@Hyunwoo *with your tongue swirling with mine, I'm getting intoxicated by your taste, growing even more if that's possible, your groan sending a pleasant thrill down my spine. my hips halt as you my , letting you do the grinding, a high-pitched moan muffled against your lips from the mixture of pleasure and pain, and I grip onto your shoulders tighter, nails digging into your skin. yelps when I'm pushed onto my back, heart pounding again. I can't deny, at least not to myself, that I'm nervous, considering this will be my first, but I'm more excited, eyes dark as they follow your motions, and while you find lube, I wiggle out of my underwear before completely soaking through it, kicking it off somewhere, trying to not get embarrassed being under you* y-you don't have to wait long anymore, hyung. just *bites my lip as I glance up at you again* prep me. and I'm all yours.
@Kihyun Between the fact that you begin to nibble on my lips, following up with a sharp swat against my chest, I only grow more excited, the subtle stabs of pain caused by your actions thrilling me. Once our lips are joined in a sloppy, wet kiss, our tongues brushing over one another greedily, I groan when your hand snakes around my wrist, tugging it down until my palm is pressed against the ripe mound of your , my fingers clenching, kneading your soft skin roughly. A hiss escapes me when our s rub together, my desire to be patient growing thin. Telling myself I'm supposed to be taking things slow, I grunt, dismissing that idea, my fingers grasping your hips, digging into your skin as I lift you, pressing your back against the mattress before I crawl up the bed to hover over you, my hand reaching for the nightstand, opening the drawer, digging around for lube. "I can't wait much longer, Ki."
@Hyunwoo *whines softly as your tongue teases my lips but never actually meets mine, your chuckle urging me to retaliate and I carefully nip at your lips with my teeth, an arm leaving your shoulders so I can smack your chest instead. as the pace increases, so does my need and impatience, by now I'm almost painfully hard and leaking. my skin tingles your hand travels up my back, pliantly leaning forward into you, and I find myself shuddering at the sound you make and the sudden intensity of your actions, mewling helplessly as I grip onto your shoulders and part my lips for you, tongue welcoming yours by rubbing against it. I let go of your shoulder to hold your wrist instead, guiding your hand down until it rests on my , my way of silently asking you to take things a step further without breaking the kiss*
@Kihyun Lost in our kiss, I enjoy the slower pace, my lips tasting yours before I slip my tongue out, chuckling as I tease you, running it over your mouth but refusing to slide past your teeth and invade your warmth. My hips continue their measured movements, rolling against you, slowly picking up speed, but never losing control even though both of us grow more and more desperate, my own boxers evidence of this as they begin to tent, precum spotting the thin cotton. My hands leave your hips to slide up your back, pressing your slender frame closer to me, a cry, low and guttural, escaping from me when my s rub against your chest, the friction like a switch, my hips reacting, grinding against you as my tongue presses into your mouth, my need palpable.
@Hyungwon oh shut up---
*murmurs, your words keeping my cheeks from cooling off, and I give your shoulders a little shove, just strong enough for you to feel it but that it won't actually push you off, not wanting even a centimeter distance from you now. it gives me a little relief when you seem to be getting goosebumps from my touches, knowing I have power over you just like you have power over me, makes me feel safer as I let myself fall deeper into this charm, created by you and lust. my lips part as I stare at you your lips, images of your tongue over different parts of my body filling my mind as I let my hips dance along with yours. I let you tug off my shirt, arms raising obediently, ready to duck against your chest to hide but your kiss stops me, and I promptly forget about feeling shy as I respond*
*your words send my heart racing yet again, and shaky hands slide into your hair, my eyes filled with love as I look at you, rendered speechless, hoping you can read the emotion from my expression that I don't have words for. instead, I connect our lips again, for a short and passionate kiss, breaking away with a moan from the way our hips dance together. I let my head tip back against the wall, fingers tugging at your hair when your mouth moves to my chest, making small noises of pleasure, swallowing thickly at the question, eyes squeezing shut as I whisper out the words*
a-all of them? I want to be with you... well, actually... I want to be yours first.
