❄ han l。

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Akay gave a quick nod, after taking in those reassurances. It did help. Inhaling deeply, he forced himself to pull back and climb out of the fort that had become a nest. Making his way through the house to find the lube, where he thought he'd find it next to Luhans bed, and then grabbed some condoms from his wallet though he didn't think they'd be using them. He still wanted to give Luhan the choice. As a last moment thought, he grabbed a waterbottle from the kitchen, and a towel as well before bringing his loot back to the movie room. He climbed back into the nest, and set everything aside. "Sorry, I tried to hurry."

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ Luhan watched as the other undressed, gaze following each new patch of skin that was revealed until there were no clothes left to block his view. He stretched up again to press a reassuring kiss to his boyfriend’s lips. “I’ll be okay here while you grab them, babe. You made the perfect nest for me to feel comfy and safe in.” He talked softly, complimenting the nest in hopes of easing the werewolf’s worries of leaving him alone. Unfortunately the elf wasn’t a werewolf that could probably just take Akay right then and there, and Luhan would like to be able to walk the next day. At least without extreme pain.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ "I love you. I love you so much." Akay repeated like a mantra, groaning as he forced himself to lean up and shrug the rest of his clothes off, boxerbriefs going along with the onesie, leaving him bare as he loomed over Luhan. Inhaling deeply, he nearly shuddered at how potent the smell of the elfs arousal was. "I... I should go grab lube. I think I have some condoms in my wallet if you want..." He was obviously conflicted, knowing they needed supplies so that he didn't hurt Luhan, but he certainly didn't want to leave his mate like this.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ Smiling fondly at the werewolf, Luhan felt a bit of clarity in that moment and used his grip on the other to bring him into a gentle kiss, one full of trust and love. “I don’t wanna wait anymore, Akay. I need you in me.” He murmured against his lips, lifting his hips to further emphasize his growing need for release. He even did his best to reach down and tug at the rest of his boyfriend’s onesie. They didn’t need clothes anymore, and the elf only slight berated himself for not tucking a bottle of lube amongst the blankets, but he hadn’t thought his night would end like this. “I love you.”

