straddle my head, I bring my hands up, running them along your thighs and your , giving both a firm squeeze. my stomach flips when you repeat your words from earlier and my , though spent and sensitive, still twitches upon hearing the command repeated. my thin fingertips press into the soft skin of your and obediently I open my mouth, leaning up to take your length in my mouth. slowly, I allow the tip of my tongue to trace around the rim of the swollen head, each action slow and purposeful as I try to drive you a little mad like you've been doing me all night. after teasing the slit, lapping up the precum that had coated the angry red skin, I tilt my head ever so slightly back and raise my eyes to look up at you as my cheeks hollow and I begin gently on the head only. We might be far past teasing and at this point-- in fact, we are-- but I still do so to see just how you will react, the little sadistic part of me wondering just how rough you'll get with me if I tease you long enough and keep you from too soon*

@Changkyun *if I wasn’t so focused on blowing your mind away with my -eating skills, I would have been able to admire the view from my position, especially my angle. Although, the auditory experience itself is something to behold. You’re clearly trying to temper your volume, but failing adorably when I double my efforts (literally), tongue and long fingers relentless in stretching you out thoroughly. Each whimper, mewl and moan you make shoots right down to my , to the point where I have to compromise the hand spreading you open to reach down to grip the base of my shaft. The other hand continues its ministrations with my pink muscle, redoubling my efforts hearing you’re about to — until you’re tugging me up with purpose. At first, I grunt in reluctance, wanting to have you like that, but I realize the idea you had in mind was ten times better. Eagerly, my lips envelope the head of your , leaving room for your hand to pump away at the base. I create alternating high and low suctions, fingers digging into your flesh as I have my hands splayed on the teeth-marred skin of thighs. Once I feel the hot liquid hit the back of my throat, I softly, milking you of your completely, enjoying the burst of your unique taste in my mouth. After you’ve ridden down from your high, I crawl up the length of your body, straddling your head by kneeling just so that my throbbing, weeping arousal is positioned right near your lips* Open wide, baby.. *breathes heavily, tongue darting out to swipe any stray release around my lips as I take my turn to slide my hands into your hair to hold your head in place. I idly wonder whether you remember my wording*

@Jooheon Hm..... This is true.. and I wouldn't want you to be in pain in the slightest so maybe we don't want you -actually- being hard for me 24/7.. *laughs quietly as well and looks down at you with a smile before resting my head back against my pillow once more. attempting to be quiet in case our other members are home, I try to hold back some of my moans and for the most part, I'm able to pretty well at controlling the volume. That is, until you slip your fingers into me. the combination causes my one hand to tighten around my , the other coming up to cover my mouth as an unbridled, loud moan followed by an "Oh !" leaves my lips. my hips rock forward to match the s of your fingers and your tongue. my hand picks up speed as well, more pre- oozing down the swollen head. I drop my hand from my mouth, my teeth finding their way into my lower lip as whimpers, whines, and moans of pleasure all fight to come out all at once, mixing together into one beautiful sound brought about by your actions* H-Hnng... ,... God, Heonnie, I'm going to come-- *when I feel that I'm close and unable to hold back much longer, my free hand comes down and cups the back of your head, pulling you up from your current position, and with my other hand, I guide my throbbing into your mouth. looks down at you with ruddy cheeks. I meet your gaze as I roll my hips forward, pushing my needy arousal deeper into the warmth of your mouth, the hand at the back of your head holding you in place, thin fingertips gently massaging your scalp, and the one around my length keeps stroking until, with a loud, toe-curling moan, I release in your mouth*

@Changkyun *for a second, I'm stunned into silence by your sassy comment, finding it an immense turn on* Mentally, yes it is, but I'd be constant pain if that was actually true– *laughs softly, a lovely warmth blossoming in the midst of my chest and spreading all over me when you acknowledge my words, knowing that we have trust in each other. The shift of your hand has me glancing upwards, letting out a low moan at the fact that you're jerking yourself off while I eat you out; this has probably topped the list of the most iest things I've ever seen, although I'm hoping we keep aiming to continuously top that list. My tongue continues to dart in and out, pressing against the tight walls of your , lubricating them for what I had in mind next. I pull away for a moment, not without pressing a kiss to your gaping hole, as if weeping for the loss of my muscle* Shh.. just a sec– *hurriedly, I stick my index and middle finger into my mouth, giving them a brief coat of my saliva before I'm returning to my original position* Open wide, baby.. *murmurs just audibly enough to hear as I slide a single, slender digit into the tight opening. I curl my finger downwards, tugging on the rim of your hole as if to widen the gap for my tongue to fit through, pink muscle constantly at pressing the flat part against the walls of your tight heat. Soon, when I believe you to be relaxed enough, I add my other digit to the mix, slowly finger- and tongue-ing you good*

