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@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I'm a bit of a hopeless romantic so I believe in love and that things happen for a reason
Things didn't work out between me and my fiance but that's because she wasn't the one for me
I loved her for ten years, I was planning our wedding. I thought she was it, she was going to be my future.
When she got pregnant I was the happiest I'd ever been. We were going to start a family.
Then I found out the baby wasn't mine and that she'd been sleeping with my best friend for almost our entire relationship.
I know you didn't need to know all of that, but I want you to know that sometimes things don't work out and it hurts. It hurts a lot, but you shouldn't let the fear of that pain stop you from finding that love again.
Trusting again is scary, but the potential good out weighs the bad. But don't settle for just anyone, find that person that takes the time for you to trust them.

@♢ seo changbin I guess they weren't
I would like to think that, but it hurts when things don't work out
I hope that is true and that things will work out one day
*sighs softly and nods*
It seems so, it still hurts thinking about it, it makes me wary of it happening again in the future, what if I lose that happiness again when I find it again, I don't know if I could handle that happening again
Thank you, I'm not able to agree with that but it's nice to hear.
I hope you can find your happiness soon, you deserve it so much

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Then it wasn't the right person or the right time
I think that things happen for a reason and in the time they're supposed to
We may not understand it, but in the end everything will work out the way it was meant to
for some reason it just wasn't meant to work out between you and Boss, but it will work out with someone else
you're meant for something beautiful Tai, I promise. You're too sweet not to be

@♢ seo changbin That is very true. Everyone is different and it would never be the same anyway.
Maybe. I would like to think that will happen, but a part of me doubts it. I was surprised when Boss wanted me. Noone else had even seemed interested before
You are amazing and I'm so very lucky to have all the support and kindness you have given me
Thanks to you I have been able to smile and feel happy

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ You're right, no one can replace them, and they shouldn't try. Everyone is different and someday you will meet someone that you click with again and it will be a new and different relationship.
Until then I'll be here cheering you on and being the best support I can be
I want you to be able to smile and be happy
That's what I want more than anything.

@♢ seo changbin It really isn't. I really was happy with them and thought I would always be happy with them. Even after Boss left, I was really sad, but having Kitty around gave me some happiness. I haven't had much happiness since, it feels like I've lost him too and was all alone before
I'm sorry you had to experience that gok
I know. I'm so thankful for you. You've already be such a big help to me
I don't think anyone can replace them but I wouldn't want you to replace them anyway, you deserve more than being a replacement.

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ It's not a fun feeling to realize that what you thought was going to be your forever turns out to be just temporary
So I know where you're at right now, personally and not just because I've studied emotions and thought patterns
I get it, so that's why I'm going to be here for you to help you start to feel happier again
I can't replace Boss and Kitty, but at least I can be someone you can lean on

@♢ seo changbin It's all thanks to you
I agree. It's a very horrible feeling
*watches you*
I understand that. That sounds really horrible. I'll be here when you are feeling lonely and I'll chase the loneliness away.
People are missing out
I know. I thought Boss was the customer for me. I even had Kitty too. I thought they were both everything I needed

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I'm glad you don't feel lonely now
Being lonely is... it's one of my least favorite feelings
/he sighs, looking at you with a smaller smile/
I'm one of those people who feels too much, and sometimes I get so lonely that my chest hurts from it
Dating just hasn't worked out for me though, not for lack of trying
I'm still coming out of a long term relationship, I thought it was going to be the one, you know? I thought I was gonna marry her.

@♢ seo changbin I don't feel lonely now thanks to you
*smiles softly and shakes my head*
You don't need to apologise. It's fine. I understand that you were busy so please don't worry or feel bad about that. I really appreciate that you are here now

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I'm glad you haven't, I don't want you feeling lonely
I'm just sorry it took me so long to reach out to you, I kept hoping more people would come around
I got a little caught up in school too so I'm sorry
but I'm here now and I don't plan to go anywhere

@♢ seo changbin Really?
It has gotten quiet around just now. I'm happy to spend my time with you too. I haven't really felt lonely these last few days
*smiles and leans in a little, copying your pose and taking a few photos*

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I wouldn't mind, spending all day with you sounds wonderful
I have a break from assignments right now and things are slow around the mansion so I'm happy to spend my time with you
/leans closer, wrapping an arm around you and throwing up a peace sign with his other hand to pose for the next picture/

@♢ seo changbin Thank you~
I wouldn't want to keep you here all day
*happily walks along with you and sits down beside you*
It is very pretty here~

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ We can take as many as your heart desires
I'll happily stay here all day if you want
/nods and walks with you over towards the fountain, sitting down on the edge/
I like coming here, the sound of the water is relaxing and the smell of flowers

@♢ seo changbin *giggles more and takes a few photos of us with our messed up hair, copying you and sticking my tongue out too*
Can we take a few more? I want to make sure we have lots. Oh. That sounds good. We should take some of and with the fountain

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ /laughs when you mess up his hair, making sure you take a photo of the new style, poking his tongue out as he does/
How many photos do you want to take? Should we go over to the fountain to take some?

@♢ seo changbin Oh. That is a very funny and interesting thing to say to call someone nice
*giggles and reaches up to try and do the same to your hair*

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Yes, you can say things like 'they don't have a mean bone in their body' to mean they can't be mean at all
it's a neat little saying
/ruffles your hair playfully, trying to get some of it to stick up for the next photo/

@♢ seo changbin Oh. I see. It's a funny saying
I'll remember that
*blushes more and giggles before smiling happily with you and taking the photo*

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ It's just a saying
it basically means you can't be insincere
but no, bones can't be insincere
cutie
/chuckles and nods, smiling warmly for the camera/

@♢ seo changbin I am, I'm glad that you do believe me
Bones can be insincere?
*looks at you and tilts my head*
*looks at the camera and hugs you back tightly*
A nice one~

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I think you're always sincere so I believe you
You don't have an insincere bone in your body
/wraps both arms around you, hugging you close as he looks at the camera/
Should this one but a silly one, or a nice one?

@♢ seo changbin Yes, cute~
*blushes a little at your words and smiles*
It is a very sincere compliment

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Cute? The cutest little owl is calling me cute?
/shakes his head, laughing/
I'll take that as a sincere compliment then

@♢ seo changbin I really mean it though
*smiles and giggles watching you*
That's cute~

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ You flatter me, but I appreciate it
/pokes his tongue out for the next picture, trying to wink and only managing to close both eyes/
See? Not handsome at all

@♢ seo changbin *giggles softly*
I'm not, you really do look nice and handsome
*giggles more and copies you before taking another photo*

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ /smiles for the camera, face scrunching up with it/
You're too kind, I look average at best
/laughs anyway, throwing up a little peace sign for the next photo/

@♢ seo changbin I'll do my best then to make sure all the photos come out nicely
*giggles softly and smiles*
*smiles more and lets you pull me closer, leaning in a little more*
That's not true, you look good
*keeps smiling and takes a photo*