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Feeling Luhans gripping his flesh, firmly, it was a grounding sensation that make his skin tingle along his spine. Growling in a forward sound, muffled only by his mouth against Luhans throat. When he did jerk up in surprise, a thin string of saliva connected his lips to the bruised skin he'd just personally darkened until it snapped as he brought his face in front of Luhan's, pressing their foreheads together as he pressed his heavy arousal against Luhan, grinding their hips together. His silver eyes were sharp and focused on the elfs face. "Yes. Yes of course. Anything for you. Anything." He promised. His voice rasped with want as he rolled his hips forward again, and again.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ Luhan stares up at the other with an awestruck expression, amazed that this was happening, and he couldn’t help the lovesick smile that settled on his lips as he did as he was told, working as fast as he could to get the buttons undone. It seemed to take a lifetime for Akay to be back on top of him when it reality it was a minute at most, but the elf didn’t hesitate in wrapping his arms around the werewolf, nails digging into flesh as he let his neck be ravaged. “Akay....for Christmas, I want you to mate me and mark me.” He murmured against the other’s ear as he groaned, hips bucking against the warm body above him, searching for some sort of friction.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Luhan's body responded to him beautifully. Akay was howling inside with how pleased he was to hear those sweet sounds, and to feel and taste his arousal just as strongly. The tugging was negligible, but he felt it anyway, and leaned up over Luhan with a hand braced on either side of the elf. "Take it off of me." He urged gently, his lips as he took in the flushed, dazed expression on the elfs face. Once Luhan had ed enough of the onesie, he shrugged it off of his arms, letting it hang around his waist for now as he dove back in, latching onto Luhans neck with the intent to leave marks this time.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ Luhan couldn't voice how much those words put him at ease. Just a simple “it’ll never happen again” and the elf was ready to give everything and more to the werewolf mapping his way against his pale skin. He’d never had so much attention focused on him, used to being the one to initiate what he wanted or just help his ex get off. There had been none of this....build up? And he was beginning to feel a bit overwhelmed as pleasured noises he wasn’t used to producing fell from his lips and his nails scratched at Akay’s scalp enough to show he felt good rather than in a hurtful manner. Eventually one hand slipped free to tug at the other’s onesie with a whine, because he wanted to feel his boyfriend’s skin against him, and frankly, it was starting to get pretty warm in their blanket fort.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Akay's growling kicked up a bit when he heard what he had to say about the last time. over his teeth, the wolf wouldn't stand for that. "It'll never hurt again." He promised sharply and nipped against the soft flesh around his navel. His tongue, long and pointed, dips into his cute bellybutton before he drags a wet along the lean line of his abdomen, coming face to face with his chest and those pretty pink s, almost the same shade as that sinful pout of his lips. His mouth was salivating at the scent of Luhan intensifying with the syrupy aroma of arousal. His pupils were blown wide, surrounded by a thin ring of his silver iris as he bathed the flat of his tongue over his chest, focused on teasing the tender peaks he was currently obsessed with using both his mouth, and his hands as his right hand slid up to roll a calloused thumb over the sensitive flesh.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ Last time....last time Luhan had been in pain, his old mating mark flaring up like a harsh burn, and he hadn’t even gotten to finish. He voiced this to his boyfriend as he was manhandled, hoping that let the other know how much the elf was trusting him in that moment. Trusting him to give him pleasure and make him feel loved. He wanted to cross that bridge with Akay, and the wet kisses being pressed against his bare stomach had him arching into the touch, gasping softly with need and threading his fingers through the other’s dark locks. He was stuck between tugging on the hair and pushing him closer to his abdomen, warmth pooling in his lower stomach.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ All the way. The words rang in Akay's head for a moment, as he listened to him nearly beg. It wasn't until Luhan called the nest perfect, and then immediately complimented his alpha, that he started to growl deeply with want. "Sunshine, when was the last time someone else touched you, made you feel good? When was the last time even that was good? Sweetheart, I'm going to teach you what real pleasure is, because I'm not convinced anyone has really shown you." He practically purrs the words out, that rumble transferring into his voice as it refused to settle. He manhandled Luhan onto his back, and took his time slowly ing the others onesie until he could part the fabric to get at his skin. his lips, he leaned down and pressed an open-mouthed kiss against his tummy.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ “I want....gods I want to go all the way, Akay. Feel you everywhere. I want you to rub your scent on every piece of me, whatever you need to make me yours, babe.” Luhan gasped out in between kisses, mind whirling as he tried to focus on more than just the tongue against his and the right grip on his hair as he groaned into his boyfriend’s mouth. Cookies and movies could wait until this need passed. All he wanted to think about was how good the werewolf would feel against him. “Take me in this perfect nest you made for me. The perfect alpha.”

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ The promise of cookies in the morning was nice, and he'd certainly appreciate it-- in the morning. At the moment, though, he could hardly even recall what his favorite cookie was. When Luhan whined, telling him the movie was a lost cause because his need to be touched was too great, Akay gave in without argument. He pressed the kiss Luhan leaned in for to the elfs lips. He wasted not a second before getting his hand into the others hair, gripping tightly and holding him in place as he possessively swept his tongue over the elfs lips and bit against the full pout. "Tell me, baby, tell me what you want from me tonight. I want to hear you say it sweetheart. Sunshine." He panted softly between salacious passes of his tongue into his elfs mouth. His free hand trembled where he let it rest at Luhans hip, his veil of restraint fraying by the second.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ "Cookies are always delicious, so we'll definitely make some in the morning." Luhan mumbled back, trying his best to focus on the words being said to him, because he was curious if he could find a candle that was similar to Akay's scent so he could feel the same as his werewolf boyfriend. He made a mental note to bother Youngwoo about it later, because if anyone had an answer it would be Akay's best friend. "Bet it smells really good. Gods, Akay. No movie, I need your hands on me tonight." He whined, seeking out the other's lips for a hungry kiss.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ "mm, I've never had morning cookies. That would be nice." Akay whispered against Luhans skin, nibbling at his earlobe next. "I don't really know. A bit smokey I guess? It's hard to smell your own scent. I've always been told it's a bit like bourbon." along the curve of his pointed ear. "Now that sounds like a good idea sunshine." Akay finally leaned back, eyes silver and glassy with a doped up expression. He was drunk on Luhans scent.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ “Mmm, we should make some cookies in the morning. Then it’ll really smell like a bakery in here. What’s your scent like? I wish I could smell it.” Luhan hummed, more focused on the kisses trailing up his throat and along his jawline. It’d been a while since he’d been touched like this, so it was hard to keep the breathy noises at bay. “Wednesday might be better. I want to laze around in bed with you tomorrow.”