@Jooheon *flushes deeply when you call me y but to try to cover up my own nerves, I tease you about your comment* O-Oh? You.. mean that your -isn't- always hard for me? *I chew on my lower lip as I watch you, shivering as your hand runs down my . softly* I.. know, hyung. You've always got me.. *gives you a soft smile, conveying wordlessly that I trust you and know that you'd never hurt me. as your tongue presses into me, my eyes close and my head rolls back against my pillows* O-Oh.. f..uck.... *I bite into my lower lip, harder this time, and tilt my hips up a bit. the warmth of your tongue and the way that it moves in and out along my tight walls sends a warmth pooling in my stomach. I bring a hand down and slowly begin to myself as your tongue laps at me*

@Changkyun *everything you do at this point is making me so weak; I'm sincerely doubting how long I'll last, going at the pace we are* I really think so, babe. You're.. you're so ing y, I'm surprised my isn't always hard– *lets out a light laugh, having noticed that my silence had stirred your nerves a little. The ample space you create for me has me running an appreciative hand down the side of your , loving how smooth the glide of my palm is across your pale, inviting skin. It's practically yelling at me to spank you, but I leave that for later. Hearing your verbal confirmation, I nod, placing soothing butterfly kisses on the curve of your next to your entrance* Baby, don't worry, I got you.. *with that, I slither my tongue into your opening, a low groan escaping my parted lips at the tightness of your insides resisting my intrusion. However, I gallantly press forward, opening you up slowly with my boneless muscle, ing it like a slow-paced but sure-shot piston*

@Jooheon *when you're silent, I almost wonder if I've said too much-- if my fantasy was a too weird, or too vulgar or crude or something. for those few excrutiating moments of silence between us, the only sounds that could be heard were my soft, breathy moans as your hand continues to me. I bite into my lower lip when you curse* I"m... sorry? *I say hesitantly, uncertain. but then I see your hand move to your own , which is clearly visible against the fabric of your sweatpants, and I wonder if my fantasy really turned you on* Hm? You... think so? *swallowing thickly, my mouth suddenly feeling very dry, I watch as you pull away and move down between my legs once more. I shift and lift my hips at your urging, pulling my knees back a bit towards me-- doing everything I can to make it a little easier for both of us. I visibly shudder as your breath ghosts over one of the most sensitive parts of my body and I moan, a bit louder this time, as your tongue brushes against the outside* F...u... Yes, god, hyung, I'm so ready-- please- I want this

@Changkyun *breathes out through my nose as I hear your words, wishing to the heavens I could record the sound and play it to myself whenever I jerk myself off, because if that wasn't the most iest thing ever I didn't know what was. My thumb moves to smear a couple of the escaped droplets of pre- over the slit, listening to you intently as you recount your fantasies to me; if I didn't have the self-control that I did, I would have probably cummed just from hearing you. Even after you're done, I'm silent, the hand on your shaft moving out of pure instinct, mind numb from the rush of blood straight south* ... ... *releases on a shaky exhale, hand reaching into my sweatpants to squeeze the base of my just to stem the wave of arousal* F-, baby, that's– so ing hot. Sh-– *not wanting to waste anymore time, I move down between your legs again, spreading them gently to access the puckered ring of muscles. Raising your hips, I litter little bites all over your thighs as I inch closer to my ultimate prize* Ready? *breath fans your most sensitive area, tongue poking out just enough to give the rim a faint , as if warning you to prepare yourself*

@Jooheon *lightly smooths the hair on the back of your head as you rest your forehead on my thigh* Hm? W-What is it, hyung? *I clear my throat lightly, though your words threaten to make that lump rise up again. my lightly twitches in your hand when you call me baby and images of the "so many things" you want to do to me flash in my mind-- there are so many things I want you to do to me as well-- and so many more I want to do to you. I'm silent as I mull over your question, save for the moans that leave my lips from the bite to my thigh and then your slow, teasing * I want...... *my hips roll upward slightly to match your * I want you to eat me out-- and then I want you to make me c-- *clears my throat again, my nerves / arousal getting to me as I dictate one of my fantasies to you* with that perfect mouth of yours-- and and after... I want to take your in my mouth and you off until you're just about to .. only to have you on my face--

@Changkyun *hearing you just utter those words, in that low, broken voice of yours does /things/ to me. And seeing your body react so positively to my ministrations... Normally, my stamina is pretty high, but you're making me doubt everything* F-, Kyun, baby.. *momentarily, I just rest my forehead on your thigh, inhaling deeply to help temper the flares of arousal threatening to push me to just /take/ you. I wanted you so bad, but I wanted to savour and cherish every moment; to drag out this beautiful opportunity you've given to relish in your beauty* I want to do so many things to you.. make you feel good in so many ways.. but tonight.. baby, you dictate me. Anything you want, just say it, and it's yours. *with one last bite to your supple flesh, I move to hover over you again, only one hand next to your head supporting me, as the other is busy curling my fingers around your shaft and giving it slowly but firm pumps* What do you want me to do?