@Hyunwoo *I feel even more relieved and comfortable when you smile, your hold on my hips and the little caresses, with the way you play around the hem of my underwear, makes me shiver pleasantly and urges me to slip even closer. when you shake your head and our noses bump, I snicker softly against your lips, only to be cut off by a gasp when you roll your hips and I start working with you, growing harder and needier with each movement. muffling the noises I make, I tilt my head to kiss you deeper, tongue searching for yours, inviting it to play*
@Kihyun Your smile reassures me, and I smile in return, the corners of my mouth turning up when you clamber onto my lap, straddling me, my hands naturally reaching for you, settling on your hips, my fingers caressing your bare skin before they sneak under the waistband of your boxers, teasing you. Your arms are warm when they circle my neck, and I shake my head when you mention killing my mood, my nose bumping against yours when you lean in to kiss me, my hips rolling up to meet yours, my groan lost against your mouth.
@Hyunwoo *I can't help a soft smile when I see you blushing, finding it cute. my gaze flickers to the tent of your underwear before I focus on your face again, flustered but pleased. I crawl over once you sit down, swinging a leg over you to straddle you, arms wrapping around your shoulders and brushes my lips against yours* thank you, hyung. I... hope I didn't kill your mood? *teases as I press my hips closer, actually well-aware I didn't, but I don't give you time to reply and claim your lips again*
@Kihyun "Oh!" My face flushes when I realize I've been rushing you. Kicking out of my jeans, I snap the waistband of my boxers, distracting myself a little, hoping the fact that my is clearly outlined against the cotton of my underwear doesn't disturb you. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I pat my lap, smiling at you. "Come here, Kihyun. Let's take our time, okay?"
@Hyunwoo I-I... I just... *bites my lip, searching for the words, hesitantly reaching out to make grabby hands at you* I'd love to, just, can we slow down a little? can we go back to, when I'm sitting on your lap and we're making out?
@Kihyun When you suddenly stop moving, clad in your boxers, an anxious look on your face, I freeze in my spot, my jeans pooling around my feet. "Well, I thought we were. Don't you want to, Ki?"
*my grin is still there when you laugh, taken over by surprise once you pass the couch* w-wait, hyung, where are we going? *I bite on my lip, growing nervous as we head toward and enter my room, and I yelp at the impact of the landing, only able to stare up at you, still processing what's happening as you're already shredding your clothes. I don't have much time to stare at your chest and abs, when you hurry me, and I scramble. blushing a deep shade of red, I fidget with the hem of my t-shirt before pulling it over my head, then I shimmy out of my sweatpants too, hesitant to remove my underwear yet. I glance up at you nervously* h-hyung, are we really going to...?
@Kihyun [I'm treating this an encounter outside of their camping trip]
My laughter is shaky, but I can't argue with your logic, your body wrapped around mine, giving me control of our destination. Glancing at the couch, I shake my head, taking a few staggering steps before I regain my balance, striding down the hallway to your room. Pushing the door open with my hip, I toss you on the bed, my eyes watching you bounce until my vision is obscured by my shirt as I peel it off over my head. Tossing it on the floor, I'm already working on my jeans when I nod at you, my eyes growing dark. "Are you just gonna lie there, Ki or are you going strip already?"
@Hyungwon *I bite my lip, feeling nervous what you'll do, if you'll make good of the previous "threat", and anticipating it at the same time, enough so that I let you slip away. my gaze follows as you slide off your shirt, my cheeks turn hotter as I take in the sight of your bare chest and I swallow, only looking up at your face again when you press into me, finally noticing that you've reversed our positions. I moan softly and buck my hips into yours, glad for the support of the wall behind me and holding onto your upper arm tightly. my skin feels hot under your touch and I immediately lean in a the offer, pressing wet kisses along your collarbone. I attempt to keep hiding my face against your shoulder as I reply, breathing against your skin*
wow... you're such a romantic. I... my heart was not prepared, it's running a mile a minute now...