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ "Delicious. Like a bakery at the holidays. Like home." He murmured softly, distracted by pressing soft kisses along his throat, up to his jaw where he couldn't help but graze his teeth against his jaw. "I'll always make time for you. I own the place, we can go in early and you can be my first of the day, or if you want to wait, I have time on Wednesday I can dedicate to you at the shop. You just tell me what you want love." Akay slid his hands along Luhans back, in warm broad up and down.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ “So I smell yummy right now?” Luhan joked lightly as he slowly calmed down and relaxed again, having cried enough for that night. Any other tears that would be shed would either be because of the movie or from feeling really good. “Only if you have free time tomorrow, babe. I know you said you had some clients tomorrow.” He reassured the other gently, twitching at the kiss but it wasn’t unpleasant. If anything, he welcomed the touches and affection. It helped erase his past trauma and replace it with good memories.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ He kissed away every tear as it fell, bit didn't shush Luhan at all. "I know baby, I know. Your scent changes when you aren't happy, and I don't think I've ever smelled you quite as sweet and happy as you are right now. We can work on it tomorrow, if you'd like. I promise the healing process will be quicker than your surgery was." He assured gently, pulling Luhans onesie aside to press a gentle kiss against the scar. If this was what it took to help Luhan reclaim his body, he'd do it a million times over.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ His crying began as soft sniffles before the tears really started to fall, but these were happy tears, Luhan notes as he smiled through them and cuddled as close as he could to his boyfriend while still being able to see his face. “I absolutely love it. The next time you have availability, I’d like to get started on it. It’s so so gorgeous, baby. I hope you know I’m crying because I’m happy and I’m so glad I have such a caring significant other.” He explained in response as he eagerly leaned in for the kiss, passionately pressing against the werewolf as he wrapped his arms around his neck.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ While Akay knew that this was a bit of a sensitive of a topic, he wasn't sure anything could ever prepare him for seeing Luhan cry. A low purr like rumble started up in his chest, a sound designed to comfort. He set the sketch pad aside to pull his mate closer, kissing his cheeks over and over again. "It can. I designed it just for you. When I thought about what would cover it the best... I couldn't see anything but flower petals on your skin. I think anything else... it just wouldn't do. My pretty flower boy. Whenever your ready, we'll make you blossom." He promised, and guided Luhan in for a kiss.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ Luhan probably would have kept rambling about other things he loved about Akay, but his boyfriend saved him from that when he was turned around to straddle the other’s hips. He was about to lean in for a kiss when his attention was stolen by the question, and he nodded quickly, expression bright as he patiently waited for his surprise. He gasped audibly at the beautiful painting that was shown to him, fingers gingerly reaching out to gently touch the yellow petals. “Akay.....it’s gorgeous, I love it. That can go here?” He asked as his free hand touched the scar where an old mating mark used to lie, and he felt himself tearing up at the thought of having it covered up my something beautiful. He would no longer stare at it, remembering when the skin was free of any marks. “I want it:”