@Jooheon *as you take it deeper in your throat, another soft moan escapes me and my head tilts back against my pillow. my other hand finds its way to the comforter below us and my fingers tighten around it like a fist. I whine when you suddenly pull back, the cool air of the room quickly cooling the wetness on my shaft, causing me to squirm and more goosebumps run the length of my body. I push myself further up on my elbows to look down at you, wondering why you stopped when you push my legs open farther* I... I... in case.... it wasn't... -super- obvious-- *flushes and gestures towards my throbbing arousal that is practically whining itself to be back in your mouth with the precum that slips down the swollen tip* I..... really want this. I want you, Jooheonnie, to make me feel real good. *watches you as your lips gently kiss down my length to my thighs and soft moans leave my lips as you nip at my sensitive inner thighs, but something about you leaving your marks on me is even more of a turn on than the bites themselves*

@Changkyun [[ *s* – ]]

We'll see baby, we'll see. Actions speak louder than words. *my eyes hungrily devour everything about your reactions, the soft exhales of your breath ringing in my head like the sound of heaven descending upon me – or at least that's what it would sound like. Smiling to myself at the rosy-pink smattering on your cheeks, I hum lowly, my own twitching in excitement in the confines of my pants just from the way you say my name. The shift in position makes it easier for me to go down on you, relaxing my throat so that I can tease you by allowing the tip of your shaft to sink further down my throat. Eyelids momentarily flutter close from the delicate touch to my cheek before they snap open, needing to hear more of those beautiful sounds from you. So, I pull back, my lips as one hand spreads your legs further open* Tell me, Kyun-ah, how much do you want this? *shifts closer so I can raise your hips slightly, peppering kisses all the way from the base of your to your thighs, marring the porcelain-white skin with small lovebites, giving equal attention to both of your thighs*

@Jooheon [ "*moans*" /shot I KID I KID ]

You laugh... but just you wait, hyung.. You're going to eat your heart out-- and your words-- and I shall be the one with the last laugh. *the growl that I hear vibrate in your throat gives me slight pause in my teasing-- but also makes my stomach flip and turn weightless inside of me. who would have guessed that you growling could be such a turn on for me. I'm given no real time to prepare nor time to process your words before I feel the warmth of your mouth around my swollen arousal. A soft gasp leaves my lips and I swallow thickly as my eyes meet yours. while soft hues of pink and red paint my face, goosebumps rise up and decorate my inner thighs, the ticklish feeling brought about by the movement of your fingers running down the length of my legs* A.. Ah.. Jooheonie.... *pushing my knees up slightly, feet resting flat against the bed at your sides, I tilt my hips forward and up a bit reflexively as your slow movements, while immensely pleasurable, seem to only make my need and yearning for you double. I reach out and cup your face as you take more of me in your mouth, a faint moan leaving my lips on a light exhale of air, and I gently your cheekbone with my thumb*

@Changkyun Your determination is absolutely adorable, Kyunnie. I look forward to your attempts. *can't help but laugh out loudly, shaking my head in fond amusement. The arousal only flares further the more I look at your beautiful body, the constriction of my jeans becoming irritating but not intolerable enough for me to change my focus away from you. Your sass only stuns me momentarily before a low growl rumbles in the back of my mouth* I'm not stopping now, Kyun. *that's the only warning I give you before I'm dipping down, wrapping my lips around your , legs spreading your legs apart so I can support myself on your thighs while caressing the smooth skin there. My eyes remain fixated upon your face, lips forming a tight suction around your shaft as I descend down your length at a tantalizingly slow pace*

@Minhyuk that's exactly what I was expecting... they are different, and you may express your feelings differently, but there's no liking one of them more.~

@Minhyuk pecks your cheek
just tell me, these two people you like. don't need to tell me who they are. but do you like them exactly the same way? is it the same traits in them that you're attracted to?

@Minhyuk you don't have to ask---
just, try not to compare? because it really makes less sense than you think.

@Minhyuk gives your waist a gentle squeeze
you know, if someone swings both ways... they also may behave differently around different types of interests. comparing isn't really helpful, in any way. neither in telling who he prefers, and definitely not helpful for your own piece of mind. the only thing you should base your judgement of whether he might like you or not, is to see how he acts around you.

@Minhyuk hums before walking over to your bed as well, sitting close beside you and sneaking and arm around your waist, nuzzles your cheek
some people swing both ways and have more types... I know I do. from what I've seen, Wonnie does too... not sure about others really, but that's already two people. just food for thought.

@Minhyuk well... why do you think that? does he refuse to give you kisses or...?
sometimes, it's not quite obvious what people feel... or maybe it's just you not noticing *taps your nose gently*
you could give it some time, try to... get close with them. ask them to hang out and see if it could turn into a date. see if they do anything that suggests they may be attracted.

@Minhyuk ...oh *bites my lip* maybe I can relate more than you think...
it's... yeah. I don't know. it's scary because it's up to two other people...
but maybe, maybe they are open to the idea of you seeing both of them or maybe all three of you?
I mean, if it was up to me, I'd be open to that. then again, I'm just one person, and I don't even know if I'm one of those two so it might not even matter... just... so you know, there's people out there with an open mind. and you'll never know until you ask.