*shakes my head ever so slightly* I love you. so much *whispers, only to yelp out at the pinch* and hate you--- *adds, grumbling, countering the attack to my neck by one to a spot above your collarbone, muffling my by biting down, fingers digging into your upper arm to try and pull you closer, wanting more of the friction as your hips press into mine, shamelessly rutting back, not caring that you can feel my excitement when I can feel yours. I can finally breathe as you pull away from my neck, and I let go as well to look up at you, almost pleading for you to not stop*
@Hyungwon ...oh *I inhale sharply, my mind involuntarily drawing a picture of that, sending pleasant shivers down my spine. while the bite distracts me a little, making me mumble an "ow" and scrunch my nose and tug back my hand when you let me, it still doesn't erase the previous picture. I chew on my lip and whisper* and who said you can't do that... or that I might not enjoy it?
for sure that would be a scandal... or maybe, since I have a hyung, my family would survive disowning me actually. they'd just hush it down. on your side though... would you choose duty? or love?
rip you apart? *bursts into laughter* I don't think I'm actually capable of that... I'm not among the strongest members, you know that. but I mean, depends on how much you resist and if you secretly like that... *smirks teasingly, especially as you hold me close, continuing to speak into your shoulder* you just want me to kiss you all over... that... would be easier without your shirt in the way, don't you think?
@Hyungwon *I stare at you, still highly confused why you'd make me stop when you don't seem to want me to stop either, feeling my body burn up and shiver under your gaze of not-so-hidden desire. without thinking, my hand finds its way to where my mouth was not long ago, fingertips brushing along the little red spots as I my lips, unable to look away from them*
oh... I like that *breathes softly and smiles sheepishly* so... does that make you the Great Prince?
*rolls my eyes and tries to bite back a grin, knowing from the exaggeration that you're just playing it up, shaking my head slowly* I thought you were a big boy already, Wonnie. haven't I told you? big boys don't cry over such tiny things. but come here. let mommy make it better. *lifts my head to give your lips a short kiss, nibbling on the jutted out lower lip, before I move to your shoulder, whispering to it and making sure you can feel my hot breath even through your t-shirt* so where does it hurt exactly?
@Jooheon () so I think I'll just answer here since you dragged me into the kitchen yesterday for that winged thing
*not knowing how long you may sleep now, I try to hurry with the preparations, putting off my own breakfast so I can chop the ingredients instead. the ideal would be herbal duck soup, but since I don't want to waste time on getting presentable and doing groceries, I decide to replace it with chicken. I put it up to cook before I give myself time for a quick coffee, then get started on the vegetables, trying to hold off until the soup is ready by snacking on some carrots meanwhile. once everything is chopped, I sneak into the room again to check on you. seeing you're still asleep, I grab my phone to keep me occupied as I had back to the kitchen*
*I glance up from my stirring when you enter the kitchen, surprised to see you already changed, and snickers as I go over to hug you, half-draped over your back, patting your stomach* someone looks sleepy and hungry... and smells good? you managed to shower alone? you should have asked for help... *grumbles, giving you a little squeeze* I just tasted it, the food is almost ready!
@Minhyuk sighs a little, fingers carding through your hair slowly, taking a little time to think
I also love you both just the way you are... but if I don't think about it in this context, it's not hard to forget that you two love me with my flaws. that's why... we should remind Wonnie.
@Minhyuk crawls in beside you, arms wrapping around your waist to make you roll closer again and pull you to my chest
I think it's a good thing you said it. and you don't have to completely revoke it. maybe Wonnie would like to bargain, but it doesn't have to be black or white, you know? there's so many shades of grey in between.
I think I am okay with checking in with you first, if I get to flirt and talk to others about things I may want to do with them. which there is none right now, so can't actually test the method, and I may want to re-negotiate later.
as for Wonnie, give some time to think? it seems he hasn't thought much about these kind of boundaries yet... and he's said he's the type to need thinking time. he'll talk to you about it when he's ready, I'm sure.