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Every word lit Akay on fire. He had only ever dreamed that he'd find someone to love him this way. And yet here he was. He could tell Luhand was telling the truth and it made his heart pound. He carefully maneuvered Luhan to straddling his lap, facing him so he could look at his face. "I want to show you your surprise now, are you ready?" He asked finally, knowing if he didn't do it now, he'd get distracted and would forget for another week or so. He reached over to where he'd set his phone, and the little sketchbook he was never far away from, grabbing the latter object. It didn't take him much searching at all to find the page he wanted, turning to show Luhan the painting he had made for the tattoo design he'd dreamed up to cover his scar.

https://i.imgur.com/pr388Li.jpg

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ “Well, I’m sure now. I love you, Xiu Akay.” Luhan stated, getting giddier the more he confessed his love to the werewolf. So giddy, he could barely sit still on his boyfriend’s lap, pressing kisses to any skin he could reach. “I love you. I love how you take care of me. I love how you make me laugh. I love how you support me. I just love everything about you.” He babbled as he allowed Akay to scent him, even tilting his head to allow more of his skin to be covered in his boyfriend’s scent. He may not be able to smell it, but he knew that werewolves scented their loved ones so he gladly soaked it all up.

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Once the movie was playing, Akay focused all of his attention on Luhan, tugging the elf into his lap to hold him close. "If me loving you helped guide you back to yourself, then I'm glad I could help." He whispered and pressed a tiny kiss to the corner of Lu's mouth. "I love you. Even if you weren't sure, I'd be happy to wait till you were." The werewolf pressed his face into Luhans throat, breathing in deeply and nuzzling his neck while scenting him thoroughly.

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ “Luckily that’s the entire stack, so pick your poison, babe.” Luhan snickered, letting his boyfriend look over the movies and taking his time to admire him. He still couldn’t believe he was so lucky to earn the attention of such a wonderful guy. There was no one he’d rather spend his life with or watch Christmas movies in a blanket fort with. He was genuinely happy with his relationship, and for once, he didn’t view himself in a negative light. “I retract my earlier statement. I’m definitely in love you, Akay. So thank /you/ for loving me for me and showing me who I truly am again.”

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Looking at the stack of movies Luhan brought over, Akay hummed lightly and looked through them. "Well... just to be safe, let's pick a movie we don't mind ignoring if my hands do find my way to you." He suggested and held up a few different Christmas movies before they finally put on one of them they both agreed on. Akay put the disc in before grabbing the remote and turning off the lights. He climbed into the fort next to him, curling up right around Luhan. "Hey... I genuinely love the time I get to spend with you. Thank you for making me so happy."

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ Luhan watched in amusement as his boyfriend assembled the fort, petting the werewolf so his thing considering he probably wouldn’t have been allowed to help anyway. An alpha thing, the elf assumed as he focused on finding a movie for them to watch, humming softly to himself as he perused his shelves. Once given the okay, he turned around and voiced his approval of the fort’s shape. “Babe, it looks great and I bet it’s super duper comfy!” He chirped, carrying over a stack of different movies for Akay to pick from as he settled into the nest happily. “Still up for a movie or ready to be handsy?”

@❄ han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ "Mm! Okay, that makes sense. It's like making a nest." He related it easily, and smiled as he pushed up the sleeves of his onesie and got to work, making a sturdy, cozy fort the best way he knew how. With a serious expression, he focused on making a nest worthy of his mate. He got the structure settled first before crouching down inside and arranging blankets, pillows, and cushions until he was satisfied that Luhan would be comfortable and they would still be able to see the tv screen. "Okay you can enter the fort now."

@❄ akay x。ᵏᶦⁿᵈˡᵉˢˢᵏᵃʸ A noise of surprise sounded in the air between them as Luhan was lifted by his boyfriend, but he cling to him anyway as they moved quickly toward the movie room. Luckily he had moved the furniture around a little bit earlier to make it easy to build the structure of the fort. “We gotta drape the blankets over these chairs and make sure we make a fort-like structure. Does that make sense? The extra blankets can be made into a nest.”