@Kihyun *even though I had fallen right into the pits of unconsciousness, through the blackness, the fleeting sensations of your gestures had penetrated my heavy slumber; it made me sleep a little better. In fact, so well that I had come to at least an hour after promptly passing out underneath you. The mild throbbing at the back of my head had reduced now to barely a tingle as I sit up in the bed. I feel a little more alive, but the ickiness of a fever-sweat clings to me like a second skin. Desperate to scrub myself clean of the disgust, I gratefully down the medicine you had laid out for me and then slowly slide out of bed. It takes a moment to steady myself once I get onto my feet, but after some deep breaths, I manage to meander into the bathroom and have a nice, warm shower without falling over. Once I'm done, I make a quick pit stop into my room for a pair of clean sweatpants and a thin cotton t-shirt. By the time I make it to the kitchen, I'm already exhausted again; plopping into the chair at the table, I rest my head on the table, eyes fluttering close, but my stomach growls loudly*
@Jooheon *I frown instantly as you cough under me, feeling the impact of it full well, and I hear the sound of your voice, scratchier than sleep would justify. I lift my head, double-checking that there's no water left from the night, noting that I'll have to get up to get you some more. hums softly as your arm wraps around my waist, and I give in to your unspoken request to let you sleep a little longer and stay with you. even if your hold is weak and I could just slip away, I stay there for a while, brushing your hair back and stroking your cheek gently, watching your body relax again, before I attempt to unwrap your arm from around me, tiptoeing out of the room and towards the kitchen to prepare water and medicine foremost that I leave on the nightstand for you to find when you wake up again, then I disappear again to cook a hearty soup*
@Kihyun *apparently, the lack of my warmth next to you is enough to stir you awake and roll towards me; it causes a faint smile to flicker on my features, because you're so damn precious. When you settle yourself half atop me, I don't mind it, welcoming the weight that's almost grounding compared to the light-headed and cotton-like feeling in my head* A bit.. *coughs softly, not having realized how parched my throat really was* Better.. *my eyes flutter close at the feather-light touch to my forehead, trying to keep my breathing in some kind of hope that it would solve all my problems* Maybe.. *weakly reaches up to wrap an arm around your waist, my other arm coming up to cover my eyes* Maybe five minutes.. *mumbles softly, feeling the wispy tendrils of sleep curl around my consciousness again, body relaxing under yours*
@Jooheon *when you sleep a long stretch without waking, I also manage to fall into a deeper sleep, somehow managing to not move around too much and keep my arms around you. once your body heat is gone, my mind seems to sound the alarm and I wake up, searching blindly for the source of warmth and rolling closer, half on top of you. realizing your skin is sticky with sweat, I scrunch my nose, slowly blinking my eyes open until you come into my view, and that's when the memories of the night come back* how are you feeling? *rasps sleepily, reaching up to touch your forehead, my mind already thinking of how to help you more* you seem to not have a full-on fever anymore... but you should take the meds again. probably a shower too. and eat some soup.
@Kihyun *inspite of being feverish, I sleep like a log, having needed the rest after being deprived for so long. So it’s only in early morning do I finally rouse, feeling marginally better but still gross with the thin sheen of sweat layering my skin. Eyelids fluttering open, I’m greeted by your face. It makes me instantly grateful and relieved that I had managed to stumble into your arms, because I wasn’t sure whether I would have been able to take care of myself. Still shivering, I shuffle closer to rest my head on your chest, slowly drifting back to sleep, but the insistent gnawing in my stomach keeps me conscious. Frustrated, but unwilling to wake you up after you so selflessly took care of me last night, I roll onto my back, staring at the ceiling as I will my body to move*
@Jooheon *bites my lip as I watch you shivering, feeling a little helpless, wanting to comfort you but not knowing what else I could do for you. my brows furrow as you kick off the blanket and I hold you closer, ignoring the stickiness of the sweat and how you feel too warm, wanting to protect you from the air conditioning with my own body. a small smile forms on my lips when you call my name, just the knowledge that you still recognize me through your haze making it worth it* yes, I'm here. *whispers into your forehead, holding you securely as you try to cling, gently stroking your hair until you fall asleep, trying to brace myself for a tough night in case your fever gives you nightmares, finally slipping into a light slumber myself*